𝕲𝖔𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖈 𝕾𝖈𝖍𝖎𝖟𝖔

Charlie Kook is burning in Hell and her deranged emotionless wife using her own husband for attention and clicks. She doesn't even give a shit about her husband. And Toilet Paper USA is a Christian Nationalism white garbage which is making children and the American society, stupid as all hell. Charlie Kirk is a moron who only debated college students because he is a fucking idiot who can't debate other people who are clearly isn't blinded of the stupidity that is the Republican politics.

No kids wants to learn about politics. Kids want to play Fortnite, Minecraft, hang out with friends, share pointless memes, and go on TikTok. No kid wants to hear some boring old middle aged White hags talk about economy, religion, and flawed American societies. No kid wants to hear about bullshit on what's happening in America. No kid wants to hear "alt-right" or "leftist" garbage. Kids don't even see color in people. They see people, let's not blind our children with unnecessary hate. Our children don't need to hear about Charlie Kirk's obvious hate for women, minorities, anti-LGBT rhetoric, anti-abortion rhetorics and close-minded opinions. Charlie Kirk is not Jesus Christ. He is an awful podcaster who spread garbage for the American people. He doesn't support basic rights. EVERYONE deserve rights. Blacks, Latinos, Asians, gays, lesbians, all shades of people. Let's not go backwards. WE ALL DESERVE BASIC FREEDOM!!! REGARDLESS of opinions, even you stupid racist White people.

These stupid alt-right morons preach about free speech and shit but then is against LGBT rights, abortion, universal healthcare, minority rights, feminism, freedom of religion, drug decriminalization, freedom of rights, basic expression. Alt-right monkeys want authoritarian garbage. They want to control our minds. They want us to obey their bullshit rules. Fuck you. Fuck your Nazi bullshit. You don't support free rights, you support sheep policies. You Christian Nationalists are delusional, Donald Trump is not a Christian! Trump is the devil of America, he is a false idol. Melania Trump isn't even a born AMERICAN!!! Yet immigrants come here to live a better lives and don't do any crimes. My parents are law bidding citizens and got their freedom to live here. They are US citizens who do not commit illegal activities. Don't associate all Hispanics as drug dealing murders. You wouldn't like it if I called you, an "inbred sister fucker who love to molest little kids" because the majority of pedophiles are straight White people. These alt right monkeys want our society to be White, Christian, and straight. Nothing else. This country was stolen from Natives. And don't start with your "durrrr durrr it was conquered." Shut the fuck up, you absolute braindead moron. White people stole this land, straight up. Europeans raped and murdered Natives. The funny thing about you White people is that you would rape poor women of color yet you preach about how women of color are the most ugliest women alive.

When I look at a picture of Jesus, I dont see hope. I see abandonment. I see hatred. I see fear. When I read the Bible, I dont get inspired. I feel hopeless, with fear, sad, depressed, and awful. So many disgusting scriptures about incestuous relationships. Ewww.

I pray and feel abandoned. I prayed for happiness as a kid. With all of the abuse happened to me, I pray God for the abuse to stop but of course that stupid son of a bitch never listened. I went to church every Sunday like that piece of shit told us to do and I still get people to hurt me.

I despise God. I hate him with all my heart and I will never follow him again. I tried to back in 2023 but I just don't feel it. I can't feel the holiness. I'm in a pansexual and love either gender regardless. God hates me because I found love in people romantically and God wants me to stop because its a sin? Fuck you, God. I'll gladly burn in Hell. God is a punishing asshole. What's the difference with God and the Devil? The devil hates, just like God. God hates me. He hates me. I'm a sinner just because I exist. We live as sinners. God doesn’t allow freedom, we allows sheep. And if God exists, why are blacks, Mexicans, and other minority groups are punished for existing. Why was the Natives forced to believe in God? God has abandoned me and he will always abandon me. I'll burn in Hell forever, I dont care. If loving the same gender or any other gender is wrong then I'll be gladly to spend my eternity in Hell. I rather be with the devil and do heroin with him instead of being with a goody two shoes.

If God exists, why does he permit priests to molest little kids? These poor children being corrupted by disgusting perverts in this world yet God does nothing to stop it. Why does the Catholic church cover up pedophiles in their church? Even the pope knows about these pedophiles. Does God permit pedophiles to enter heaven? What about Warren Jeffs? Is he holy for having child brides? GOD IS EVIL!!!

I am pathetic, worthless, and bored with my life. I should pregame my suicide by hurting myself.

I wanna kill myself in front of people while wearing the most outlandish clothing and I want to make my suicide as a comedic bit and a extreme drama twist at the end.

Where the paintbrush is the gun and my blood and guts is the paint.

I cry for help but help has arrived and went away as I scared it with my twisted dysfunctionality of this already disturbed reality, we constantly live.

I scare away the normal people because they too are escaping their already doomed reality. I wish I can be as normal and what I mean is the most stable and not the most unstable.

I bleed for God's help but God is flawed as his own creations are. God himself needs help to change the view on us. And we can't fix that ourselves because God was always flawed, as we are too. We were doomed from the start. So, I'd rather abandon the lies.

Am I cursed to live this infinite negativity I live for myself? The psychotic lies of my realities has broken many times in my life. I cry but no one understands why. I cry and no one listens. I cry for help in the wrong places. I cry for my sanity to return.

No one can help me as I hurt myself. The only person they can heal the psychotically disturbed is the person themselves. Which is already again, flawed. How can we help ourselves if we are disturbed? Who can? We lie to ourselves all the time, if no one is there to challenge the thoughts then how can a person help themselves when no one understands?