i want to be used like the most pathetic, disgusting, horrible slut on the planet. i don’t want a single ounce of control in the bedroom and in my life. i want to stay in a collar. i want possessive, jealous, protective. i want to be hit when i don’t do things right. i want to ask for permission to sit on the couch, to sit on the bed, to eat at the table. when you’re on the couch, watching a show, i want to be on my knees, gagged and silent. i want you to choose what i wear, how i do my hair, how i do my makeup. i want you to constantly remind me of how fucking disgusting and horrible i am. i need to be reminded that i am beneath you and always will be. i want you to piss on me. use my mouth as your toilet. i want you to stuff a dildo down my throat and listen to me gag and choke for your enjoyment. i want you to write names all over my body and make me look at myself in the mirror after you’ve completely destroyed me. i don’t need to cum when you use me. your pleasure and your enjoyment is all that matters to me. my pussy is for smacking, for pain, for you to torture and use at your will. my ass is yours to fuck. no matter how hard it hurts, keep fucking me please. you will be my master. my owner. i am yours body and soul. please treat me like the trash i am. please. i’ll do anything. please.