Sorry, I'm only seeing the reply to this two years later

I don't think there was any point bringing up this issue and I haven't done due to the disinterest. However the disinterest was mentioned during the same convo in which I said I love her and that I can’t let her go having just parted ways few hours before. To my surprise she reciprocated but followed up with disinterest caveat.We just about kept in touch with Eid and birthday greetings since. We did however call for the first time last year in which she more or so gestured me to ask for her hand and had a longer one few months later. Idk if I’m healing but I think I didn’t bring it up due to feeling like a hypocrite.

I tried speaking to my imams but I backed out due to lack of privacy and also feeling like I’m burdening them.

My head is telling me to walk away since it’s coming up to five years very soon as they’re coming up to their mid twenties and I don’t want to be the guy who wasted her time.

There is also the whole disinterest thing making me think to walk away.

Two years on I hope you’re well!! How’s life treating you you? Can I be honest with you? Like really honest with you… I feel like you need to let go of this situation. Even if she does promise to marry you. You want someone to be so sure of you and sooooo certain of you. I personally if I was getting to know someone for marriage If the time comes I wouldn’t be able to move pass any feelings of disinterest they expressed.

When we have found someone who are so aligned with it’s hard to not walk away but sometimes we have to. We make ideas about someone in our mind and think they’re so right for us but you have no idea who they truly are and maybe Allaah is protecting you.