Daughter of Hecate

I feel like I need to start making a list of what I want to study in summer because when I won't there is a big chance that I will feel like a failure :C.

My perfectionism wants me to work harder, study harder but my other self is telling me to rest. It's so weird to feel like this, because yeah I feel like extra tired but at the same time I know that I have to work and study to not fall behind in my plans.

Well guys, it's my time to become a blanket burrito like forever. (2 months)

I might go to job purely to just buy all of the books I want to read and become a libary.

Istg I will get called a "pretty woman" by my teachers once again, I WILL personally explode. Yes, thank you, I am pretty, I know this but I am smart and that is far more important than being "pretty".

I just went for a nap after coming back from school - I slept 5 hours I don't know how to feel about it...

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I AM SO DONEEEEEEEEE, I HAVE EXAMSSSSSSSSSSSS THIS WEEK AND NEXT, LET ME READDD LET ME SLEEP. i will literally crash out.

As a high achiving girl, istg that after this school yeah I will fall into a coma for 2 months.

You need lock in. You cannot give up now, it's nearly the end.

Hi guys! So actually I did studied! I know shocking although I kinda feel like I know absolutely nothing? Do you know what I mean? Like at this point I feel like a dumbest person alive like oh my god.

No matter how sad I am right now, I swear to god I will achive my dreams. I will get up everyday -IT DOESN'T MATTER IF I AM MOTIVATED OR NOT- and I will do whatever it takes.

Guys... I NEED TO LOCK IN THE LAST TWO-THREE MONTHS BECAUSE WDYM I WON'T BE ABLE TO AFFORD A CAR? LIKE THAT MEANS I CANNOT GO TO UNIVERSITY AS COMFORTABLE AS I COULD? WDYM MY FUTURE DEPENDS ON ME????????????? like it's comforting at it's own but like getting scholarship is so weird