Smells like bones.

      The bracelet was beyond beautiful, something he would wear all the time just like his necklace and ring. There was no taking this off, that was for sure. Just knowing that they would have anniversaries like this in the future, oh it made Sansdy’s soul brighten as he was more than happy with how his life had gone.

     Feeling the desire roaming through his soul, Sansdy only sent it back when the two of them clinked glasses with a grin on his face as he gladly kissed his husband back without even a second thought. 

          “Mmm,” He did have gifts to get Sans, and he wasn’t going to be playing the game that he did, after all he was very much in the mood, and seeing that Sans was as well–well then he wanted to make this quick. Or even ask him–

          “Did you want to open your presents now, or wait until after we have a bit of fun? I can feel you getting just as antsy as I am, so I thought to ask.” He voiced with a chuckle as he set the glass down with a smile on his face, 

He could feel that desire in the other’s soul and his own eagerly echoed it. They’d waited so long and being solo was out of the question. Sans was ready to make love for an entire night if Sansdy just asked it of him. 

Setting down his glass, he leaned in for another kiss, this time making it slower than the last one. Leaning back, his tongue went over his teeth, tasting some of the strawberry that had still been on his lover’s own teeth. “I really do want to see what ya got for me, you’ve always been good at gifts.”

Sans truly did want to see those gifts, knowing that they were chosen with so much care. At the same time, he really wanted to be with him in a way he hadn’t been for a while now.

     Grillby would leave it at that, knowing that Sans was right, this place, this life, was not good to have a relationship in, it was why he himself didn’t want to get that close to anyone here, especially if that one person was someone who was one of the monsters who went on runs like Sans did. For now, he too would wait for the time to be right. 

          “It’s my pleasure to look after him.” He said with a smile as it would seem that Sansdy was waltzing right out of the fridge as they spoke and thought that Sans’ explanation as to what was going on was rather clever as he just laughed lightly to himself, continuing with the dishes. 

     Sansdy felt the hand upon his skull and instantly his soul brightened. But with the talk of what was going on, it dimmed–but before he could even sign a thing–the alarm went off, signaling a breach in their defenses. 

     It left Sansdy in a panic and Grillby stopped what he was doing entirely as he turned to Sans. 

          “You need to go, I’ll take Sansdy somewhere safe.” He spoke as Sansdy looked from Grillby to Sans, wondering what the hell was going on, wasn’t this place hidden from humans? How did they even know where to look? 

Sans’ left eye flared as he heard the alarm. It’d never sounded since he’d been here, but it brought back memories of so long ago when he’d demolished the facility. It made momentary panic go through him and he was thankful for Grillby’s calm voice which brought him back.

“Shit,” he hissed, jamming the sandwich in his mouth and downing it quickly. His body needed the energy and he knew things were going to get messy.

“Protect him with your life, Grillbs. I’ll send whoever I can to make sure you’re both taken care of.” Sans didn’t even grab his jacket, leaving it on the ground as he started to move. “Head for where the non-combatants go. That should be clear, knock on wood.”

Stopping for a moment, he looked to Sansdy and let out a soft breath. “Stay with Grillby. For your own safety, no matter what, stay with him and don’t come after me.”

Hearing his name on the radio transceiver he had on his belt, Sans let out a soft breath. He couldn’t hesitate any longer, knowing that he was needed on the front lines. Giving one last look to Sansdy and Grillby, he turned to go towards the chaos. It was their worst nightmare come true, and Sans wasn’t sure that they would get out of this one intact.

Okay, wow, to think that over a year ago I would have gotten so many people following me. I made Sansdy out of the blue to be honest. Just a thought that “Hey, so what if I made this blog of a Sans that had him happy? No sadness, no resets, just–a very happy little guy who is just fun loving and all that good stuff you write in a hallmark card?” And that’s how I got Sansdy. 

It’s been a long and trying year but man Sansdy is my muse that I will always have no matter what. I have gone through a lot of muses as well, and wow, i have never had a muse longer than i have had Sansdy and I’ve been rping for over 7 years now haha! 

So this is just amazing that all of you want to follow me! Thank you from the bottom of my heart, honestly. This wouldn’t be possible without all of you. 

I didn’t do a banner because i thought–eh, there’s no reason for it. 

So—without further ado let’s go to my list! 

     Grillby listened to what Sans had to say and he knew that he was upset with him for butting in once more, but he had to, it was the way that Sansdy looked at him, the way he worried about him–he just didn’t want anything to happen to the little guy. He was a friend after all. 

          “It’s been a year since he came to our place, yeah? And from what he told me you both were in that facility and you both were suppose to be together–and you told him to choose who he wanted to be with.” He was quiet for a moment before he turned to Sans once more, placing a plate on the rack to dry with a laugh.

           “Wouldn’t you think that would give him enough time to get to know people of this place and figure out who he really likes? He’s a pretty social person, even if he can’t really talk, he’s met and befriended a lot of these monsters in this place.” Once more he turned around to wash a plate, and placed it on top of the rack. “So wouldn’t you think that he would have found someone he likes the way he likes you within that time?” 

     He looked over to the walk in fridge with a breath. 

          “I understand how you are feeling Sans, I get it, but you also let him choose, you gave him the choice to choose who he wants to be with, and you’re not going to allow you both to be happy because of some humans? You let that happen and you’re letting them win again.” 

     Was his last words as he heard the door open and Sansdy walked out with a roast beef sandwich for Sans and an apple. 

          I hope this is okay! We had a light lunch today, the rations are running a little low. He had a smile on his face but it lessened as he looked at the two of them. What’s wrong? Everything alright?

“And if he can’t choose because I keep calln’ him back?” Sans threw out. “Until I know everythin’ about us, I can’t in good conscience return those feelings. This is no place for a relationship, not when I could go up there and be turned into paste. They’re already throwin’ missiles at us, it’s a matter of time before my magic isn’t enough.”

But it hurt him too. He wanted to be with Sansdy, he wanted to know what it was like to be more than just a warrior. Really, he didn’t know how to do that and it bothered him more than he’d ever let on.

“Thanks anyway, Grillby. Thanks for takin’ care of him for me.”

He looked over as Sansdy came in, managing a soft smile as he reached for the sandwich. His other hand came up to rest on Sansdy’s skull and he nodded. “It’s more than enough. We were just talkin’ about what those humans are doing now and how it’ll affect us. If we’re lucky, we’ll be able to get some supplies soon.”

     It was something that Sansdy always was happy about, Sans knew him, all of him, and he would always be glad that he had someone in his life as sweet and kind as his husband. Sansdy knew that Sans was capable of doing many dangerous things, but knowing that he was nothing more than gentle and loving to him, it made the smaller happy as he kept hold of the blanket, enjoying the fabric and design of it. 

    It was definitely going to wear down from usage, that was for sure. 

     Opening his sockets to look over at what Sans had pulled out, oh there was joy in them as they seemed to sparkle at the strawberries covered in their colors. They looked delicious and the moment that Sans set them down, Sansdy was already taking a blue one and plopping it into his mouth, chowing down on it with soft delighted hums escaping his throat. 

          “So goooooood~” He cooed out as he licked his teeth to collect the juice–maybe trying to make his husband a little excited in the process–who could blame him? It was their anniversary after all. 

     And then he heard Sans’ throat clearing and looked over to see the bracelet that was offered for him and instantly there was awe on his face as he took hold of the piece of jewelry. 

          “Sans..this is beautiful! Thank you.” He was already setting the strawberries down for a moment to clasp it onto his wrist. Once connected he looked at how it looked on his arm with a smile before turning to his lover, holding up his glass of wine. 

          “To us.” 

Even if the blanket wore down, that gave Sans an excuse to get another. They would have many anniversaries ahead of them, Sans knew that deep in his soul. At the time, he’d thought they’d be lucky to have one, now he could only see a countless amount in their future. His soul brimmed with hope, all thanks to the one sitting beside him.

He got out of his thoughts when he saw the way his lover licked his teeth. It did the job, a touch of desire going through his soul. There was a promise made then, silently telling Sansdy that he was eager for their love making tonight.

“You’re welcome,” he said, looking at how it sparkled on his lover’s wrist. He’d gotten it to match the necklace though it was so much more ornate than that. Really, how flashy it was didn’t matter as much as the sentiment behind it to him. He’d chosen it with a lot of care, after all.

    Hearing that he was alright, that he was patched up–Sansdy was allowed to calm himself down as he gave a nod. He would always worry about Sans, just like he would worry about other’s in this place, Sans was just different, he always was, and he always would be. At least to Sansdy. 

     One of those–you always want what you can’t have sort of deal. He just needed to figure out a way to tell Sans how he felt as well–though–he had a feeling he already knew and just didn’t want to be with him. So, he just never said anything. 

         I’m glad you’re alright, His signage was a bit slower this time as he was more at ease as he gave a bit of a breath. Hearing that humans didn’t care about casualties anymore–it was something that was disheartening to the younger as he turned to Grillby who just laughed. 

          “Don’t worry about me, it’s just a few more dishes. Sansdy, why don’t you go into the walk in fridge and get Sans something to eat?” He asked as Sansdy gave a nod and he was already making his way out of the dish area, letting Grillby have a moment with the other. 

          “You know, he’s quiet fond of you.” His words were as he went back to dishes. “He won’t say it though because he’s afraid you wouldn’t return those feelings.” In all the time Sansdy was here, he had also grown close to Grillby since he was the one he worked with all the time, sort of like co-workers who tell each other everything. 

          “Not saying this to have you two be a thing–although that would be nice for the both of you–I just want you to be careful what you do around him. He’s a good kid, I’d hate to see him broken hearted.” 

Watching as Sansdy went to get him something to eat, he heard Grillby’s words and groaned lightly. Seriously, why did he have to butt in? Again.

“Grillbs, I know he is. That’s why I’m tryin’ not to entertain those thoughts,” he said, his voice hushed. “You know that it was supposed to be the two of us back in that facility. It doesn’t have to be that way here.”

Sighing gently, Sans leaned against the wall. “I’m tryin’ not to break his heart, but what did ya want me to do? It’s not that I don’t like him, it’s that he doesn’t need to hook himself to me,” he said, shaking his head. “What if they tampered with me, made me more enticin’ to him? They have to protect an investment and I don’t know everythin’ I’m capable of.”

Dragging his hands down his face with a grumble, he tapped his head on the wall. “And this is no place for him. He deserves to be free, out there somewhere and enjoyin’ life. Not trapped underground in this shithole forever. If that plan we’ve got to have a hidden spot to hold non-combatants works out, he’ll be up there and more free than he is here.”

     And that was it. The moment he heard the commotion on the other side of the kitchen doors he knew that they were back. His body was lightly bouncing with anticipation, Grillby could see that in him and he just gave a bit of a laugh as he pointed at the last stack of plates. 

          “We’re almost done, then you can go see him.” He said with a smile as Sansdy was already nodding and doing his best to get done with this stack. It was a thing that wasn’t surprising to Sansdy anymore, Grillby knowing how he felt about Sans, but he also knew that Sans didn’t feel the same about him–or at least that’s how he took it. For a year he’s been trying to understand the elder, and for a year it’s always come back as he just didn’t feel the same. 

     But he wouldn’t stop trying. And to Grillby it was something that was honorable in the small pink skeleton. 

     Sansdy then turned around when he heard the voice behind in, his soul brightening up instantly–that was until he saw Sans’ body and instantly there was worry on his face as he began to sign. 

          What happened?! What did you do?! Are you alright?! His hands were quick as Grillby already knew that he had lost his helping hand–but he wasn’t upset, instead he went to take Sansdy’s place as he was already rushing over to Sans’ side to look him over. 

There it was, that concern. Sans was still so amazed that Sansdy had attached to him of all people. It was partly the reason why he hadn’t given indication that he liked the other the same way. Was it a conditioned response? Did he just have a pheromone that he was giving off because his magic was unlocked? He didn’t put anything past these scientists and he didn’t want Sansdy locked in with him because of them.

It was a shame because he legitimately felt like the other was adorable. He just deserved better than some fucked up war machine like him.

He laughed softly, putting up his hands a bit. “I’m okay, we had a rough exit, that’s all,” he said, wincing as his right shoulder ached at the movement. “We’re all patched up and we’ll be out of service for a week or two, I’ll bet.”

Truth be told, Sans wished he could have Sansdy closer. He didn’t know how to do it and he wasn’t sure he could actually ask how to go about it. Then there were times he wanted it to be for other reasons, which made him second guess himself. Sansdy needed someone who was gentle and sure of themselves, not his messed up mind.

“I was a bit slow with the barrier I put up. They were firin’ missiles at us,” he griped. “Missiles, in the middle of a populated area. It’s like they don’t give a shit about collateral damage anymore, just as long as we’re all dead.”

Hi! I’m not new or anything to this fandom, but ive been gone for a while so if you would like to send this post around so i can find some more rpers to rp with!