|| thirty-something and too old for this shite. call me mud. he/they. just another non-melanated/"white" queer-ical dog thing || ao3 in my pinned post || radfem free zone & if your feminism isn't intersectional and focused on liberating EVERYONE from patriarchy then you're not a real feminist || from the river to the sea 🇵🇸 keep your antisemitism as far away from me as possible [still just trying to figure out what I can do with half a bedsheet]
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it's meee, mud
also known a farcical excuse for a person, half-creature, half-whatever else. thirties, he/they or they/he, it doesn't matter. queer-ical boydyke thing. vaguely man-shaped, more dog than man; but that's whatever. I'm queer in all ways, but more specific labels include nonbinary, demi/greysexual, demi/greyromantic, bisexual, et cetera. my beloved✨️is one of the most wonderful people to ever walk this earth and I consider myself the luckiest guy alive to have her in my life. 💚
this blog is MOSTLY sft/sfw, but I still prefer if you're a minor that you do not interact as a personal preference of mine. you're still welcome to interact with my og sfw content, make sfw fic/gif requests, et cetera, I just will not follow back and am not interested in friendship.
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I can be really bad at responding to messages/comments/IMs, but know that I love every person who talks to me in whatever format and I'm definitely not intentionally ignoring you unless I found something you said to be rude or offensive in some way. I do delete comments and block pretty liberally - while I have no issue interacting with people with different beliefs and opinions than me, I will not engage with you if I believe it would be bad for my mental health and I will stop engaging with you if you do something to indicate you cannot respect my needs, boundaries, and personal autonomy. I grew up homeschooled and in a cult so I'm kind of a mixed bag of trauma and miscellaneous issues but I'm in therapy and working on dealing with my ptsd.
I don't really believe in DNIs since your business is yours and mine is mine, just know that if you're hateful, cruel, racist, misogynistic, transphobic (transmisogynistic or transandrophobic!), fatphobic, intersexist, ableist, think that whatever marginalised identity you have exempts you from being prejudiced, an asshole, or a bully to other marginalised folks, believe in gender essentialism in any way that doesn't just serve as a facet of a kink, are antisemitic, don't believe in a free Palestine, are any flavour of genocide denier, believe in punishment instead of rehabilitation, believe in censorship or identify as an "anti/antishipper," believe it's ever okay to police queer spaces, or just generally show yourself to have a flawed and shitty perspective of the world around you, and you interact with me or I see you in the wild, I will block you and never think about you again!
If you're a reasonable person with reasonable opinions, then you need not worry about that ever happening. If I've gotten to know you and you express something that causes me concern, I will push back on it and make an effort to open a dialogue on the subject before ever making the choice to cut contact with you over it - and I hope you'll extend me the same grace should I ever express something that deserves to be pushed back on or confronted in some way. as a result of my upbringing (and growing up in a country founded on the principles of white supremacy), my adulthood has included a lot of working through the things I was taught and learning to be better, which is a constant battle that will not be over until I am dead and in the ground.
I only tag spoilers for things I'm actively watching and reblog a lot of things I don't watch that I think are pretty or neat, so I'm not always in the know. elsewise, it's all based on my own made-up categories. hmu if there's anything you'd like to see tagged for filtering. I'm pretty agreeable, I just can't know to tag something if I'm not asked.
not a fully inclusive list but a few things I believe in quite passionately in no particular order:
free and liberated palestine
free and liberated taiwan
open borders/unrestricted immigration
end to all ethnic cleansings
independence for hawai'i
universal healthcare
free education for all
trans rights are human rights
reparations
affordable railway systems across the USA
an end to the for-profit prison industry and an abolishment of the prison industry entirely
full rights and healthcare access without restriction for women, trans, and nonbinary people
legalisation and protections for sex work
legalisation and support systems for drugs and drug users, full and comprehensive care for addiction that focuses on helping instead of punishing those affected
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it’s absurd, the amount of time and energy it takes to refute good propaganda. well made shit packs so many layers of assumptions and conclusions into a single paragraph, or a single sentence, that it ends up takes multiple pages of refutation to unravel.
leftists, progressives, and especially revolutionary queer activists NEED to get better at making good propaganda.
a lot of us are too concerned with being perfectly nuanced and perfectly factual to be pithy or make good propaganda, and that’s how we keep losing these fights. that’s how we keep getting teens in queer space telling other queer people to kill themselves for being freaks, or unironically saying that human rights are a scam that child molesters came up with to let them rape children.
good propaganda doesn’t concern itself with factuality. it can be factual, sure! and progressive propaganda should be factual!
but facts are not the tool being used.
emotions are. leading questions are.
propaganda is about getting someone to agree that you are right first, then explaining to them how and why you are right later, once they’re open to it because they already agree that you’re right.
The word you are looking for is not propaganda, and if it is, the answer is no. No, no, absolutely fucking not.
What we should be doing? Teaching skills to RESIST propaganda. To instill in people a desire to know the truth and understand nuance.
What we should also be doing? Crafting good thesis statements, headlines, emotion-grabbing things—but not stopping there. Still focusing on facts, and nuance, which I would like to point out, ARE NOT THINGS USED IN PROPAGANDA, that is not what propaganda means.
propaganda isn’t a dirty word. propaganda isn’t evil.
the problem is, when only evil people use propaganda, then it becomes associated with evil.
and thus, people agitating for human rights and progress are left without a critical persuasive tool.
propaganda is the selective presentation of facts to make your conclusion seem obvious.
you know the phrase, ‘trans rights are human rights’?
that’s propaganda.
and i struggle to see how it’s immoral or indefensible.
here are some other examples of progressive propaganda.
a graphic titled, “how to distinguish capitalism from corporatism, a guide for libertarians.” the left image shows uncle sam and a rich businessman partying with cigars and bags of money, titled, “capitalism when we like it.” the right shows the same image, labeled, “corporatism when we don’t.”
a four panel comic. millenials and boomers are fighting with each other, each shouting, “:your generation ruined the economy.” a wealthy business owner watches, pleased. millenials and boomers stand in solidarity, each shouting, “capitalism ruined the economy!” the wealthy business owner is horrified.
an image titled ‘chug chug chug’ showing someone drinking an entire 5 gallon water bottle labeled, ‘respecting trans women juice.’
all of these are simple statements that present conclusions rooted in facts, but do not necessarily present the facts themselves.
propaganda presents the conclusion without the evidence. in plenty of cases, that’s because the evidence doesn’t exist. in the case of progressive propaganda, it’s because the evidence would literally be distracting from the point.
would the comic about people of different generations uniting to overthrow capitalist wealth inequality be made better, more accessible, or more effective by taking a fifteen minute detour to explain in perfect, nuanced detail all the ways capitalism created the current situation?
does saying, ‘trans rights are human rights’ work better if the speaker then tells their completely neutral and probably disinterested audience to settle in for an hour long lecture on the nuances of trans identity and history, and the necessity of human rights, and the ways human rights are encroached upon by misrepresenting restriction of rights as ‘safety’ for unrelated groups?
no. all of those discussions are great for people who are already interested in haing them. and they will do nothing but make progressive movements intimidating, dangerously purity driven, and inaccessible to anyone who doesn’t know where to start.
propaganda is a tool. it is a means by which you can pressure neutral parties into giving you an opening to actually make your arguments. it is a means by which you can force opposition parties into going on the defense rather than following their own agendas.
it’s a tool.
it does not hae deep moral weight.
but it is a tool that cruel, and indeed evil, people are often more willing, and as a result more skilled, at using.
and this is exactly why progressive people need to get better are using it.
let’s say radical rather than progressive but good post
@intersex-ionality over here during Thatcher’s reign there was a sort of parody tabloid newspaper called Class War that dedicated itself to the tactics you’ve described
https://libcom.org/tags/class-war there are some PDFs of some issues here
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There's a non-zero chance that a prominent British fascist will lose his parliament seat (in a by-election he himself called) to a man wearing a garbage bin on his head.
This is the story of Toni and Charlotte who escaped the Nazis. It's the first Trans+ History Week article of 2024
Prague, 1942. A refugee Jewish couple light Shabbat candles as night falls. The words of their Shabbes prayer ignite the Friday night darkness, alongside the hesitantly kindling flame. Together they create a holy space of rest in the middle of an increasingly hostile world that persecutes them: for their faith, their sexuality, and because both women are trans.
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