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After taking a photo of the drawing, I tried to redraw it to make it look at least a little better, but in the end, everything disappeared from the page, and the paper started tearing...=[

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...I was drawing Nagito, and, as usual, nothing came of it...I erased it all

I can't even write a decent post...What a pathetic, worthless creature I am useless, disgusting...I fit that image perfectly =]

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Hhmhmmhmhmhgm...I think I have some ideas for what to draw, but honestly, there’s no deep meaning behind them...You know...I want to pour my soul into a piece dedicated to Nagito and create something truly meaningful, to capture something that’s uniquely him in these sketches, but it always turns into total nonsense. I just don't have the brains for things like symbolism, allegory, metaphors, and all that jazz...And a normal person would say, "Well, just go learn it! It’s not hard, stop sitting on your lazy ass and start reading something other than fanfiction!" And they’d be so right...But I just like to complain and goof off, I’m a total idiot of course hehehehehe =]

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God...Nagito is just magnificent, looking at him feels like achieving enlightenment =]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]

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Don't like it

Pseudo-friendliness

Although, what pseudo-friendliness are we even talking about, seeing as nobody really talks to me and I'm just making it all up

Well, I'm a fucking moron

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Sometimes when I draw, I get so caught up in sketching every part of the body that I forget I still need to add clothes, and really, I didn't need to draw all those curves...But I was too lazy, so here’s Nagito in just his underwear =]

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I drew this yesterday...or the day before... I don't remember...but all my pencils broke, and it infuriated me so much that I had to cut a hole in the paper with a utility knife first and then touch it up with a red pencil. I know it’s a total eyesore, but what can you do when a pathetic loser like me isn't capable of anything better...

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Maybe I should just give up on this whole drawing thing...Although really I don't draw anything but Nagito anyway, ugh and now I've got a headache from these stupid drawings...Because I'm so fixated on my own ridiculous problems, I can't think about Nagito properly =[ And whenever I try, I feel ashamed =[[[ I don't deserve him...even though for some reason that didn't bother me before (I was letting myself get away with too much). I just can't take it anymore... How did it come to this?..

...I accidentally erased some old drawings of Nagito that I wanted to post because something about them didn't look right to me... Someone, just rip my hands off —_—

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Mmm...The mere thought of certain things brings me such pleasure...

You know, I regret not starting this "channel" sooner, since my love for Nagito has lasted about four years, maybe nearly five. Because of that, I’ve already forgotten half of what I used to think about or imagine regarding him, time flies so fast...=[

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Mwahahahmhmhmgmfmgmh..mhm...Ah it’s been so long since I read something like this...it just makes me feel so good inside. Oh those abusive, codependent relationships that people try to romanticize, but honestly, I actually kind of love it...Hehehe...strapping on a collar and crawling around on all fours, completely at the mercy of...someone

Hehehe I just can't wipe this huge grin off my face,I don't smile like this very often...Now I want to draw even more, but I don't have any pencils...Life is so cruel ╥﹏╥

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mhm...I want to draw, but all my pencils are broken to hell and when I sharpen them again and again with a stationery knife, they break again and again...And I won’t go outside for these pencils =[

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I wanted to post a drawing, well, not really a drawing, more like some useless crap, but then I saw how the photo turned out and changed my mind, so I’ll have to retake it...=[

And by the way I finally realized why I felt like my love for Nagito was fading. I’d become so convinced of my own worthlessness that my brain gradually stopped letting me think about him simply because I don't deserve to...Either way my brain isn't going to stop me >=[

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Suddenly I realized, whenever I try to fantasize about Nagito, my brain seems to stop me, as if it’s deliberately cutting off thoughts of him...All my relatively recent thoughts about him seem to have vanished...Has my foolish brain become ashamed of such a ridiculous crush on a fictional character?...Or has my sense of worthlessness reached its limit, stripping me of even a shred of hope for something as simple as a fantasy?

Ah...Tears are welling up in my eyes as I write this...It’s so sad =[

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Ugh...I went outside and guess what...There were people =[[[[[ and on top of that, those stupid little flies that keep flying right into your face, mouth, and eyes, ugh! =[

And throughout this rather sad walk, I thought about a lot of things, mostly about myself and how I'd love to jump in front of a car or slit my wrists. But then I suddenly realized that instead of those thoughts, I could be thinking about Nagito...But instead of him, I only think about myself, like a selfish piece of garbage. And because of those thoughts, I felt even sadder=[ because apparently my love for Nagito is starting to fade...But I don't want my love to fade! And it never will! I just need to consume more content with him and think about him again...But I enjoy self-deprecation so much, and it's pretty hard to combine thoughts about Nagito and pain at the same time....=<

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For some reason, the thoughts just don't come to mind. They're there, but for some reason they can't be formulated =[

Ehhhh...I wish Nagito had been fully fleshed out, for example, his relationship with his family, how his worldview changed with age, how his treatment would have gone, and what would have happened if his parents had survived? Hehe there's so much I'd like to know, even if it's not very significant, but facts that have been confirmed. Someone might say that's what headcanons are for! And true.. but for some reason I can't think of anything, everything seems stupid, wrong, and completely remote...That's why, in all the time I've been dedicating to Nagito, I haven't come up with a single headcanon... although maybe there are and I just don't remember? But I really enjoy reading other people's headcanons, even if they can be a little ridiculous, I still like it and it fills me with joy =]

And then I again remember what a loser I am and I sink into despair....I'm no good =[

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