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thinking about how I feel like. pretty isolated from trans communities irl, not because they're not accepting but like because of my own fault. I have a couple of trans friends, but the friends I see most often are cis. I know no out trans people at work/in my field. my ex best friend is a trans man, and when we fell out I felt like I lost my way into the trans community. I see posts on insta from him + other trans acquaintances i follow and they're all hanging out in big friend groups of trans people and going to trans pride and stuff and I feel this gaping hole in my chest. I don't feel "trans enough" for trans spaces because I still partially identify as a woman, and I'm mostly closeted because I'm a coward and my parents aren't accepting. I desperately want to meet more trans people but I find meeting new people and making friends so hard. it's hard. idk