Scattered Thoughts

babydoll

getting fcked to sleep every night by the love of my life is what i deserve tbh

I love your agreeable and amenable and flexible nature and how none of your wants and needs ever get priority and how nobody even knows what they are to begin with and how you never start or engage in conflicts and never express even mildly unsavory opinions and get along with everyone from every conceivable group, that’s so trustworthy. hey quick question. do you happen to have an enormous pressurized reservoir of rage and resentment you feel like you can’t ever analyze or express because that would break the rules for the kind of person you are and if so, do you think a lifetime of squashing it down might ever backfire?

Thank you, thank you for your love but its a shame I cant answer your question. I'm too fragmented in pieces too small its hard to pin point my rage. You see, I've been giving myself away to people in hope they stay. I smile and laugh and talk my way through the day. Pride myself for the convenience my presence brings. People need me to be flexible, and look I can even do the splits! My joints hurt and I need to stretch every day so my hips stay open, so when they tell me jump, I sometimes ask how high?

!!!!!

its good to acknoweldge the hollowness of revenge but sometimes you really do just need a story about someone who gets hurt and then kills and kills and kills and kills their enemies. its cathartic, babey.

the problem is that a lot of people think that the evil of eugenics is "playing with forces of nature man was not meant to meddle with" and not the whole cohercion and killing and mutilation of people

every day it gets harder to have a relaxed jaw and decent posture

I would like to wake up to being held which I guess makes me some kind of depraved pervert