Tits blood and lipstick

my head is so full of thoughts i think its going to explode

i just want to jump off a cliff

it's way too hot. i want to be lying in a cold double bed next to my beautiful girlfriend who is sleeping right now. i could look at her and wonder how we came to be and how i'm so lucky as my body slowly cools and i sigh into peaceful sleep.

curls up feeling like poop and watches strike witches film

sighs heavily this is wearing me down

I just want to get a cute apartment with a cute person and wear nothing but underwear and a big t-shirt or sweater and dance around, cook for each other, make our own movies and record each other while we’re playing, smiling, and laughing, and lay in bed together at night snuggled up warm together so close that we can hear each others pulse, ya feel me

if i was to write to an agony aunt right now it would be something along the lines of dear stranger im listening to calming rain and bon iver but i still want to die any suggestions