I really thought about it for a few days and as much as I desperately want to rp more and feel so much muse for pansy rn, I really don’t see myself coming back to tumblr. It’s just too much for me to deal with tbh, between feeling anxious about reaching out to people and establishing or re-establishing connections with people, and my duplicate anxiety that is still veeeery strong, and I don’t really want to be doubting myself constantly.

Wait I just realized that I miss Pansy’s birthday last month

i’m not really coming back to tumblr still but (tw death)

so i think it’s safe to say that i won’t be back to writing on this blog for a looooong time (if ever). i much, much prefer the lack of pressure that i feel on disc., and not feeling like i’m not good enough or having duplicate anxiety or any of that shit.

Things I thought I would do while out of work for two weeks (and counting) since my patient is in the hospital: writing literally 24/7