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@purplevanity

"I like to think that I was created for a special purpose." Jenn, the badass baby from Batangas. 17 years young. An amateur photographer and a designer by heart. A sensitive, stubborn bitch. I may be mean but I definitely know what my limitations are. A person you can count on. Loves rainbows and rainshowers. A daydreamer. A Death Eater. Speaks fluent sarcasm. stalker/s

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yanilavigne

This time, I'm keeping my heart...

I shouldn't let things like this bother me but I do. I'm afraid to give you my all, I'm afraid to love you completely. What if behind your beautiful face and kind words, you are just bribing me? Maybe you are just reeling me in until you turn around and drop me. I'd fall so far and never be able to recover, I wish I could see the ending sometimes. I would know if I should hold on to you and keep going or just let it all end before I get up too high.

I wanted a perfect ending. Now I've learned the hard way that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, or end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's to happen next.

#thoughts.

#purplevanityart

#school days.#My college buddies.#alkvxa

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W3A Recollection (July 13, 2012) - Ito yung recollection na last night pa lang, inunahan ko na ng "hindi pagka-feel". Dala na din siguro ng sobrang pagkapagod ko these past few days. Hindi rin ako nakagawa ng reco letters gaya ng ginagawa ko every year. Na-late pa ako ng gising kaninang umaga. In short, wala lang talaga sakin.

Pero nagkamali ako. Again, hindi ako binigo ng reco namin. Yung picture sa taas: yung reco letters na natanggap ko, yung picture namin sa palanca box na ako mismo ang naglay-out at naggupit kagabi, ang workbook namin kanina at ang name tag ko na talaga namang pinuno ng kalandiang puso puso ng mga kaklase kong Tigang. :D

Masaya na ako sa kadahilanang madaming nakaalala sakin. Naguguilty ako kasi nga wala akong nabigyan ng letters pero madami akong natanggap. Na-touch ako dun sa mga taong nagbigay ng coins nila sakin dun sa Activity namin kanina. I mean, hindi ako nag-expect kasi hindi naman ako ganoon kashowy sa lahat lalo na pagdating sa personal kong buhay.Nakakatuwang isipin na madami rin pa lang nagtitiwala sakin. Lalo na sa pagbibigay ng dreams nila. I guess, masyado kong ninega ang araw na 'to. It was a great recollection. :')

#school stuff

theskullcandiii-deactivated2023

purplevanity

Yan ang problema ng mga MANHID. Nasaktan na sila noon, kaya naisip nilang maging bato. Sino ba naman ang gustong paulit-ulit masaktan? Kapag nasaktan ka, iiyak-iyak, maglalasing, magmumukmok, magwawala, at minsan, nagagawa pang magpatiwakal. Minsan, hindi natin kayang pigilan ang nararamdaman, hindi magawang maitago, at minsan rin, nabubulag tayo sa mga solusyon na ayan na sa harap natin. Sa sobrang sakit ng nangyari, para bang ayaw nang mabuhay, para bang mas mabuti nang mahiga sa bubog ng ilang taon, kesa magising pa sa sunod na araw.

Pero alam niyo ba? Mas mabuti na yung naramdaman mo ang sakit, kesa magpakamanhid. Dahil kapag nasaktan ka, natututo ka. Kapag nagpakamanhid ka, wala ka nang pakialam sa paligid mo. Hindi mo na alam ang ibig sabihin ng salitang “ARAY!” o kaya (para sa mga sosyal) “OUCH!”… Yun bang parang nakakalimutan mo nang maging tao, dahil parang kinakalimutan mo na rin yung mga Pain Receptors na inilagay sayo ng gumawa satin, na dapat magsilbing “guide” para sa ikabubuti nating lahat.

Ang pagiging manhid, dapat pansamantala lang. Wag gawing FOREVER. Kasi, sa tagal ng pagiging manhid mo, ganong katinding sakit rin ang mararamdaman mo balang araw…

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Say it to my face, not behind a computer screen.

#EPAL KA. Sagad na sagad sa buto mo.

thelovewhisperer

You know what’s attractive? Seeing people change for that one person. Whether it’s cutting down their drinking habits or to stop doing drugs and maybe even something small like to stop swearing. It just proves that when it comes down to it, they would do whatever it take to see that person happy. Stopping habits is a hard thing to do and to see people actually doing that for someone’s love is really attractive to me.

(via wordsandlyrics)

Hindi naman talaga masama ang maging selfish, may mga bagay lang talaga na sadyang dapat ay wala kang kahati.

#thoughts.

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Do you want to know what my problem is? I LOVE YOU. I love your name, I love the way you look at me, I love your gorgeous smile, I love the way you walk, I love your beautiful eyes, I love what you look like when you are asleep, I love the sound of your laugh, to hear your voice fills my entire heart with an indescribable feeling. I love the way I can be having the worst day of my life and seeing you completely changes my mood. I love how when you touch me I get weak, that is my problem...

#Hmm. . . K.

Hindi lahat ng dumarating ay para sa'yo.

#thoughts.#051512 #fotojem #bearypink

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shyieesolove

purplevanity

You know that I really wanted? I wanted you to fight for me. I want you to fight for our relationship. I didn’t want you to leave. You were my everything. But I guess I wasn’t the right one for you. Leaving me without even saying goodbye is one of the saddest and most painful goodbyes in the world. I miss you so much already. I want to hug you back in my arms again. I want to hold your hands again. I want to be with you again. But things are not going right between the two of us anymore. We’re already hurting each other. Maybe we really need this space. Maybe we really need to end up to know if we still need each other someday. But hey, thank you so much for coming to my life. You made me really happy and I would never ever regret the time I loved you. You were worth the love, and the time I gave you.

Mahirap ipaglaban ang sinasabi mong pagmamahal, kung ikaw lang ang nakakaramdam.

#thoughts.

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Respeto sa kung saan ang hangganan ng pagtatanong at pakikiusyoso mo.

Hindi lahat ng bagay, dapat mong usisain at itanong. Isang bagay na natutunan ko. Lahat ng bagay, may kanya-kanyang timbang. Ako yung tipong hindi magpupumilit na ikwento mo sakin ang isang bagay lalo na't personal ito. Ako yung tipong iintayin na ikaw mismo ang magbukas ng topic. Kumbaga, isa akong tao na tagapakinig muna. Hindi ako magbibigay ng komento kung hindi naman kinakailangan. Hindi ako magbibigay ng payo kung alam kong hindi makakabuti sa iyong pakiramdam. Minsan kasi, respeto na din yun sa kausap mo. Respeto sa kung saan ang hangganan ng pagtatanong at pakikiusyoso mo. Kapag ayaw, wag nating pilitin. Kapag hindi ka naman dapat makisawsaw, wag makisawsaw. Ang personal na bagay ay personal, period.

#thoughts.

#purplevanityart

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