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The picture I studied <3

So I have been on a hiatus for a bit since I was struggling lately but I wanna still post when I feel ready. Tonight I felt so <3

“Quite a mess, isn't it?”

“It's a bloodydamn shambles, Bryn.” She lets out a surprised peal of laughter at my use of Red slang. I pause for a moment, drinking in the sound. “But it's my bloodydamn shambles to fix, whether I want it or not.”

“Well,” she clears her throat, getting her mirth under control, “I think you're equal to the task.”

"I think I will always miss him."

oh, your love is sunlight closeups below :))

Heaven Is Not Fit, Chapter Three: Quake.

“Fitchner…” He’s calling me by my full name, that’s a sure sign he’s getting frustrated with me. “You don’t have to hurl yourself into danger all the time, you know? I’d rather you didn’t. When you charged Castle Minerva like that? Scared the gorydamn life out of me.”

When Fitchner au Barca graduates the from Institute, he quickly finds that being a Peerless Scarred isn't the ticket to wealth and status he hoped it would be. But after taking a dead-end commission on the moon of Triton, he discovers love, belonging and a purpose.

- Returns from the dead.

- posts Red Rising wip

- refuses to elaborate

Happy Springfest 2026, everyone!

Heres a little sneaky-peek of the art I did for the prompt (provided by yours truly):

"Mafia Fitz x Vampire Beloved - Fitz is covered in blood after coming back from mafia business and Beloved is trying (and failing) to resist having a taste."

please go check out the absolutely delicious fic written by @smoky-solitude on AO3!!! I had a great time working with them, and they fulfilled all my sexy, angsty, vampire-y dreams - with an added bonus of a little dommy!amber. It has it all here!

( if you've finished the fic already or just can't wait, the full images/small spoilers are under the cut :3 )

Here is my Springfest art for my collaboration with my friend @tragediegh 💜💜💜 for the wonderful fic:

It was a joy to work with you on this and to enable each other! 💕 We struggled a bit but we did wonderfully!

Adding one special thing here regarding Beloved's clothes. In my headcanon for Mercenia I use Romanian motifs and this time I used them on the cape: the rows of pointed triangles are called wolf fangs and they symbolize protection against all evil, something I thought that fit Fitz and Nighteyes in Beloved's life. The second symbol represented by geometrical stars, they symbolize the guiding star and I also gave that to Beloved's mother attire for the recent Beloved animatic!

Happy Springfest, everyone!

Happy birthday @divine529 <3 I drew this Amber for you ^^ Hope you have a lovely day!