Dreams (not Fleetwood Mac, apparently)
Just watched a new video from Psych2Go (and no, I don't base everything from there given that I would prefer to do my own research and ask my psychologist, she's really awesome sksksksk)
Link : https://youtu.be/Rm7mVqHey5s
1. Falling Endlessly (1:05)
5. The Past or the Future (2:59)
So far, i've had 4 out of 5 of these dreams, namely : Being Pursued, Flying, Taking a Test, and The Past or the Future.
I've dreamt of being pursued once. Only once afaik, and it wasn't a creature. It was a killer. Not a lover, not a deadline, but a killer. A mercenary, maybe. I can't remember why though.
Second, flight. Only briefly in some dreams, wherein i'd be in control, or when i'd fall/lose power of flight. P chill dreams.
Third, taking a test. Only one traumatic dream wherein my 3rd irl ex kept repeating to me saying "You failed. You failed. You failed. You failed. You failed." He kept continuing and teasing even when I told him to stop. He'd still tease me and honestly as I type this, I still get enraged and feel the trauma. I think this went on for 2 days or more, but not an entire week thankfully. The result of that dream led me to thinking that I was still just in high school or university, and that I was still studying, and that I was failing.
Mind you, being bullied all my life I felt that whatever I did was wrong, and moreso not enough.
I panicked when I woke up. I tried to remember where I was and how (and who) I am now, to see if I was my 20+ year old self or my high school self, and if I had graduated already. Thankfully, I was able to calm myself down by then.
Lastly for the past and future thing, it's always the past. Hence me also making this blog. I'll explain further in the future.