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@prettylikeadevil-swift
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anyways betty is god tier carry on
also cardigan... i cannot decide
this album gives me HUGE lana vibes
ok top 4 (because i canāt decide)
BETTY, the last great american dynasty, the 1 & august !!!

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miss swift has always ONLY done it for the girls and the gays
not ready ! šā¤ļøāļø
THIS PRIDE MONTH PLEASE SHOW SOLIDARITY WITH THE BLACK LGBT COMMUNITY. BLACK LGBT LIVES MATTER AND ARE AT MORE THAN A RISK THAN EVER.Ā
Lover (2019)
this is crazy. i found this postcard from when i visited nyc for the first time in 2010. i wrote a letter to taylor and iām not sure i can even read it but i think it says āDear Taylor, I love you and (weāre) bff and i love New York (because) it fun and close to DC and i Love The Toy R Us!ā (yes i even put the random capitalization & shush i had just moved from france a couple months prior so i still was not good at english as you can tell!) not much has changed to that letter! 10 years later i still love you and new york but now thereās no toys r us..... quite unfortunate:(( you didnāt receive the letter then but here it is now so enjoy 10 year old letter from 7 year old elena š¤š¦ (itās also crazy that the postcard looks like that bc times square 10 years ago is very much different than times square now!)

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Hey Taylor buddy!!! If you are looking for new people to follow you should definitely check out my two bffs Abby ( @butterfliestcdust ) and Elena ( @dearreputation )!!! They are both sososo kind and they love you SO MUCH!!!š„°š„°š„°
iāll eat a lemon if it happens šŗš»āØ
excuse me hello i love you so much
i wrote @taylorswift a letter and took a photo each time i felt a very strong emotion in 2020 (so far) and i think itās finally time to share them.
dear taylor swift,
today felt... special. i feel like iām being treated like a grown up now and it feels better than i thought. me and my sisters went to walmart alone to get stuff to make t shirts (so cool i know) and it might seem small but being alone with my sisters at night felt weirdly cool. wellllll until we thought we were going to be kidnapped at starbucks but we werenāt. weāre also going to disneyland this year (my HAPPY place) and iām so excited for that. i canāt believe iām gonna be back in california soon. i feel really excited for a lot of things this year. this might just be my year.
love you. -absā¤ļø
dear taylor swift,
is it weird i call you ātaylor swiftā? i feel like weāre buds you know? iāll just start my letters with ādear taylorā. u and me: best of buds. even know you donāt know me. but you liked my reply to chloes post one time and THAT was a real connection moment. anYways iām feeling starry-eyed-over-the-moon! my boyfriend of 10 months now just bought me a lover deluxe edition! just for no reason!!!! iām so happy I COULD SCREAM in a happy way of course. i think this is what true love is. buying your girlfriend a lover deluxe book?
yeah.
definitely.
from a 16 year old girl (in LOVE!) -abbyā¤ļø
dear taylor,
TAYLOR YOU WONT BELIEVE IT.
i just had the best weekend of my life.
i just made a best friend.
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT. A. BEST. FRIEND.
wow itās been so long since iāve had one. the last best friend i had was alec (my boyfriend) and now i have a GIRL best friend. and her boyfriend is best friends with my boyfriend SO WE CAN GO ON DOUBLE DATES. we just got back from winter formal and weāre all gonna do face masks and watch teen beach movie. iām hiding upstairs pretending like iām changing into sweats but really i just need to tell you. it brought tears to my moms eyes when sage bought me a bff bracelet. and me too. we went shopping last weekend and thatās when she got it for me! we are EXACTLY the same i swear to god!!!! iām so excited and happy and SO MANY EMOTIONS!!!!!!
from the HAPPIEST girl in the world, -abbyā¤ļø
dear taylor,
im sitting on the bathroom floor VIBING. alec told me that the theatre girls really want me join theatre. i am so happy. i canāt believe happiness is so wonderful. like this is true happiness. all last year i had no friends and now a group of girls wants me to be friends with them? wow!
still super happy. really in shock. -absā¤ļø
dear taylor,
today was just trash. everything about today sucked. i cried on the bus and on the way home. iām kinda fine now but the biggest thing about today was that someone called me weird for being so quiet. their exact words were:
āwhy are you always so quiet? thatās kinda weird.ā
it hurts a lot because i canāt do anything right. i get criticized for everything i do. last year the reason i didnāt have any friends was because i was too outgoing/loud and now iām too quiet? sheesh
a girl in need of a hug. -abby
ļæ¼
dear tay,
iāve never felt so in love. alec really makes me happy. iām the luckiest girl in the world right now. thatās all for today.
a girl who found their place in the world. -absā¤ļø (cheesy i know)
dear miss tay tay,
today iām FEELIN myself. i look CUTE today. iāve always been really self conscious of how i look because i have a bump on my nose and my ears stick out and my forehead feels large but today i looked in the mirror and gasped. i saw a new version of myself today. i look beautiful. i canāt even believe it. i look so beautiful. wow.
very changing day! -abs ā¤ļø
dear taylor,
i lost my best friend today. i always thought iāve had hard times in my life but today was totally different. we didnāt get in a fight or anything. itās just one of those times you can tell. man this hurts a lot
i never want to experience this again. it feels like she tried so hard to be my best friend for months and then as soon as we became best friends she completely stopped trying. iām feeling so hurt right now
so hurt
-abby
dear tay-bae<3
i hope you like your new nickname :) hehe
today was WONDERFUL. my friend alyssa invited me to her house today with a bunch of the theatre kids because iām a theatre kid now!! alec was there too! it was SO FUN. i love having a group of friends. i was so happy tonight i couldnāt stop smiling. everyone treats me as if theyāve known me for years!!!!!!! i wish i could be happy forever.
i canāt even describe how wonderful this is.
-abs ā¤ļø
so thatās all the letters. i hope you went on an emotional rollercoaster so you can know what i lived through. everyone says 2020 sucks but for me itās been really amazing for the most part:) quarantine sucks because i canāt hang out with my new friends but i love looking back at these letters. i love you taylor!
-abbyā¤ļø
i wrote @taylorswift a letter and took a photo each time i felt a very strong emotion in 2020 (so far) and i think itās finally time to share them.
dear taylor swift,
today felt... special. i feel like iām being treated like a grown up now and it feels better than i thought. me and my sisters went to walmart alone to get stuff to make t shirts (so cool i know) and it might seem small but being alone with my sisters at night felt weirdly cool. wellllll until we thought we were going to be kidnapped at starbucks but we werenāt. weāre also going to disneyland this year (my HAPPY place) and iām so excited for that. i canāt believe iām gonna be back in california soon. i feel really excited for a lot of things this year. this might just be my year.
love you. -absā¤ļø
dear taylor swift,
is it weird i call you ātaylor swiftā? i feel like weāre buds you know? iāll just start my letters with ādear taylorā. u and me: best of buds. even know you donāt know me. but you liked my reply to chloes post one time and THAT was a real connection moment. anYways iām feeling starry-eyed-over-the-moon! my boyfriend of 10 months now just bought me a lover deluxe edition! just for no reason!!!! iām so happy I COULD SCREAM in a happy way of course. i think this is what true love is. buying your girlfriend a lover deluxe book?
yeah.
definitely.
from a 16 year old girl (in LOVE!) -abbyā¤ļø
dear taylor,
TAYLOR YOU WONT BELIEVE IT.
i just had the best weekend of my life.
i just made a best friend.
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT. A. BEST. FRIEND.
wow itās been so long since iāve had one. the last best friend i had was alec (my boyfriend) and now i have a GIRL best friend. and her boyfriend is best friends with my boyfriend SO WE CAN GO ON DOUBLE DATES. we just got back from winter formal and weāre all gonna do face masks and watch teen beach movie. iām hiding upstairs pretending like iām changing into sweats but really i just need to tell you. it brought tears to my moms eyes when sage bought me a bff bracelet. and me too. we went shopping last weekend and thatās when she got it for me! we are EXACTLY the same i swear to god!!!! iām so excited and happy and SO MANY EMOTIONS!!!!!!
from the HAPPIEST girl in the world, -abbyā¤ļø
dear taylor,
im sitting on the bathroom floor VIBING. alec told me that the theatre girls really want me join theatre. i am so happy. i canāt believe happiness is so wonderful. like this is true happiness. all last year i had no friends and now a group of girls wants me to be friends with them? wow!
still super happy. really in shock. -absā¤ļø
dear taylor,
today was just trash. everything about today sucked. i cried on the bus and on the way home. iām kinda fine now but the biggest thing about today was that someone called me weird for being so quiet. their exact words were:
āwhy are you always so quiet? thatās kinda weird.ā
it hurts a lot because i canāt do anything right. i get criticized for everything i do. last year the reason i didnāt have any friends was because i was too outgoing/loud and now iām too quiet? sheesh
a girl in need of a hug. -abby
ļæ¼
dear tay,
iāve never felt so in love. alec really makes me happy. iām the luckiest girl in the world right now. thatās all for today.
a girl who found their place in the world. -absā¤ļø (cheesy i know)
dear miss tay tay,
today iām FEELIN myself. i look CUTE today. iāve always been really self conscious of how i look because i have a bump on my nose and my ears stick out and my forehead feels large but today i looked in the mirror and gasped. i saw a new version of myself today. i look beautiful. i canāt even believe it. i look so beautiful. wow.
very changing day! -abs ā¤ļø
dear taylor,
i lost my best friend today. i always thought iāve had hard times in my life but today was totally different. we didnāt get in a fight or anything. itās just one of those times you can tell. man this hurts a lot
i never want to experience this again. it feels like she tried so hard to be my best friend for months and then as soon as we became best friends she completely stopped trying. iām feeling so hurt right now
so hurt
-abby
dear tay-bae<3
i hope you like your new nickname :) hehe
today was WONDERFUL. my friend alyssa invited me to her house today with a bunch of the theatre kids because iām a theatre kid now!! alec was there too! it was SO FUN. i love having a group of friends. i was so happy tonight i couldnāt stop smiling. everyone treats me as if theyāve known me for years!!!!!!! i wish i could be happy forever.
i canāt even describe how wonderful this is.
-abs ā¤ļø
so thatās all the letters. i hope you went on an emotional rollercoaster so you can know what i lived through. everyone says 2020 sucks but for me itās been really amazing for the most part:) quarantine sucks because i canāt hang out with my new friends but i love looking back at these letters. i love you taylor!
-abbyā¤ļø
i wrote @taylorswift a letter and took a photo each time i felt a very strong emotion in 2020 (so far) and i think itās finally time to share them.
dear taylor swift,
today felt... special. i feel like iām being treated like a grown up now and it feels better than i thought. me and my sisters went to walmart alone to get stuff to make t shirts (so cool i know) and it might seem small but being alone with my sisters at night felt weirdly cool. wellllll until we thought we were going to be kidnapped at starbucks but we werenāt. weāre also going to disneyland this year (my HAPPY place) and iām so excited for that. i canāt believe iām gonna be back in california soon. i feel really excited for a lot of things this year. this might just be my year.
love you. -absā¤ļø
dear taylor swift,
is it weird i call you ātaylor swiftā? i feel like weāre buds you know? iāll just start my letters with ādear taylorā. u and me: best of buds. even know you donāt know me. but you liked my reply to chloes post one time and THAT was a real connection moment. anYways iām feeling starry-eyed-over-the-moon! my boyfriend of 10 months now just bought me a lover deluxe edition! just for no reason!!!! iām so happy I COULD SCREAM in a happy way of course. i think this is what true love is. buying your girlfriend a lover deluxe book?
yeah.
definitely.
from a 16 year old girl (in LOVE!) -abbyā¤ļø
dear taylor,
TAYLOR YOU WONT BELIEVE IT.
i just had the best weekend of my life.
i just made a best friend.
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT. A. BEST. FRIEND.
wow itās been so long since iāve had one. the last best friend i had was alec (my boyfriend) and now i have a GIRL best friend. and her boyfriend is best friends with my boyfriend SO WE CAN GO ON DOUBLE DATES. we just got back from winter formal and weāre all gonna do face masks and watch teen beach movie. iām hiding upstairs pretending like iām changing into sweats but really i just need to tell you. it brought tears to my moms eyes when sage bought me a bff bracelet. and me too. we went shopping last weekend and thatās when she got it for me! we are EXACTLY the same i swear to god!!!! iām so excited and happy and SO MANY EMOTIONS!!!!!!
from the HAPPIEST girl in the world, -abbyā¤ļø
dear taylor,
im sitting on the bathroom floor VIBING. alec told me that the theatre girls really want me join theatre. i am so happy. i canāt believe happiness is so wonderful. like this is true happiness. all last year i had no friends and now a group of girls wants me to be friends with them? wow!
still super happy. really in shock. -absā¤ļø
dear taylor,
today was just trash. everything about today sucked. i cried on the bus and on the way home. iām kinda fine now but the biggest thing about today was that someone called me weird for being so quiet. their exact words were:
āwhy are you always so quiet? thatās kinda weird.ā
it hurts a lot because i canāt do anything right. i get criticized for everything i do. last year the reason i didnāt have any friends was because i was too outgoing/loud and now iām too quiet? sheesh
a girl in need of a hug. -abby
ļæ¼
dear tay,
iāve never felt so in love. alec really makes me happy. iām the luckiest girl in the world right now. thatās all for today.
a girl who found their place in the world. -absā¤ļø (cheesy i know)
dear miss tay tay,
today iām FEELIN myself. i look CUTE today. iāve always been really self conscious of how i look because i have a bump on my nose and my ears stick out and my forehead feels large but today i looked in the mirror and gasped. i saw a new version of myself today. i look beautiful. i canāt even believe it. i look so beautiful. wow.
very changing day! -abs ā¤ļø
dear taylor,
i lost my best friend today. i always thought iāve had hard times in my life but today was totally different. we didnāt get in a fight or anything. itās just one of those times you can tell. man this hurts a lot
i never want to experience this again. it feels like she tried so hard to be my best friend for months and then as soon as we became best friends she completely stopped trying. iām feeling so hurt right now
so hurt
-abby
dear tay-bae<3
i hope you like your new nickname :) hehe
today was WONDERFUL. my friend alyssa invited me to her house today with a bunch of the theatre kids because iām a theatre kid now!! alec was there too! it was SO FUN. i love having a group of friends. i was so happy tonight i couldnāt stop smiling. everyone treats me as if theyāve known me for years!!!!!!! i wish i could be happy forever.
i canāt even describe how wonderful this is.
-abs ā¤ļø
so thatās all the letters. i hope you went on an emotional rollercoaster so you can know what i lived through. everyone says 2020 sucks but for me itās been really amazing for the most part:) quarantine sucks because i canāt hang out with my new friends but i love looking back at these letters. i love you taylor!
-abbyā¤ļø
i wrote @taylorswift a letter and took a photo each time i felt a very strong emotion in 2020 (so far) and i think itās finally time to share them.
dear taylor swift,
today felt... special. i feel like iām being treated like a grown up now and it feels better than i thought. me and my sisters went to walmart alone to get stuff to make t shirts (so cool i know) and it might seem small but being alone with my sisters at night felt weirdly cool. wellllll until we thought we were going to be kidnapped at starbucks but we werenāt. weāre also going to disneyland this year (my HAPPY place) and iām so excited for that. i canāt believe iām gonna be back in california soon. i feel really excited for a lot of things this year. this might just be my year.
love you. -absā¤ļø
dear taylor swift,
is it weird i call you ātaylor swiftā? i feel like weāre buds you know? iāll just start my letters with ādear taylorā. u and me: best of buds. even know you donāt know me. but you liked my reply to chloes post one time and THAT was a real connection moment. anYways iām feeling starry-eyed-over-the-moon! my boyfriend of 10 months now just bought me a lover deluxe edition! just for no reason!!!! iām so happy I COULD SCREAM in a happy way of course. i think this is what true love is. buying your girlfriend a lover deluxe book?
yeah.
definitely.
from a 16 year old girl (in LOVE!) -abbyā¤ļø
dear taylor,
TAYLOR YOU WONT BELIEVE IT.
i just had the best weekend of my life.
i just made a best friend.
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT. A. BEST. FRIEND.
wow itās been so long since iāve had one. the last best friend i had was alec (my boyfriend) and now i have a GIRL best friend. and her boyfriend is best friends with my boyfriend SO WE CAN GO ON DOUBLE DATES. we just got back from winter formal and weāre all gonna do face masks and watch teen beach movie. iām hiding upstairs pretending like iām changing into sweats but really i just need to tell you. it brought tears to my moms eyes when sage bought me a bff bracelet. and me too. we went shopping last weekend and thatās when she got it for me! we are EXACTLY the same i swear to god!!!! iām so excited and happy and SO MANY EMOTIONS!!!!!!
from the HAPPIEST girl in the world, -abbyā¤ļø
dear taylor,
im sitting on the bathroom floor VIBING. alec told me that the theatre girls really want me join theatre. i am so happy. i canāt believe happiness is so wonderful. like this is true happiness. all last year i had no friends and now a group of girls wants me to be friends with them? wow!
still super happy. really in shock. -absā¤ļø
dear taylor,
today was just trash. everything about today sucked. i cried on the bus and on the way home. iām kinda fine now but the biggest thing about today was that someone called me weird for being so quiet. their exact words were:
āwhy are you always so quiet? thatās kinda weird.ā
it hurts a lot because i canāt do anything right. i get criticized for everything i do. last year the reason i didnāt have any friends was because i was too outgoing/loud and now iām too quiet? sheesh
a girl in need of a hug. -abby
ļæ¼
dear tay,
iāve never felt so in love. alec really makes me happy. iām the luckiest girl in the world right now. thatās all for today.
a girl who found their place in the world. -absā¤ļø (cheesy i know)
dear miss tay tay,
today iām FEELIN myself. i look CUTE today. iāve always been really self conscious of how i look because i have a bump on my nose and my ears stick out and my forehead feels large but today i looked in the mirror and gasped. i saw a new version of myself today. i look beautiful. i canāt even believe it. i look so beautiful. wow.
very changing day! -abs ā¤ļø
dear taylor,
i lost my best friend today. i always thought iāve had hard times in my life but today was totally different. we didnāt get in a fight or anything. itās just one of those times you can tell. man this hurts a lot
i never want to experience this again. it feels like she tried so hard to be my best friend for months and then as soon as we became best friends she completely stopped trying. iām feeling so hurt right now
so hurt
-abby
dear tay-bae<3
i hope you like your new nickname :) hehe
today was WONDERFUL. my friend alyssa invited me to her house today with a bunch of the theatre kids because iām a theatre kid now!! alec was there too! it was SO FUN. i love having a group of friends. i was so happy tonight i couldnāt stop smiling. everyone treats me as if theyāve known me for years!!!!!!! i wish i could be happy forever.
i canāt even describe how wonderful this is.
-abs ā¤ļø
so thatās all the letters. i hope you went on an emotional rollercoaster so you can know what i lived through. everyone says 2020 sucks but for me itās been really amazing for the most part:) quarantine sucks because i canāt hang out with my new friends but i love looking back at these letters. i love you taylor!
-abbyā¤ļø

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i wrote @taylorswift a letter and took a photo each time i felt a very strong emotion in 2020 (so far) and i think itās finally time to share them.
dear taylor swift,
today felt... special. i feel like iām being treated like a grown up now and it feels better than i thought. me and my sisters went to walmart alone to get stuff to make t shirts (so cool i know) and it might seem small but being alone with my sisters at night felt weirdly cool. wellllll until we thought we were going to be kidnapped at starbucks but we werenāt. weāre also going to disneyland this year (my HAPPY place) and iām so excited for that. i canāt believe iām gonna be back in california soon. i feel really excited for a lot of things this year. this might just be my year.
love you. -absā¤ļø
dear taylor swift,
is it weird i call you ātaylor swiftā? i feel like weāre buds you know? iāll just start my letters with ādear taylorā. u and me: best of buds. even know you donāt know me. but you liked my reply to chloes post one time and THAT was a real connection moment. anYways iām feeling starry-eyed-over-the-moon! my boyfriend of 10 months now just bought me a lover deluxe edition! just for no reason!!!! iām so happy I COULD SCREAM in a happy way of course. i think this is what true love is. buying your girlfriend a lover deluxe book?
yeah.
definitely.
from a 16 year old girl (in LOVE!) -abbyā¤ļø
dear taylor,
TAYLOR YOU WONT BELIEVE IT.
i just had the best weekend of my life.
i just made a best friend.
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT. A. BEST. FRIEND.
wow itās been so long since iāve had one. the last best friend i had was alec (my boyfriend) and now i have a GIRL best friend. and her boyfriend is best friends with my boyfriend SO WE CAN GO ON DOUBLE DATES. we just got back from winter formal and weāre all gonna do face masks and watch teen beach movie. iām hiding upstairs pretending like iām changing into sweats but really i just need to tell you. it brought tears to my moms eyes when sage bought me a bff bracelet. and me too. we went shopping last weekend and thatās when she got it for me! we are EXACTLY the same i swear to god!!!! iām so excited and happy and SO MANY EMOTIONS!!!!!!
from the HAPPIEST girl in the world, -abbyā¤ļø
dear taylor,
im sitting on the bathroom floor VIBING. alec told me that the theatre girls really want me join theatre. i am so happy. i canāt believe happiness is so wonderful. like this is true happiness. all last year i had no friends and now a group of girls wants me to be friends with them? wow!
still super happy. really in shock. -absā¤ļø
dear taylor,
today was just trash. everything about today sucked. i cried on the bus and on the way home. iām kinda fine now but the biggest thing about today was that someone called me weird for being so quiet. their exact words were:
āwhy are you always so quiet? thatās kinda weird.ā
it hurts a lot because i canāt do anything right. i get criticized for everything i do. last year the reason i didnāt have any friends was because i was too outgoing/loud and now iām too quiet? sheesh
a girl in need of a hug. -abby
ļæ¼
dear tay,
iāve never felt so in love. alec really makes me happy. iām the luckiest girl in the world right now. thatās all for today.
a girl who found their place in the world. -absā¤ļø (cheesy i know)
dear miss tay tay,
today iām FEELIN myself. i look CUTE today. iāve always been really self conscious of how i look because i have a bump on my nose and my ears stick out and my forehead feels large but today i looked in the mirror and gasped. i saw a new version of myself today. i look beautiful. i canāt even believe it. i look so beautiful. wow.
very changing day! -abs ā¤ļø
dear taylor,
i lost my best friend today. i always thought iāve had hard times in my life but today was totally different. we didnāt get in a fight or anything. itās just one of those times you can tell. man this hurts a lot
i never want to experience this again. it feels like she tried so hard to be my best friend for months and then as soon as we became best friends she completely stopped trying. iām feeling so hurt right now
so hurt
-abby
dear tay-bae<3
i hope you like your new nickname :) hehe
today was WONDERFUL. my friend alyssa invited me to her house today with a bunch of the theatre kids because iām a theatre kid now!! alec was there too! it was SO FUN. i love having a group of friends. i was so happy tonight i couldnāt stop smiling. everyone treats me as if theyāve known me for years!!!!!!! i wish i could be happy forever.
i canāt even describe how wonderful this is.
-abs ā¤ļø
so thatās all the letters. i hope you went on an emotional rollercoaster so you can know what i lived through. everyone says 2020 sucks but for me itās been really amazing for the most part:) quarantine sucks because i canāt hang out with my new friends but i love looking back at these letters. i love you taylor!
-abbyā¤ļø
i wrote @taylorswift a letter and took a photo each time i felt a very strong emotion in 2020 (so far) and i think itās finally time to share them.
dear taylor swift,
today felt... special. i feel like iām being treated like a grown up now and it feels better than i thought. me and my sisters went to walmart alone to get stuff to make t shirts (so cool i know) and it might seem small but being alone with my sisters at night felt weirdly cool. wellllll until we thought we were going to be kidnapped at starbucks but we werenāt. weāre also going to disneyland this year (my HAPPY place) and iām so excited for that. i canāt believe iām gonna be back in california soon. i feel really excited for a lot of things this year. this might just be my year.
love you. -absā¤ļø
dear taylor swift,
is it weird i call you ātaylor swiftā? i feel like weāre buds you know? iāll just start my letters with ādear taylorā. u and me: best of buds. even know you donāt know me. but you liked my reply to chloes post one time and THAT was a real connection moment. anYways iām feeling starry-eyed-over-the-moon! my boyfriend of 10 months now just bought me a lover deluxe edition! just for no reason!!!! iām so happy I COULD SCREAM in a happy way of course. i think this is what true love is. buying your girlfriend a lover deluxe book?
yeah.
definitely.
from a 16 year old girl (in LOVE!) -abbyā¤ļø
dear taylor,
TAYLOR YOU WONT BELIEVE IT.
i just had the best weekend of my life.
i just made a best friend.
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT. A. BEST. FRIEND.
wow itās been so long since iāve had one. the last best friend i had was alec (my boyfriend) and now i have a GIRL best friend. and her boyfriend is best friends with my boyfriend SO WE CAN GO ON DOUBLE DATES. we just got back from winter formal and weāre all gonna do face masks and watch teen beach movie. iām hiding upstairs pretending like iām changing into sweats but really i just need to tell you. it brought tears to my moms eyes when sage bought me a bff bracelet. and me too. we went shopping last weekend and thatās when she got it for me! we are EXACTLY the same i swear to god!!!! iām so excited and happy and SO MANY EMOTIONS!!!!!!
from the HAPPIEST girl in the world, -abbyā¤ļø
dear taylor,
im sitting on the bathroom floor VIBING. alec told me that the theatre girls really want me join theatre. i am so happy. i canāt believe happiness is so wonderful. like this is true happiness. all last year i had no friends and now a group of girls wants me to be friends with them? wow!
still super happy. really in shock. -absā¤ļø
dear taylor,
today was just trash. everything about today sucked. i cried on the bus and on the way home. iām kinda fine now but the biggest thing about today was that someone called me weird for being so quiet. their exact words were:
āwhy are you always so quiet? thatās kinda weird.ā
it hurts a lot because i canāt do anything right. i get criticized for everything i do. last year the reason i didnāt have any friends was because i was too outgoing/loud and now iām too quiet? sheesh
a girl in need of a hug. -abby
ļæ¼
dear tay,
iāve never felt so in love. alec really makes me happy. iām the luckiest girl in the world right now. thatās all for today.
a girl who found their place in the world. -absā¤ļø (cheesy i know)
dear miss tay tay,
today iām FEELIN myself. i look CUTE today. iāve always been really self conscious of how i look because i have a bump on my nose and my ears stick out and my forehead feels large but today i looked in the mirror and gasped. i saw a new version of myself today. i look beautiful. i canāt even believe it. i look so beautiful. wow.
very changing day! -abs ā¤ļø
dear taylor,
i lost my best friend today. i always thought iāve had hard times in my life but today was totally different. we didnāt get in a fight or anything. itās just one of those times you can tell. man this hurts a lot
i never want to experience this again. it feels like she tried so hard to be my best friend for months and then as soon as we became best friends she completely stopped trying. iām feeling so hurt right now
so hurt
-abby
dear tay-bae<3
i hope you like your new nickname :) hehe
today was WONDERFUL. my friend alyssa invited me to her house today with a bunch of the theatre kids because iām a theatre kid now!! alec was there too! it was SO FUN. i love having a group of friends. i was so happy tonight i couldnāt stop smiling. everyone treats me as if theyāve known me for years!!!!!!! i wish i could be happy forever.
i canāt even describe how wonderful this is.
-abs ā¤ļø
so thatās all the letters. i hope you went on an emotional rollercoaster so you can know what i lived through. everyone says 2020 sucks but for me itās been really amazing for the most part:) quarantine sucks because i canāt hang out with my new friends but i love looking back at these letters. i love you taylor!
-abbyā¤ļø