PSYCHO MADMAN

god's weakest soldier is scrolling tumblr instead of being productive or participating in any of their hobbies

BIG DUMB IDIOT BABY APPLE FIGHT

I wish all of my followers a wonderful Big Dumb Idiot Baby Apple Fight Friday

No you don't get it, I'm a Good Person. You don't understand. I'm a Good Person which makes it okay for me to think violently about the Enemy, who is Bad Person. I'm commenting "you should be violently murdered" because I'm Good Person and you're Bad Person. You think saying that to someone is fucked up?? You should be violently murdered, you're probably Bad Person anyway

from a certain standpoint birdwatching is a sort of gacha

Who are you today?

the wisdom ive learnt is that becoming part of a friend group 1) takes a long time and 2) involves a lot of feeling awkward and left out at first. there’s nothing terrible about this but if you grew up chronically lonely or have any kind of trauma relating to social isolation this likely feels Really Wrong and activates danger signals. but both fortunately and unfortunately it’s just how becoming close to new people works most of the time

another thing that was not intuitive to me as someone who grew up an autistic loner: basically everyone on the planet is starved for connection all the time and almost everything people do is an attempt to reach out to another. most seemingly illogical interactions and behaviours can be explained by this. you have to take as many of these invitations as you can. even if you're wrong you still attempted to bring more warmth into the world

This really just validates my decision to not talk to people beyond the bare minimum and having no social circle

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OH LET’S BREAK IT DOWN

Don’t cry, ok? The Pack Rat (Dusky Footed Wood-Rat) constructs Middens; large complex nests constructed from diverse local materials and cemented together. Extended, multi-generational families will live inside of these Middens, which often have multiple discrete rooms, such as a nursery, nest, and pantry. They have well-developed paws, and are capable of carrying things. They have a strong affinity for shiny objects, and will “trade” what they’re carrying if offered a coin or a key. They will place Bay Laurel leaves around the perimeter of their homes to deter fleas. Did I mention they have been found living in extended multi-generational family units.