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02 - Tranquil
Trying to wash away tense days with warm bath, cheapest beer, and a fellow distressed company.

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01 - Poisonous
This is Rad.
Dumb boy Rad is about to test his digestive system with a cute red thing found on trip.
Don't be like Rad.
The Regionn (part 1)
Hey there, welcome to my project “Prey Heaven” blog. I’m amazed that people would actually read stuff that were just on my brain (and literally couple of people) like from over ten years ago.
OK while previously i post about world creation concept, i’ll now post about more general things concerning the universe.
You can also browse the world concepts through the tag “universe”.
anyway, probably you’ll be expecting pictures here, but unfortunately, i just noticed that since long ago, i’ve been neglecting my obligation to make concept art for this all :( so only texts for now, sorry!
General info
The world in the project is named The Regionn (might be changed later if i found more suitable name), contains solar systems with additional fantasy planets, also liveable space colonies, asteroids, space stations.
The story sets in 17xx, but since spiritual and science works alongside each other (or actually regarded as science), the technology surpasses our current time. The world pace also running faster, because people’s greediness expands with the resources. The Earth is almost ruined because of war and others, while most (with mid-high socioeconomical status), evacuate their families to Mars for better living experiences.
In this project, for now i will take Dubai, Santorini, Venus Project, also some post-apocalypse ruins (my favorite stuff) as world references, and i’ll keep learning interesting things from our world as i write this.
Cultural aspects
To put it simply, people in the universe currently divided by two kinds, a diminished and a non-diminished type. Diminished type isn’t that obvious to distinguish, unlike race or skin tones.
Diminisheds has supernatural force (sometimes dangerous and uncontrollable), while the non, is common type of people. Diminisheds seen as beings who are dangerous and are not supposed to be given too much freedom, because they can cause harm when they want to, while non-diminished are, stereotypically, are weaker.
Generally, there are several humanoid race (aside from humans), they live alongside with humans, and regarded and respected as human in our life. Animals here however, are treated more as companions than complementary beings, so, less livestock business, or pet-owner relationship.
Religion and beliefs in Regionn exist, most people believe in higher beings like god or creator, but lately people are more into capitalistic and self-centered lifestyle, because they feel the higher beings doesn’t exist anymore to do anything for people.
to be continued
as promised, a blog update! (eventhough just a repost lol)
some project related artworks i did lately, so happy to be able to draw these characters again :’)
the Prophecy
“Long time ago, in a world known as the Regionn, stars were lively beings. They were made quintessential, beautiful, lived in peace. They played, laughed, sang, and created arts happily. Until one of them were made distinctively different among the others, it did not shine, yet it would not age. Other stars looked at it peculiarly, and kept on associating it as it was a bad omen to the universe. It kept living while others dying, yet it never had company to share its moments with. No happiness, just continous journey of lonely life. As it discarded by the others, the Dark one sulked into agony. “Why I was created different from the others?” “I never asked being born, but why I can not also perish from this world?” “What is the purpose on living like this?” It screamed. It loathed to itself, the universe, and the other beings, it wished so hard it never being born, hoped the universe would just end. Wrath grown deep inside, filled its soul, until it had enough power to put a curse to one of its kind. The Dark one immobilized one star, it became a living gas sphere, but without being able to do anything more until it dies. It just existed and burn everything nearby. The cursed star then known as “the Sol”. One of the shining star, raged, and locked the dark one into very depth of slumber, hoped it would contemplate and gain wisdom. The Dark one soon being known as Hath, an evil role model among the stars. The stars once again lived a peaceful life, in thought Hath the immortal blemish, would never create disturbance ever again. From the depths of void, Hath saddened more than before, desperately cried. It then learned to realize, it might be its destiny to live differently, since only Hath, in this whole universe, has one ultimate ability; immortality. Hath kept on charging its soul, until one point in the timeline, it began to curse the stars one by one, they became solar systems. Except one certain star, it was called Guardianth. It was the star put Hath into long despair, long enough for Hath to accumulate its might to crumble Guardianth into tiny fragments, broken apart and locked among its own friends, the solar systems, soon would be inhabited by the lower beings. Hath felt relieved. It forgot what it feels like to be lonely, since it was never accepted love from other beings. Hath would not satisfied, until it could annihilate the existence of the Region. “
~ the Regionn Ancient Scripture.
hi, long time no see! i’ve been inactive almost a year. i’m glad that i have motivation to work on this project again, even only a very little bit. now assuming you’ve read until this part, thanks for coming and reading. it’s big deal for me, honestly.
this story idea was from years ago. i tried to translate (from Indonesian) and rewrite this as beautiful as i can, but turned out i’m still incapable to do this kind of stuff... poetic and ancient sounding (i want to write it in archaic but better i forget that than to embarrass myself lolol). i’ll need help to reword and styling haha. not to mention the idea is still too stereotypical. XD
well i need to post this so i get feedback right?

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unfinished project illustrations from years ago. i had no motivation to finish it either too hard for my skill level, or just lazy because i felt no one would looking forward to it lol
the latest piece was done lately though. i felt the urge to draw him for my value exercise
pardon me for not coming up with anything design-related yet. i’ll try to fill something else project related weekly (if possible) :D
anyhow some self-related promo, i’m opening Patreon looking for financial support so i can have more time on my personal stuff like LiaL project.
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Name: Leeley Lorelei Age: 28 Zodiac: ? Talent: ??? Ability: ??? Sex/Gender: Male / ??? Weight (kg): 52 Height (cm): 176
A thin and pale looking boy whom people saying probably has a mental issue. He sometimes seen strolled around the city, fascinating women (and men) by his natural bright red hair (which is very rarely seen on the universe), and his standout attires. Despite of looking delicate, some stalkers claimed he was living under an old and dirty looking abandoned shelter. He rarely made eye contacts let alone talking, but sometimes he was acting differently just like it was another person at all.
He was a well known rumored guy at some area of the city, after an incident happened when a girl accidentally almost bumped on him, yet she bounced back by meters, all the people around panicked but no one dared get to him closer. He was not looking like a bad guy, but obviously suspicious.
Background
Only little fact known about his past. He was living in orphanage. He was obviously different than other orphans, that caused him encountered various abuse, physical, emotional, probably including sexual.
Personal message
he was a character made when i explored about sexual identity and stuff. his appearance is mostly inspired by Luna Sea’s SUGIZO. i thought his image matches the character very well, i want him to still look like male even though he’s wearing dresses and all the feathers. his costume’s color scheme is inspired by female peacock. i also would add HunterXHunter’s Hisoka as my inspiration.
Old designs
(seriously, wings? and these all were influenced by visual J-Rock stuff haha. you can watch this for his reference)
(this design had never been used in any of my illustration nor doodles, not that i hate the design, but as usual, it’s way too complicated to get me wanting to draw him again. also this time he looked like a transvestite, too slutty, and too witch-y for the image i wanted for him.)
(sorry for the quality, my current room didn’t have good lighting to take decent shot. this was he latest design for him, it’s relevant enough to what i aim now, except i have to make him more fashionable, and for not looking too messy)
sorry for last week's absence, like i said, i was going back home and take my project archives with me now. so i can now post more related (ancient) stuff :D i don't use my scanner anymore so pardon the quality haha. i haven't got time to write and redesign another character so meanwhile let me post old stuff that still look relevant....or irrelevant but interesting anyhow! XD Ciel older designs, it seems i forgot to scan these back years so i didn't find this design batch on my hardisk. now i don't like how i did his face so triangle shaped...
so, i finally get to home, lial archives get! (it's dusty like fuq, yea i know sorry dudes for not taking care of you) probably better if i was diligent enough to scan these whole documents so i won't need them papers around anymore. but i prefer take photos of them now. scanning takes forever :| time to reimagine the universe :D
yeah, i was a comic artist and LiaL was a comic project. these were one of my attempts like... 10 years ago or even more. i just cleaned up the scans and translated them to English, since originally the text was written in Indonesian.
warning!!
before you read it all. I WARN YOU, this is a BAD comic, it’s lame, it got no story to be told except “Ciel is coming”, and the jokes are not even funny. so if you really have patience and some time to kill, then give it a shot and judge for yourself.
i’m not even ashamed to share this anymore, since this is too old i felt like it was not me writing this haha. (i have more older stuff to share later when i’m have the mood)
why i’m sharing this now?
haha, can’t do another char redesign since my old document’s are not with me at the moment, so i decide to share something else. i also think anyone would be curious enough to face their prototype shape. despite being a bad comic, i had lot of fun writing them, interacting, talking and drawing their expressions. i had no other media back then, to express my characters.
what did i realize?
the way i see them bad now, i think i should be grateful because that means my storytelling standard is getting better. :v
now i know why i’m bad with storytelling, because i didn’t let people proofread my story, i closed myself with my own characters, and silently hoped that would be awesome because i have talent, and that’s all i need to pull out a masterpiece. i always thought my characters will be lovely, but they all turned out to be only self-satisfying characters who couldn’t tell a story. i never been so wrong.
i only had like 5 person voluntarily read the whole strip and i knew they didn’t seem interested. i knew it was bad, but i was failed to move on to fix this error, yet i burnt myself without doing anything useful.
i realized i (most likely) have no talent or a good sense for this, but i believe sense and talent develops when you do them regularly :D

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Name: Mail Graven Age: 24 Zodiac: ? Talent: Good Adaptability and Persuasive Skill Ability: ??? Sex/Gender: Female / Feminine (Cis) Weight (kg): 46 Height (cm): 162
Family kind of girl, she devoted to serve her family. She acted like oldest sister to Gar and Rad, she thought they couldn’t do anything well without her. She had interest on ancient things like prophecy, folklore, tribes and stuff. Brute, harsh, short tempered and impatient, but sometimes she could deceive people with altered personality and looks, whenever she really intends to. She’s often took role of an spy, using her flexible looks. Has quite distorted sense of morality toward outsider; as she always prioritize family.
Background
Raised by a single mother, but then she was adopted by Riot out of her mother’s request. She had bad experiences with sexual assaults, she was getting several rape attempts by wandering drunk men from a bar near the place she lived. The worst case was when her mom ought to kill a man to save her. She was terrified and afraid of men for some years, made her transferred into a girl school.
She built her body and bringing up her wild personality ever since, because she believed that submissive, obedient, and feminine personality raises the risk to get assaulted sexually; because they’re typically vulnerable and rape-able. It took some time for her to get her sexism neutralized a bit and be able to get along with males
Personal message
guess imma confess that she was the least favorite main character i created.. i feel bad for her now, since she supposed to be a strong and contrasting character. i hadn’t developed her personality or backgrounds much. she just happened to be a cis girl character among the other masculine characters, that was dull and no-brainer. honestly i was still struggling to design her appearance because her personality is still quite shallow comparing to other main characters.
well i wanted to make her a femme fatale, Faye Valentine (from Cowboy Bebop) was her role model. she should fill the sexy part of the team, but she shouldn’t be as bitchy. she should be more muscular (lol), brave, team-player, and dependable.
the tribe interest and sexual assault part are new, i gotta add some more details since she was too ordinary designed back then.
Old designs
(older designs coming up later, unfortunately i’m not currently home to check the old design papers =_= i can’t believe i haven’t scanned her old design)
(less old design i did traditionally, the bandana wasn’t there before, she then was braided or ponytailed, but since i like Mc Dohl i randomly got her a bandana. :v )
Design variants (because i was being indecisive yesterday)
(her older pants are like that, but once i redrew her like that it looked quite troublesome for practical reasons. yet i love the slightly arabic/ indian looks the pants causing).
(is that you Kid? and i find this too slutty and unbalanced)
anusim dev01 + prototype#1
i dont know if this project will be somehow related to LiaL, but i guess this can be a good media for the universe’s development.
been thinking to make another life simulation game (previously i had “Outsmart!”), but this time no one’s going to code a game for me so i had to do it myself lol.
i aim to make the player could experience the world design, character design and its interactivity, i don’t think i can provide a good writing though, (yet) but i have to start somewhere to drill my skill.
i actually could start from a VN project, :/ but hmm.. first reason, i haven’t tried renpy or other VN engine, right now i’m only experienced on RPGMaker and a little bit Construct 2. second, ...i don’t know, i think i need to put a gameplay rather than just a dialogues and choices. so then i decided to start a life simulation project.
what is life simulation?
here is my interpretation to what i think of “life simulation” (but mind that i’ve been playing too much japanese games rather than western’s) :
you usually got a target to accomplish within limited time.
or there are a (sanbox?) character training game with multiple endings.
some of these are combined with multiple choice of characters to date.
some of advanced one are mixed with deeper resource management, also other mechanic to focus, eg. shop tending, farming, dungeon crawling, battles, or minigame compilations
but all of them usually are story heavy.
tl;dr i think it’s a genre for games such as Persona 3 or 4, think about them without the battle & RPG attributes, and classic Harvest Moon (because i don’t know what new HM games is about) without the farming gameplay.
tbh i haven’t played this kind of genre much, so let me know if you have good recommendation? ^^
the design
my design is currently pretty ordinary, i’m thinking more to a multiple ending kind with limited time, but no target. but i guess that won’t be motivating enough to play, except the world is really great to explore or experience to.. (haha it’s such a hard burden). i aim to make it as realistic as possible-- development wise, since i’m going solo. until i can find someone sharing similar purpose or vision (?) :s
how do i find out what’s realistic?
prototype. i ain’t a proper programmer, all i can depend on is my fucked up logic, lot of googling and ask help. i need draw a clear line between what i can handle and what i can’t. from there, i’ll work on the design again, until then i don’t dare to put much mechanics ideas.
so here is what i did last weekend, mainly time & phase system, moving location, 2 kind of control, and most important thing was figuring out what to do with arrays.
ye, t'was Legend of Mana's screenshot used for background placeholder
Name: Ciel Age: 24 Zodiac: Leo Talent: Superb Senses Ability: Pyrokinesis Sex/Gender: Male / Masculine (Cis) Weight (kg): 72 Height (cm): 183
Kind of antisocial, but he didn’t really have a better choice but to work on a hospital at morning, bounty hunting at the end of shift. He didn’t actually care about health or medical things, the fact that he smoke and drink all day to improve his mood. People mocked him as metrosexual and gay, though he never did any beauty maintenance, he (his natural smooth hair though) was popular among women co-workers. He grew to enjoy combats, as he irritated easily and often problematic with people around him, and got lot of problems out of his elongated (elf-like) ears, thus he sometimes opted to conceal them with bandages.
Background
Cheath was a renowned clan with the ability to manipulate heat, they showed arrogance toward other race and civilizations outside their clan. Ciel was probably the last cheath survived during a massacre to his clan occurred when he was very young. Hatred was all he had, but he had to suppress it otherwise he would burn himself to death.
A hospital owner Radische found him dying and raised him as a (rebellious) doctor. Knowing his clan Radische knew he wouldn’t be suited to live with people, but he gave Ciel all he could to offer him a better life.
Personal Message
when i was teen, i adore guys with high ponytail and i think it would be great if i own a character like that haha. my inspiration for Ciel’s appearance was Tokiya Mikagami (Flame of Recca). his personality was polite and friendly until i developed his fire-related ability (which affects his temper), then i made his face bitter as in anime’s typical cool guy, or a tsundere (?) lol.
later i decided to keep the beauty look but i’ll try to improve his annoying (or even toxic?) personality to find balance. i also try to make him look more like weirdo. oh, and “Ciel” was coming from L’Arc~en~Ciel.
Old designs
(dang i just noticed he was carrying a katana, i don’t think i would keep that haha. sword wielding ponytail guy is already overrated)
(later version i did, and again, too detailed i had to open this sheet to draw him again. scrapped for good)
(modern version inspired by Trauma Team’s character-- the surgeon guy with the code name. i think this suits him well for now)
Name: Rad Rouge Age: 14 Zodiac: Capricorn Talent: Physically talented Ability: ??? Sex/Gender: Transmale / Masculine Weight (kg): 51 Height (cm): 167
Hyper, food loving and naively stupid, he couldn’t be counted at all when it comes to thinking, but you could do so on physical jobs. Like a typical simple brained person, had lovingly kind heart (dog people and potentially romantic), though sometimes he acted too inconsiderate until he faced people in tears himself. He was (not-blood-related) brother to Gar and Mail, he followed them all the way because he had nothing else to do anyway.
Background
He was an orphan, his parents are unknown. As far as he remembered, he was living in a poor orphanage. Born as a female, but he knew inside, he was not suited with a female body. Bullied by other orphans, but he had taught from someone he couldn’t remember that people should not judged based on their physical. He kept on ignoring others who constantly reminded him that he was born a female.
Once he wandered around too far, then he found a big plane parked on a vast grassland, he came inside, ate some foods and get caught by Gar. He overpowered Gar, but he was then knocked out as Riot saw the ruckus. From then Riot adopted Rad out of his interesting characteristic and potential. He happily accepted as he felt safe with people who wouldn’t treated him so badly. Riot helped him with transgender transformation.
Personal message
other character i mostly care about, he’s easiest character to draw. he was a female character to start with, sort of masculine girl, but as i grow older i think i’m more interested with having a trans character. as i’m personally learning about trans myself. his stupidity and gluttony came from part of me, haha.
about his new appearance, i want to give him more colors in overall, he looks funny since he just careless about fashion. i shorten his hair and give him more mass, since everyone were looking too skinny.
Old designs
(can’t find newer version of his design, i guess that means i don’t change him as often)
Name: Garvette Ivori Vorspiel III Age: 29 Zodiac: Taurus Talent: Quick learner Ability: Soul Negotiator Sex/Gender: Male / Masculine (Cis) Weight (kg): 69 Height (cm): 187
Nice looking and a good communicator. He was into style, trends and weaponry. He lost contact with his pops mysteriously when he was younger, while hardly survived, he got terrorized by unknown group for years, made him and his two family companions fleeing place to place seeking for safer place. Tired of escaping, they decide to fight and investigated the trace of Gar’s pops Riot.
Background
Gar was born and raised on a very wealthy family. He was almost lost his life after the death of his dead grandfather who spoiled him very much, but some force called “Mask” woke him out of the coffin. Mask followed him after that, his personality developed (in a positive way) almost to a different person, but he was then be able to see spirits and communicate with them, even made friends with some of them.
It was so comforting life to live in, but only until his teens when his pops suddenly reported dead (or missing). He then learned how to live independently the hard way.
Personal Message
he was then a sidekick character, no interesting personality or even a background story. I made lot of characters i like and their traits, dialogues, but i didn’t have any idea what the characters will be doing in the world. I realized that i didn’t even know what a story plot was or how to create it.
i was doing some plot reconstruction, then decided to put focus on him for the main plot, he is now the main protagonist, i enhanced this character’s charm and hopefully he’s more likeable now.
until now, i lack of knowledge in both technique or sense, i realize that I need to read more stories and watch more movie to grasp the feel of story writing.
Old designs
(this was as old as El’s old design, it was made around that time in my junior high school days. i hate studying.)
(this is when i have more time at home i decided to redesigning but apparently i was obsessed in detailed apparels, which now i can’t stand, considering i’ll make the characters into a video game sprite haha.)
(this was only some years ago, but i need to scrap this and simplify. but the hairstyle is kept)

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Name: El Age: 22 Zodiac : Gemini Talent: Superior Intelligence Ability: Solid energy manifestation Sex/Gender: ? / Masculine Weight (kg): 35.39 Height (cm): 159
He was a timid person and didn’t get along with people well. Overly smart and sharp among normal people made him too intimidating and ended up getting lots of cold treatments. He has problems with remembering his blurry past, yet constantly got reminded of guilty and sadness feeling. Has good affinity with mechanical things and nature, but his weak build didn’t let him do lot of physical works.
Background
El was a mutated clone of a last raventh alive, his kind is called “Marion”. His name then was “Marionette 9″. Marions are born on an organization’s lab as specimens. They serve as puppets who carry out orders without question.
No one taught him love, he only taught survival and execute given orders, to murder. However he was too smart to ignore people’s feelings, he learned sentiments from his preys. He got almost killed by failing his mission; he let one of his target alive. Organization was planning to put him down, as he was considered a fail product. He was saved by a boy who called himself “Leeley”. He somehow helped El escape from the organization, then he gave him a new name “El” and a new identity.
Personal Message
honestly, he’s my favorite character, he grew on me the most. i can relate to him a lot and most likely he’s getting my personalities and traits.. or he was a portrayal of my ideal self. i role played this character a lot in past, to help me develop the story.
i mostly drew him, made the most experiments with him. i gave him lot of changes with his personality, gender and sexual orientation, looks, background story, etc. he was originally the protagonist for the project, then i decided he’s one of the main character, but not the center of the plot.
Old designs
(haha this is literally old. this was from my junior high school days in probably 2000-ish i had to clean up a bit because the paper was fucked up)
(his was newer design i did probably around 2003-ish. i still used pencil+scanner then and didn’t have a personal computer. i kinda impressed on how i could draw this clean on traditional media, which now i can’t lol.)
started out on 2014, but then i was lazy. just now i have motivation to finish this guy.
this nameless guy is the keeper PreyHeaven guild. he serves drinks and hear out people’s problem haha.
the doodle in the right was older drawing i did for my old personal website. that was probably from 2011-ish.