purple mess

what wouldn't I give to not be.

so we all know the harms of short form content. there's great research about it. intellectuals are talking about it. then why do we still have these apps. like seriously, why haven't we banned these apps already? they are destroying our brain, fuking up the society. we all know that. thousands of essays telling us exactly how harmful it is. then why the hell are we still going along with it. why aren't grown-ups doing anything about it. does anybody even cares??

the world is a scary and f-ed up place.

I feel detached

no pride in the closet😞

me daily din me kam se kam ek baar fantasize karti hu ki kahi na kahi se bohot bohot saare paise mil jaaye.

stay calm i say as another anxiety attack attacks. an instant passed and i thought through the entirety of my life. i don't want it to happen that way. better end it here than live like that. it's painful. drawing the air in is painful. breathe with your mouth– gasp. there's something in your throat, something inside your chest. breathe hard. keep breathing. stay calm.

I don't care if men also suffer under patriarchy. Do not talk to me about men when talking about feminism. Seriously I don't give a f. The main feature of patriarchy is the subversion of women. So we need to always center women in discussions around patriarchy.