me and my cousin

When I got enough confidence, the stage was gone.

When I was sure of losing, …I won.

When I needed people the most, ….they left me.

When I learnt to dry my tears, …I found a shoulder to cry on.

And when I mastered the art of hating,

….somebody started loving me.

From time to time,

things must happen in this world

that go beyond all boundaries.

“I have never

considered myself vulnerable,

but enjoying submission

to a loved one

feeling his protection

- is priceless! “

The places

where his teeth

had bit into her flesh

still ached

-

not in pain

but in need

they ached

to feel again

-

to feel his teeth

to feel him

again…

Pleasure cannot exist

…… without pain

As light cannot exist

…… without darkness

“Now spread your legs

and try to tell me

about your day”

“The bruises fade,

The welts recede

The bleeding stops,

The tears dry,

But the pleasure

And the memories

remain.”

You are truly free

when you have the ability to leave

But you choose to stay