塩漬け負傷唇や頬

so, i decided to move blogs ?? because this one's just way too messy & i literally had no muse whatsoever for the longest time. it'd be cool if you followed me there, though ? because y'know yA. but, i'm gonna be replying to the threads i have on here over there so :~))

      there’s a haze shrouding his mind, & surely the male’s began to think he’s on the brink of breaking insanity. his eyes are playing tricks on him, for there’s no way in hell the sight before him is one revolving around reality. the girl he’d found himself growing more and more attached to with each passing day was gone, & what hurt the most was knowing he hadn’t even gotten to say a proper goodbye ; the illusion before him was nothing more than that ( or, at least that’s what he’s trying to convince himself of ). with a jagged breath falling past slightly trembling brims, his focus will never stray from the female, brows furrowing as he tries to dissect what exactly’s happening. but it’s her words that pull him out of the maze that is the inner workings of his brain, & alexander only finds himself furrowing his brows more than before at the inquiry being presented towards him. — what does she mean ? “uh..” forming a coherent sentence seems almost impossible, but he’ll swallow thickly and try to force himself into at least saying something. “i can, yeah ??” it’s almost as if he doesn’t know how to speak anymore.

     “—i really didn’t !! oh, now you’re just being ridiculous, i’m not evil. but, i do need you. y’know, so i can do stuff like this,” with one small movement, she’ll slowly close the small space between them before loosely wrapping her arms around him ; gently pressing her lips to his. 

me: k probably good for a few days

      “oh god, sorry !! -- i didn't mean to scare you, cross my heart & hope to die ; but you should have seen the look on your face ! please don't die, though, i kinda need you to stick around.”

      sleep deprivation & copious amounts of caffeine are no strangers to him, the pair go hand in hand in the brunet's world for he often denies himself of sleep to focus on his workload. that's where his coffee comes in, it's what he needs in order to stay awake throughout his long days. but such a combination can often be seen as dangerous if pushed to an extent. not entirely, but with lack of sleep comes visions of things that more often than not, aren't there. & the sight before him is only leading alexander to believe the words he's been told many times before ; it's like he's hallucinating. plump brims are parted out of shock, and large hands are rubbing at tired eyes--.. it can't be her. he's out of it, completely losing his mind. because, the girl in front of him is supposed to be dead.

      “ --.. finger your cat ?! i may have been one of the only ones to crash here, but i promise you that it wasn't me who attempted to violate your poor animal. trying to finger you, though, now that's a different story ; sounds more like something i'd actually do. but, are you sure you're not just fucking with me now ? i'm pretty sure i didn't come out as a lesbian. ” he probably did.

      “ ya' could've asked for my coat or something ; i gladly would have given it to you !! but fine, alright, hold your damn horses & i'll unlock the car as soon as i grab the keys outta my pocket. -- i'd rather not have your tits falling off, that wouldn't be too visually appealing. ”