reveries

11:49pm // you know, nights aren’t usually for sleeping. i don’t know maybe it’s for stargazing or time to think about all my mistakes and to think about a lot of alternate universe i wish is true.

it’s full of rejection january and another too many rejections february HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAA am i not qualified enough? CHAR!!

we don’t know who to trust and who are genuinely happy for us, so keep things private because people loves to ruin beautiful things.

i used to protect myself to people and explain a lot. now i just wanna protect my peace. you guys can think whatever helps u sleep at night. chao!

you heard me once, i’m never gonna repeat myself again.

starting not to explain myself and prove a point to anyone.

anyways, ang hirap maghanap ng client/part time nowadays… may 3 hrs pa me na vacant sana naman makakuha na this time. badly needed :( . di naman ako broke broke, i just want to have some extra income for my wants because napaka-expensive maging babae :( from skincare to haircare to bodycare and syempre foods and coffee diba hahahahaa napakademanding ko kay universe pero i will work hard to deserve it :)

done na me sa driving lessons and narealize ko na pang passenger princess lang talaga ako hahahahah jk. I’ll do my best padin syempre nakakapressure lang talaga mag turning turning tas dami cars huhu.

ang gusto ko lang talaga is maging calm sa lahat ng situation. react less, talk less, and care a little less. i want to learn that.

i really wanted to tell the good news i have to my college friends but hesitant ako, kasi the last time i told them something, their response was very downplaying sa part ko. I don't like telling people how I feel kasi i hate dramas hahaha. I just hate it when people downplay and minimize your achievements especially maririnig mo pa sya sa mga people you're closest with. nakaka-sad lang.

sobrang dami kong gustong ikwento - from my carreer to friendships to relationships and everything that has happened this past few years. ang daming learnings and realizations and changes. i'm not the same me 3yrs ago but not in a negative way. :)

manifesting new client and more travel this year 🥹

Nakakamiss dito. Sana talaga di ako nag-stop na magkwento here. Hahahaha so much happenings buong 3 years ata napaka inactive ko idk ang busy kasi wala na 'kong time like before.