Itās very exciting. Iām proud of myself.
I went and dropped some stuff off at my place today and bumped into one of my roommates. I forgot his name and feel bad about it but he seemed nice. We didnāt talk much because I was only in there for a few minutes but hopefully I can get to know all my roommates soon after Iāve got settled in my room.
Tonight Iām just laid in my bed at my parents house. Walls stripped of all my pictures and posters. Everything gone. Kinda sad but also kinda proud. I never really expected to get to the age of 18. Now Iām about to turn 20 and Iām moving to my favourite city In my country for a year before hopefully going abroad. Thereās a lot of memories here. Iām kinda just trying to feel and remember them all tonight before Iām gonna tomorrow. Then this room is going to my sister.
Iāll miss having my youngest sister around. And my mother. The dumb jokes we have and everything. Having family come hang out and me just being there to see them. Iām gonna miss that side of things. And my pets too. Cat and a dog. I love them both so much. After work Iāll come home and sit on the floor cuddling my dog at like midnight. Iāll miss that so much. But Iām very proud and very excited of the things around the corner.
I took a little walk around where Iām moving to. I know most of the area in the main city. But Iām a little out by the park. I spotted a few shops and bars I can start hanging out at. And cafes and cute stores I need to check out at some point. Plusā¦. I should go enjoy some sun before the cold comes inā¦.. thereās a skatepark right by my houseā¦.. oh yeah⦠I dunno if I mentioned that. I also have skated for the past 8 years on and off. I should start hanging out there and make some local friends. Itās just gonna be weird being so far away from friends. Usually weāve all been in the same town. Now Iām going to be a 30/40 minute train ride away. I know itās still not much. But itās more than a five minute walk..
Anyways I should sleep. Itās getting late 12:30am. And Iām moving tomorrow. Spend all afternoon packing Iām tiiiiired. Busy day coming up. But at least after that I can relax for a few days before the festival on Saturday :)