Poetry and nonsense

He's in your eyes

God's not dead

He's between your thighs

God's not dead

Because your alive

I say it's making love

In my writing i call it fucking

In my mind it's just sex

It's a neutral statement

I was up until dawn writing poetry

For the love of my life

Turns out she's sleeping with another heart

That's fine

I don't mind

I just want to know why

Tell me the truth

It's not like I don't know

I know I know

My hand is over my nose and mouth, snot is everywhere and it's disgusting. I still hide the ugliest parts of myself, even though no one is watching.

My wrists are my worst enemy right now. So are my thighs. I have to thread them. I have too. I need to shed my skin like a snake. I can hear it. They are scaring me. They scream in my right ear. Always my right ear. The worst part is that the voice sounds like you. No one loves you. No one ever will.

You've lost....everyone.

My own thoughts take over as I scream to drown out that voice. Hauntingly beautiful but I can't think of anything else. Someone please help me.

Please.

Please I'm dying.

You're a symphony in my head.

I hate you and I don't know why you're in my head and around me.

I hate you.

I hate you.

I hate you

I hate you.

Please I love you.

I don’t sleep (Sammy)

i shoot arrows into the night (Sammy)

i wait(for Sammy)

My heart is made of needles (Sammy)

the quiet is my lover (I wish it was you Sammy)

I hear blood in my ears (Sammy)

I see the clouds that gather in the east (Sammy)

I walk in the shadow of the fox’s footsteps ( Sammy )

I run in the streets of the forest floor (Sammy)

Here is a city of sweet pine that I don’t know (Sammy) Here is the wind (Sammy)

and the cold and the silence and the fear (Sammy)

i flee (Sammy)

i run to (Sammy)

the clouds are low, will they will fall (Sammy)?

i’m waiting for your arms (Sammy)

i don’t close my eyes (Sammy)

i call Sammy

I scream Sammy

i call Sammy

i call you Sammy

will you come Sammy

soon Sammy?Sammy

Sammy

Sammy

Sammy

I don’t sleep Sammy