PuppySubWriter

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On a bright sunny day, a boy wearing a prestigious uniform could be seen walking around on the Daesang bridge with a knife in his right hand. His eyes were apathetic as he gazed deep into the sea.

It was a beautiful evening, everything was bright and warm. However, he can only feel dullness and coldness. Why out of a billion people in this world, he was cursed with this role? He only wanted a normal life, he never wanted anything!

"Brother!!" a trembling voice can be heard at the distance. When you look at that person, everyone will have the urge to protect her. She was angelic in both appearances and attitude. How envious.

When the apathetic boy looked around, the police mobiles and ambulance surrounded him. People thought he was a threat. I mean why wouldn't they, if you see a person holding a knife and walking back and forth in the street, it would be scary, as if he was waiting for an opportunity to murder someone. When he thinks about it, he couldn't help but laugh

"Ah~ I think I'm going crazy."

"Brother, please calm down!" The voice that can be heard was desperate as if she's holding out her last hope but a man stood beside her giving all the hope she needed. His gaze was gentle as he used coaxing words.

How envious.

"Hah~~ I'm envious." He really couldn't look at the couple in front of him because he had hoped to stand beside that man. He had hoped he was her.

"Did you know... How lucky you are Evanna.. Heh... You really are the god's favorite" words after words are being said as he struggles not to cry. Then, His dull eyes became dead.

"I've worked hard my entire life waiting and waiting patiently just to be loved but no matter what I did.." the way he said the words were calm but his eyes were bursting in tears, however, his words did not continue because he was afraid that the last dignity he had would be swept away. 

This is the only thing he had now. Dignity.

"No friends, no lover, and no family. Like a person who shouldn't even exist.." his gaze finally landed in the sky, it was full of resentment and loathing and with just one gaze anyone could tell that he was blaming god. ‘Why did you let me be born if I don't have any purpose? why am I even alive when nobody needs me?’

If that's the case his life should never exist in the first place. Never meant to exist because his life was an utter hell. With no hesitation, he pierces the knife directly to his chest. A splatter could be heard.

"Not enough, deeper, deeper, and deeper..." The boy did not stop and struck the knife in his chest again and again. The blood scattered in his clothes. It was like a blooming rose. When he was finally satisfied, he raised his head, like a noble warrior who just won the war and directly looked at the two.

Then the innocent sister trembled, not because she was crying; rather she was trying her best to contain her laughter. Her angelic face was distorted and her eyes were wide, as if she's trying to embed the scene in her mind. However, the boy covered in blood wasn't moved, like he already predicted the future. So rather than be shocked he smiled, genuinely.

"You won" I smiled like I regained the hope to live.

He slowly staggered and his back bumped into the railings. Finally letting his body fall into the sea. He did not close his eyes. He was feeling this moment because he knows this is his last. At last. He was finally free.

'Splash!'

I never knew I would feel this disappointed to One of the closest person in my life.