18” Of Pretty Privilege

We have eyes. Ears. Noses. Let’s not pretend your appearance isn’t the forefront, what the world sees of you first. Not your good heart, loving personality, but your mug. We’re vain at heart. If anyone says they aren’t or never have been, they’re lying.

Shockingly in this identity crisis society, it’s absolutely not about the inside first. You can’t put shit gas in a luxury vehicle or else its efficiency will be significantly reduced. Premium gas is more expensive, but so what??

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Me

I’m No Victim; Being Gaslit for Dummies

Transmute a Penny Into a Dime

Leaving Your Identity Crisis Behind!

Asks

What you did to level up?

B Cup Bimbo: Tits Up or Tits Out? (2023)

Pretty Privilege

Let’s NAWT Start Requesting Pretty Privilege.

Becoming THE Status

Making a Stunning First Impression

You Are Pampered: Mindset, Beauty & Habits

Hi Babes! Let’s Nip & Tuck!

Perceived Value

Don’t Be Budget

Health

Anti-inflammatory Me

My Stomach Doesn’t Walk Into The Room Before Me

Beauty

Faux Falsies Routine (2022)

Doll Skin List

B Cup Bimbo

The B Cup Bimbo Scent Seduction Tips

18” of Trouble

Stepping Up Your 🐱

Hi Babes! Let’s Get “Naturally” Beautiful!

Barefaced What???

Your Image

Looking Riche: Base Level of Looking Luxury

Lying Until the Cows Come Home

Mystery.

Early after midnight, I had a dream that my grandma had open arms for my grieving aunt who never saw her, and ran through her, but I noticed her immediately, picked her up and gave her a big, spinning hug. I knew she never left even if physically, I was so happy.

I never asked for proof or signs whether she was still around or not because I believe she never left, but I’ve been reflecting hours after. The world is wonderful.

👑 Juice cleanse with meal prep because my job is labor intensive. Deciding menu, sourcing Pinterest.

New corset arriving today, giving myself 6 weeks to customize my daily 18” corset. Sauna band.

💎 Putting my desired life on collage & paper like a concept coffee style book.

Use any printing service for glossy covers, index. Canva for bespoke design.

👑 finishing touches on my book haul. There’s some things the World Wide Web cannot make up for.

💎 Defining my social and cultural pillars in the desired life, such as buying the 1950 Etiquette of Emily Post & sourcing an ebook copy of 1922 Social Usage, the first edition. I already owned Debrett’s but need an older copy.

You have to embody the frequency of the life you’ll live, or you’ll be imitating until you learn your lesson.

👑 Group fitness classes upcoming June. Stairmastering until the cows come home. Wine & cheese membership for the summer.

$450 between both wine & cheese isn’t bad. Quarterly for cheese & 6 blind home tastings bimonthly.

💎 Isolating myself from those who wear bad habits like a badge of honor.

This sounds obvious & innocuous, but you physically reflect your habits, thoughts and actions.

Video: MANIFESTED. Nero Knowledge

👑 PROJECT OF THE DAY: Noting habits, mannerisms and knowledge of true self -> breaking cycle of dysfunction & haphazardness -> freeing space for function, consistency and discipline.

💎 TO DO: Follow intuition before unsolicited advice.

👑 WHAT NOT TO DO: Let emotions & fear control you first. No one can make you mad in general situations nor make you hold a grudge. If fear and depression were normal, healthy systems, it wouldn’t kill us sooner.

💎 MINDSET: Abundance & Prosperity.

Don’t let words be curses.

Hi babes!! Are you tired of your “average but nice” face? Want to be reborn without performing the modern definition of self-love? Me too. I’m not here to preserve my born-naked identity. I’m here to win.

Anyone moralizing that “everyone is beautiful” is lying. They don’t want competition.

And natural beauty? It’s step 0, not the finish line.

In this world, “natural” means:

“I can’t tell what’s hers and what isn’t.”

And that’s exactly the effect we’re aiming for!

Think 90s tweakments—small enhancements, major payoff.

We’re becoming the best

gorgeousfrombirthvirginhairperfecttitsnevertired

supermodel versions we can be!!

Not because it’s real. Because it works.

1. The Face: Choose Illusion Over Identity

Some faces can handle Instagram glam, others can’t.

Mine? Rounded, soft, delicate. Anything harsh collapses it.

2018 glam makes me look angular and severe. But 18th-century rouge? Soft, yet severe.

My sweet spot: makeup that photographs like an Ellen von Unwerth campaign— (middle photo Mario Testino)

Blurred lines. Seductive cheeks. Lips that invite like a flirtation of smoke, not announce.

Avoid strong outer corner liner if your face is soft or short.

Use cream blush blended horizontally to elongate the cheekpad.

Blend everything like it’s melting—don’t let the product sit.

2. Hair: Long Is NAWT Enough

I used to think 24” was dramatic. It was—until I understood proportional control.

My 26” yaki bang wig doesn’t “pass” because it has to. It passes because it’s the frame of my aesthetic.

If your waist is tight, posture structured, and your walk controlled, the hair becomes a signal, not a costume.

Refinement tip:

Don’t pick a wig for length—pick for frame harmony.

Middle parts elongate; bangs soften. Match your facial ratio.

3. Body: Structure Before Anything Else

I corset train 12+ hours a day.

Sometimes I add hip pads—not to trick, but to complete the look.

It’s not about “fooling” anyone—it’s about saying:

inhuman, but believable.

Think Mae West, think Schiaparelli’s Shocking.

I’d rather be exaggerated than forgettable.

If you’re not corseting:

Use a V-cut waistline on bottoms to visually pinch the waist.

Train your walk to be hip-driven, not shoulder-initiated.

Master contrast: tight waist, soft upper arms, gentle collarbones.

4. “Natural” Skin Means Nothing Left to Question

You don’t need full glam, you need controlled imperfection. Skin should look touched by angels but not packed.

Tips:

Use balm or satin base—not matte, not glassy.

Cream blush melts; powder dulls.

Layer a hydrating mist before you blend foundation for slip.

Highlighter goes under concealer—not above.

The goal is internal glow, not reflectivity.

5. Eyes That Whisper, Not Perform

Loud eyes ruin subtle bone structure. The eye should pull forward, not flatten with trends.

Tightline only the upper waterline.

Leave the bottom lash untouched—or only coat the outer 3 lashes.

If you highlight the brow bone, match it to your face powder—not shimmer.

If your face is soft, avoid winged liner. Let mascara handle the lift.

6. The Mouth Isn’t Natural—It’s Arranged

Full lips still need tailoring.

The “natural” mouth can always take product—even if it looks like it can’t.

Slight overline at the center only. Never extend the corners.

Use a liner that matches your inner lip, not your outer skin.

Apply gloss only at the center—avoid full lip shine unless it’s sheer.

Hydrate lips with squalane or ceramide balm at night—not coconut oil.

7. Brows, Nails, Ears — The Silent Refiners

Natural beauty doesn’t make noise. It’s believable because it’s complete by nature.

Tips:

Brows: feather with pencil only. Avoid gels that clump. No concealer carving.

Nails: short, almond, clear pink or sheer white.

Ears: Always cleaned. No crusted piercings. Moisturize behind the lobe.

Neck: Hydrate front and back. Oil along the spine.

8. Scent That Smells Like Good Skin

“Natural” scent isn’t no scent. It’s edited diffusion.

Try this:

• Use unscented body wash + oat milk or almond lotion.

• Layer a skin oil under perfume—let it carry with your skin, not over it.

• Apply scent at the back of the knee, base of spine, and inner arm (not pits).

• Avoid citrus. Choose soft lactonic notes—tea, almond, or solar musk.

9. Contour Isn’t Makeup. It’s Circulation.

Your face should look shaped because your blood flow is optimal—not because your nose is drawn on.

Use:

• Gua sha + ginger shots with black pepper and olive oil

• Manual lymph drainage in front of the ears, under jaw, and around collarbone

• ReFa (for those sensitive to TMJ)—NuFACE can create sharpness too quickly

10. Movement Is Half the Look

The way you walk, turn your head, hold your phone—is part of your “natural” beauty.

Mannerism edits:

Move slowly, you’re too pretty to rush.

Smile minimally unless you’re being paid or praised.

Blink once. Look twice. Let others initiate eye contact first.

Touch your face only with purpose, not play.

11. Natural = Undetectable Work, Not Untouched Beauty

I didn’t mention product stacks. I talked about your baseline becoming sculpted, not painted by number.

No one notices effort when it’s done well.

Natural beauty isn’t being bare—it’s being untouchable through illusion.

Let them assume you’re gifted.

Let them think it’s genetic.

Let them look, and never know where to start questioning.

Good morning!! The B cups near and dear to your heart are back, and not fading into the background. Honestly, the B cup Bimbo has been trying to transition into post-grad bimbo since it’s been a year since I graduated! I do plan on going back to school for a 2nd degree though.

Tactics Tuesday is about asserting your femininity, behavioral femininity, not your tits in spaces where the art of femininity is dead and condensed into TikTok content where impulsive, misinformed women pile into high end spots chasing the man. My fashion mentor has had this problem where young women ask his finances, whether he has a house, and to buy them a round of drinks.

I’m not against social media femininity tips since that would be hypocritical, but I don’t want you to follow the herd in the wrong direction, nor be a pretty fool.

First thing’s first:

Want to catch a big fish? Go to the pond with the biggest fish and bring your highest quality bait.

You are much more than a face and body. You are a social CHAMELEON!! Education doesn’t stop once summer break hits or you graduate. Engage in the arts like taking up an instrument, calligraphy & lettering, learning how to paint & draw, linguistics, dance and art appreciation.

If you don’t have a social life involving people, you need to make one from the ground up that attracts people to you.

Book of the day: The Four Agreements (YT Audiobook)

Books of Similar Topics:

The Book of the Courtesans: A Catalogue of Their Virtues

Seductress: Women Who Ravished the World and Their Lost Art of Love

Beauty Pays: Why Attractive People Are More Successful

I’ve never been the type of person to roll out of bed late because I rather be an hour early than minute late. I found it weird that someone in the household who’s never been big on to-do lists knocking out so much in a day when that’s usually me and it’s like we switched habits & mentalities. Rushing again, this morning even though I live down the street from work, I found out the bitch has been siphoning me!! My energy has felt so low for weeks.

You are a pampered woman. She appears delicate, beautiful and alluring, like a jewel in a semi-parure. She always gets what she wants.

Mindset:

Abundance. She thinks, feels, envisions, and is big. She doesn’t compare her worth to scraps. She only chooses the highest quality of the bunch.

A pampered woman amounts annoying or crude experiences to mild inconveniences, if that. What is stress? Stress over what? Over who? Your future generations don’t even know what stress feels like.

She goes wherever the wind blows her.

Leisure, but not laziness.

Stewardship.

Beauty:

Protect your hands, nails and feet. Wear gloves when washing dishes and working. I worked in warehouses seasonally before and watched my hands go from soft and even to rough, scaly and moderately dry. I started using O'keefe's Working Hands to restore my hands quickly.

You cannot put new paint on a junk car and make it brand new.

Saying, you cannot indulge in perfumed hand lotions and expect magical results if your hands are desert ash, and that goes for all kinds of people.

Wear UV gloves when driving, cotton gloves at night with lotions & oils, and cotton gloves under working gloves.

Unpolluted skin. I’m not mentioning clear, smooth, and seamless skin this time because that’s surface level, with unpolluted skin, showing the lack of outside air, fumes and toxins affecting your skin shows the abundance of fresh water and antioxidants in your environment.

Habits:

Environmental and social stewardship. The pampered woman doesn’t take, take, take. She preserves, maintains, and passes along cycles.

Volunteer work is always in demand, for example supplying children with meals for the summer. Buy toys year round for toy drives since children don’t only want toys around the holidays.

Little libraries, shoe drives, and helping your local children’s sports leagues. Everything doesn’t need to be brand new, but it does have to be like new and up to date.

Don’t fall for the belief that your help is only needed before the start of the school year, thanksgiving, and Christmas. Those are purely optics. Choose a cause and speak kindly of it. I’d honestly rather you not do any of this if it’s for a pat on the back and community recognition.

Learn how to maintain your resources such as mending clothing, restoring handbags and repairing shoes. You don’t have to be the village maiden by touching up your own possessions, but know where to find tailors and cobblers if a certain restoration is above your experience level.

Physical conditioning. The pampered woman doesn’t physically condition herself for a shallow reason such as maintaining her figure. She physically conditions herself for blood circulation, stamping down healthy routines in her genetic makeup, maintaining a high energy output and flexibility, longevity and hormonal balance.

Emotional management and stability. The pampered woman isn’t polluting her mental space and environment by scrolling for arguments in comment sections, trauma dumping on the nearest person or forcing bonds to relive traumatic experiences.

She also doesn’t allow people to burden her with their problems, making them her problem and becoming an armchair therapist. By not engaging in emotional dysfunction, she prevents energy leakages and polluting her mental space. She fiercely guards her mental stability.

Financial stability and discernment. The pampered woman researches what she desires and staggers purchases until she’s 101% sure. She’s not the type of person who buys only on sale and by the end of the day, wondering where her last dollar went.

She’d rather spend money on nourishment and education like books or tertiary studies than temporary sustenance like makeup or fast fashion. She buys what she wants when it’s needed rather than buying what she needs because society told her so.

Curation and refinement of her environment, diet and lifestyle. Everything has a place, she doesn’t consume mindlessly and her lifestyle isn’t based on trends and imitation. She tracks what drains her mood and environment, treats sleep as recovery, not laziness and researches to a science external forces that inflame and disturb her outer environment, replacing each liability with 2 inputs to protect her inner world. Chaotic mind, chaotic environment.

She’s no hyperpositive adderall-driven fembot, but she does not wear haggardness or misery of the outer world on her face and body.

Hey pretty!! Isn’t looking rich wearing neutral colors, polish, owning an It bag or 2, along with a timeless bag for good measure?

No!! I’d rather wear a garbage bag with tape nails over that style.

Riche is having dimension, turning blah into posh or gauche when needed, and having an outline to build upon. Riche embraces your personal style without being cookie cutter or exactly trendy.

1) It’s all in your mind.

Your clothes don’t wear you. Your hairstyle doesn’t wear you and neither does your car brand or perfume.

Look at all the scam artists for example. They have all the wealth indicators, but not the mouth or sense. They could look amazing, but something’s off. The look in their eyes is not one of comfort or being at peace, but “trust me, believe me, see me, acknowledge me!”

Read books before spending wildly or even scrolling on Pinterest!

You need to visualize riche on yourself first before anyone else’s body. Avoid an identity crisis! If you do enjoy a certain style, there’s most likely a book, coffee table type look book and guides by stylists in the industry.

I say to wait to scroll on Pinterest, Instagram and other platforms because it’s not representative of your local areas unless you’re in a major city and can make you look like a caricature rather than a style influence or trendsetter, if that’s what you’d like to be.

2) Riche, or luxury above all else is not about looking rushed.

If you want to be the next big thing, put in the effort of being the next big thing. Looking riche is about your options being bespoke and not accepting everything that’s handed to you as it is.

There’s a reason why well-presenting women have brow artists, estheticians, chef-prepared meals, prized couturiers, coaches, and publicists, not rolling up to the beauty supply for eyebrow shaping that takes minutes, rushed and copy pasted for everyone else.

I’m actually learning how to do my eyebrows myself because my current “brow artist” rushes through it, which is antithetical to my standards and what she projects on me for a quick buck, not exactly what looks good.

There are instances where you can receive quality results for a good price, but I don’t want you to be attached to fair deals and not experiment with new concepts to be budget conscious.

3) Clear, smooth skin.

By clear smooth skin, I don’t merely mean texture free, poreless, and like a baby’s bottom, filtered to perfection. Healthy skin is a measure of good health, your living conditions and your lifestyle. Before you drop hundreds of dollars or even buy discounted prestige items, ALWAYS evaluate your diet and activity level. I rather you take $80 you were going to spend on a new routine and put that towards organic produce, a yoga & pro chef cookbook or 2, and maybe that spf & moisturizer you were eying.

I don’t want you to treat skincare and creams as quick fixes for dietary habits. The majority today want the quickest fixes without the work, so it’s easy to accumulate junk and shortcut tips that work for very few. It would be even better to take your funds to an esthetician or dermatologist that can thoroughly diagnose you before experimenting with mass market products.

4) The figure doesn’t lie.

Today, the wealthy figure is equated with the summer beach body year round, Pilates thin and waif figure. Goodness knows I’m not saying to take up cabbage soup and diet water, but I’m not holding your hand either. There’s literally no reason to be eating uncontrollably and clearing your plate if you aren’t hungry.

There are no excuses to eat the same old thing and not have any recipes on hand when you can borrow cookbooks from the library, recipe swap, talk to your local elders, AN INTERNET CONNECTION!!!!, even newspaper clippings. Call me old fashioned.

I stop eating after 7pm, intermittent fasting for 12 hours. I’ve felt less hungry from having cold pressed juices throughout the day due to nutrient density and whole foods.

There’s a plethora of exercise videos, books, groups and communities. Walking is free. As long as there’s stairs near you, you can climb. Rent a bicycle. Swim. No excuses. Don’t enable yourself and detrimental habits.

5) Mental clarity & discipline.

Your mind shapes your mentality, your mentality shapes your reality and your reality frames your life. You don’t need to force yourself to see life through rose colored glasses like a child, but it’s a hell of a lot better than navy blue or gray toned glasses.

I’m no authority on mental health, but I can say our brains have primitive tendencies and tend to exaggerate experiences and the world around us.

I told you all I tend to be drawn to militaristic motivation and discipline nonfiction books, and how social media culture sees it as overkill, sadistic (especially David Goggins) and red pill, but I never got that feeling from Can’t Hurt Me because he didn’t share his childhood abuse, experiences with racism in the 80s and tearing himself down to build himself up for a cookie and pat on the back.

It’s to master the human condition and build resiliency in the mind, to stop feeding yourself excuses and enabling bullshit because the brain wants the least uncomfortable mode of action. Let’s do this, pretty privilege edition.

These words, like the book, aren’t meant to coddle you and make you feel good, but break you out of cycles, excuses and bad habits to turn you into cycle breakers, give yourself actionable solutions and reinforce positive habits.

You sulk and say you don’t deserve the lifestyle you want, you’re right. That woman living on less than 28 cents a day, no running water and old bread afraid of when or where a bomb could drop on her deserves it more & works harder than you. You deserve to be her server and live viscerally through her every time she visits that upscale restaurant you worked at since high school. Get off of your big, entitled, lazy ass and out of your goddamn way.

You’re envious of the woman younger than you receiving benefits & money from her looks, the world being her oyster and you want to be her?? Screw you. You have no idea she left her old, oppressive life behind and still brought her chronic illness with her since she refused to have her head stamped in any longer by people who wanted her to remain the same. You have the same, if not infinitely more resources than her and complaining about being lost. You should be ashamed of yourself. Stop projecting yourself on her and make your own life.

Oh no, you don’t know how to stop eating junk food because you have no control?? What a 1st world problem. If you’re letting something as necessary as food prevent you from upgrading your life, fat or skinny, go ahead and disappoint your ancestors, future children and prepare to be resented.

Too cold, hot or overcast outside to go for a walk or gym, as you type from your smartphone with an internet connection, on your couch and mattress, with electricity, AC and utilities? No wonder you’re still the same person from 6 years ago still just as lazy, rotting in the bed or couch, and eating the entire fridge because you’re bored. At least you have the luxury and aren’t 6ft under. Stop living like you are.

Low esteem due to racial injustice, war, crime and paranoia? It’s not racial injustice or war’s fault, it’s YOURS. You’re not a victim unless you accept and affirm you are. You can only control YOURSELF, and decide how you want to feel, no one else.

Stop enabling your own mediocrity, suffering and laziness. As long as you are LIVING and BREATHING, you have a fighting chance.

I went on my first wine tasting yesterday! I prefer semi-sweet (1) due to the bright acidity, lifted fruit notes and immediate flavor payoff. Followed by sweet wines, due to the flavor, but a bit adult Caprisun to me. Next time, I hope to try reds.

I FULLY CINCHED TO 20”!! I bought my 3rd XXS corset, natural body waist 24” & closed 20” April 27th, so 21 days wearing 8-12 hours a day! 12 hour intermittent fasting helped a lot. My next corset will be XXXS, natural waist 22” and closed 18”.

When I break into 18”, I’ll order a custom corset to wear throughout the year!

I’m heavy on having my herbal teas in the morning, and an herbal-green tea blend throughout the work day. Overnight steeped Ashwagandha + green tea to sip on until 9:15, then barley + ashwagandha until 11:30.

My cortisol is so high from stress and anxiety in my household, my blood test read it as pre-diabetic, but I am not. I never go a day without ashwagandha, holy basil, passion flower + mugwort at night and rosehip + hibiscus + raw hibiscus honey for antioxidants.

I still feel like my aura & equilibrium are still off balance due to grief, even though I’m not a crier or performative.

I’m still holding out on hope my family will pursue a lawsuit due to medical negligence, but I don’t have a dog in that fight.

Polishing up some drafts in my off time, working on consistency.

It took innocuous, forgettable information to find I’ve been working from the wrong angle for my pretty privilege. I took some YouTube videos and Instagram pictures as representative of my area, which they could be, when you’re well established in your area, not trying to wreck it from the ground up.

Book of the Day: Elegance by Genevieve Dariaux (1964)

👠 I’m going out to eat today with family, midday, and going to people watch since the place is still representative of Nashville before transplants began redefining it.

It took my social & fashion chameleon mentor to say my style is RHOA, dash of NYC and Dallas, which isn’t a bad thing, but those aren’t my social scenes or what I want to be presumed as.

💍 2002 Château Lafite Rothschild 'Carruades de Lafite’ will be my 23rd birthday drink. It’s not the main vine, but I’m not planning on being afraid to enjoy a bottle of wine because it’s $600 dollars and an underrated year.

👠 Work on my David Goggins “Can’t Hurt Me” accountability mirror. I listen to the audiobook every 2 weeks most likely since I feel it on a deep level, although I’ve never been physically abused but I can relate to the feeling & message. I find myself attracted to militaristic books like Make Your Bed by Admiral McRaven although it makes me cry.

💍 Planning vacation to Napa valley in the late fall. This will be more for tastings and sending bottles home since I enjoy cultural vacations more than getting drunk on sugary, fruity cocktails in flip flops. I’d still like to do that, but not during peak season.

What I Did to Level Up

I used to believe when leveling up, it was about the exterior first, feminine societal norms and the gym, since thats what was trending in 2020, I was still 17. But, I’ll fast track you instead of dwelling on what my assumptions were.

Found inspiration within myself. To do this, I didn’t become a nomad nor cuck myself from all social media. I asked myself, “what about this content looks like a great advertisement? Is this too marketable and aspirational? What’s the purpose?” and if it was a trend determined by the algorithm.

Then, I remembered back to a time when I felt most crystalline, and why, what do those earliest moments teach me? Was it for validation, or was it for me? If it was for me despite no validation and being made fun of, I followed that trail.

If I felt pulled towards a certain aesthetic or archetype, having an idol I was mostly referencing for inspiration, I wouldn’t follow through with that route. Inspired by & idolizing are 2 very different things, since idolizing is placing one on a pedestal and immune to human nature while inspiration is fascination by the facade and recorded works.

Personally, I view idolizing as idealizing the person and ALL of their life experiences, obstacles, inheriting some of their life path journey, with a tinge of envy, but not necessarily malicious envy. When in doubt, have inspiration over idolizing and an ideal since ideals are seldom met like beauty standards.

Books. I used to make excuses around not buying books if I couldn’t find them for free, but now I spend $3-5 on every book that can go further than makeup, fast fashion and scrolling. I absorb a multitude of professional, historical, and aesthetic information that vastly outweighs any Instagram or Pinterest quick tips.

Invested in a Omega H3000B cold press juicer.

(I bought the juicer open box condition and was the first to take the parts out of packaging, paid $49)

This juicer has done more for me than a facial and hundreds of dollars worth of skincare since they can turn into expensive facades to take your hard earned money. Honestly, I spend $50-100 a week on organic produce because I juice with peel or skin on when applicable.

Being proactive, shifting out of victimhood that was never mine. I learned this year, after an immediate family death and the mask slipping, my mother is a narcissist. It took me 22 years to realize I was only meant to be her reflection, confirmation of her projections and a self hater. My father is one too, but at least he was honest about it. I’m making a post on this.

Cultivating my face card. I use ChatGPT with certain parameters on deciding what’s most ideal for my face, features, even a numerical rating and improving my weakest points without surgery.

I learned my flaws are more habit and posture related than anatomical, such as slight asymmetry in my jaw and swelling in my right eye from side sleeping, slack neck and shoulders due to my height but also too tight or loose bra straps which I’m working on, and dark circles that are genetic but slowly refining with 4mg astaxanthin 2x a day, caffeine eye serums & Vaseline, plus a heated eye mask.

Waist training. My original intentions are to look like a 50s pinup fantasy. I began march 7th at 27.5-28.5” natural waist to compressing towards 20” early May, stopping at 18” when 22” was going to be my original baseline.

In April, I was breaking in new sizes every 2 weeks since my body is so responsive and I intermittent fasted already. I might not have the massive tits with a wasp waist, but 18” will accentuate my natural size since it’s unbelievable with a 36” bust and 38” hips.

I won’t pretend it’s not for the male gaze, but it’s not male centered. Pretty privilege is about leveraging what you have and standing out.

I plan to be at a point where my benchmark of receiving is without having to ask or butter him up always by establishing the idea ahead of time, embodying the archetype of “the women who don’t have to ask would never be asking this question” nor in the space, and also having to hold the aesthetic qualities & values of celebrities who receive hundreds of free gifts even though they’re rich since it’s easier to give to someone who looks like they don’t need it or it’s dire than one who doesn’t have anything at all, do you get what I mean?