So, the idea of this is to find some direction by just starting. I’m ready to live my Qadry Bradshaw dream. I needed something tangible so that I could start feeling a part of fashion. For some reason I have felt on the outside looking in. loving from a distance. I want to get away from the idea of feeling like i have to prove myself. Rian phin posed the question “who are you trying to signal to, and why” i still cant answer it. I don't know. 

Designers that inspire me are maison margiela, raf simmons, rick owens and the Dsquared brothers. I love the idea of basics reimagined. I love the idea of luxury meaning wear and tear on great quality. I love the idea of “high low” meaning sweats with a leather jacket and cool sneakers paired with a button up and a trucker cap. Jordans with a suit and a denim jacket. I’m going to play with a propeller hat and sandals this summer. 

This is me throwing things at the wall. I want to journal too but often find myself feeling lazy when it comes to actually writing things down. The involvement of my laptop feels chic lol. I often go back to read it and weep on disney channel. I was obsessed with her swivel laptop.. I wanted one so bad. Now that I'm thinking about it, I was obsessed with Carrie constantly typing on her laptop. & the laptop in Legally Blonde. Maybe there's a connection here somewhere.