I’m Pro-endo Because…

Let’s talk about it!

This blog was started by the same system who runs @sysventing in an effort to show the community how endogenic systems are appreciated here.

Just send in your asks starting with “I’m/we’re/etc pro (origin) because” and tell us why. Personal anecdotes, research, stories and all are accepted!

There are only a few submission rules:

No syscourse asks! Anything against any origin will be deleted and you will be blocked. This is not the blog for syscourse!

No anti-endo, anti-tulpa, sysmeds or anyone who’s against any system origin! This blog is for all plurals to talk about how we appreciate non-traumagenics.

Asks don’t have to be specifically endogenic, but please don’t make them exclusively about traumagenic systems! Mixed-origin asks are welcome.

Don’t vent in our ask box! All plurality-related vent asks may be sent to @sysventing.

We will only add more rules if we feel like we have to, but for now this is it!

And a little about the blog (and system who runs it)

This blog is pro-all origins. Traumagenic, endogenic, tulpa, willogenic, spontaneous, anything. The blog’s focus is endogenic (non-traumagenic) systems.

This blog is run by a mixed-origins traumabased DID system.

Mods/alters use the same signoffs as on the venting blog (plus more for the alters who can’t handle the vent blog)

This blog will also run on the same queue schedule as the venting blog; 5 posts per day between noon and midnight.

We all know endogenic systems could use more positivity and acceptance. Let’s show them how appreciated they are.

Our partner system is protogenic!

They were born plural and later traumatized to develop DID. Their system is from birth but their DID is traumagenic, making them a mixed-origins endogenic DID system!

We left the community and Jasper (our host, my in-sys wife) suppressed my existence. She was so afraid of being harassed for being a system by OTHER SYSTEMS she hid my existence.

Late last year, we got back into the plural system. We found the pro-endo side. We thought maybe we were endogenic, because that's what all the mean anti-endos thought we were. Maybe they were right? We identified as endo for a while, gained so much support and friends. Genuine connections based off acceptance and supporting each other.

Then, we realized we were traumagenic, after all. We were afraid to tell our endo friends. Would they cut us off like the anti-endo friends did the second we didn't fit their mold of plurality? NO! We were met with continued support, love, and acceptance. Even though our experience of plurality is different from a non-traumagenic system, they still show us so much love and support and accept us.

In the pro-endo community and with endos themselves, we found acceptance, support, and love. We've became confident as a system, have been working towards going to therapy for our trauma, and have been the happiest we've probably ever been.

Even as a traumagenic systems, we block any anti-endo with "endos fuck off!" or "endos aren't real!!" shit in their bios, dni, or tags. Why? Because if you're so fucking hostile to other systems who don't fit your views, how are you going to treat us when we have something happen in our system you don't think can happen or is "real"? We don't even use the spaces for traumagen exclusive systems even though we can, because those spaces and tags focus so much on hating other systems and trauma olympics that we see no fuckin reason to engage with it. We do not want to join a hate train, we want support for our trauma.

We will ALWAYS be pro endo and defend endos because of this. Endos gave us community, acceptance, helped us love ourselves and be confident in being plural instead of the shame, doubt, and fear anti-endo spaces gave us. We will defend our non-traumagenic system friends because even if our experiences aren't 100% the same, we are similar enough we can relate to each other and talk about things, and a lot of non-traumagen systems STILL HAVE TRAUMA! And even those who don't, they do not deserve hate for existing. If you are a person who hates on ANYONE for simply existing and not hurting anyone, then we want nothing to do with you. - Peridot, from The Jaspidot System.

For being "too young", for having "too many" headmates, for having spiritual walk-ins, for only being able to access headspace through dreams, for using fucking gacha for pk avatars (which led to us being called the fucking "gacha system" for at least 2 years, even by friends at school who knew we were plural), for fucking existing outside of the norm.

So why would I shit on other plurals for also existing "outside of the norm"? System origins don't matter. People will find a way to harass you.

And ever since I started being more active on Tumblr, I've seen how accepting and inclusive the endo community is. Not once have I been harass or fakeclaimed like I was when surrounded by anti-endos.

Endogenics I love you <3 /p

- @wii-exist (<- tagging sys blog to get the notification)

our trauma isn't the kind sysmeds believe cause dissociative disorders -- there was no physical harm done to the body. endo-friendly spaces helped us accept our own origins (we probably have OSDD, but we have nontraumagenic headmates and use some xeno-origins in an allegorical way) without pressuring us.

additionally, as a bodily minor unable to seek diagnosis, we find pro-endos far more likely to believe us.

we believe that plurality can be as much of a societal/anthropological/spiritual phenomenon as it can be psychological; and that it's an umbrella term which dissociative identity spectrum disorders fall under.

we hope that one day, all systems can be open about who they are :)

(I'm also socially endo so)

1) we *are* a tulpagenic "system" (I hesitate to call us that because we dont switch easily and i cant yet get into headspace plus a lot of not so much denial but more *hesitation* on my part..?)

2) befause when i first started questioning that what i was experiencing wasnt "normal" (i.e. a "singlet" experience) my two system friends (both sysmeds) were vehement about the fact that systems could Only Be Formed From Trauma And Disordered, but that didnt feel like *me/us?* like the system that was our "best friend" at the time had convinced us we were and OSDD1B system and it took us falling out with both of the systems (then the one we were closest too coming back being a lil bit more accepting of when we used the terms tulpamancy and tulpas) to realise that we weren't that because I (as the "host"/tulpamancer) didnt line up eith OSDD1B and it took me breaking down mentally to figure that out, i never understood why they were so vehemently against endos, like sure, maybe jealousy or the fact that they misunderstood, but i never saw anything wrong with being "endo" because it seemed to me (at the time before i did more research and spoke to more systems, both endo and non-endo) that being Endo was like cherry-picking the best bits about being a system, i understand that my line of thinking back then was naïve and i no longer think like that, but allowing myself to be more comfortable and open about being Tulpagenic has helped me to come out of my shell and sense my Tulpas better than ever, i mean, i even have a lot of them *actually staying around even after my hyperfixation on their "source" has stopped* and a few have even come back after i pushed them away (for personal medical reasons that may be triggering so im not going to discuss here) and i welcomes them back, sure im still struggling to *see* and *fully* sense them (especially if they dont move for a while lol) but they all sit in mostly the same spaces and we're working on fully switching so i get to hug them

Basically, im pro endo + tulpagenic because i *am* tulpagenic and because sysmed arguments never really made sense to me

- 🌌 from 🌌✨️ (or The Galaxis Tulpaverse)

As a trauma based mixed-origin DID system, we agree with this fully.

we're pro endo also because we think you can never tell what's going on in someone's head, and believe plurality is more than just DID and OSDD