Pyxilations

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2/13/2020 was the last time I looked like myself, although I hadn't felt like myself in a very long time. I lost myself. But I'ma find that bitch, because, NO. Mental illness or no, I ain't got the time to be anything but 100%, organic, unfiltered me. Even on my worst days I can't forget the weird, wonderful space unicorn I discovered so many years ago. She's all I've got if I ain't got shit else. On that note #pleasestandby 🦄

hello 💚✨ #sundayfunday #memorialdayweekend (at Cedarbrook, Philadelphia) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bx73cH_HBBa/?igshid=148rl8p93s5v0

#HAPPYMOTHERSDAY 💐💕 each and every one of you is a goddamn goddess! ..no matter how you became somebody's momma you are valid, beautiful and badass ❤ this is your day.. enjoy it! #moms #stepmoms #fostermoms #grandmoms #greatgrandmoms #mothers #goddesses Shout out to my momma, my birth mother, my mother-in-law and my Nana and Queen Granny .. and also to my beautiful babies, Noella, Imogen and Josef.. without you all, I would not be the mother I am today #iloveyou https://www.instagram.com/p/BxYAwoKHBCd/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=xdlotdk5slod

-Pyxilation Ray

I could spend forever in this room yet every passing second is robbing me of my desire for forever. Every minute, the world outside grows more overwhelming. I long for something more. I long to see faces and exchange words. I long to find my place in the world outside. I dread having to return to this room unsuccessful, defeated once more. I listen to the hum of solitude until it puts me to sleep. Maybe tomorrow my feet will touch the floor and I'll find my way out. Maybe I'll try again tomorrow.

😝

- My life is divine and bright. I must NEVER lose sight of the light.

- Buddha