i am just an avatar of someone ive invented

a new sketchbook and dedicated pen would fix me, i think

i dont draw as much as i used to at all, i kinda wish i could get back into that groove because my art used to be so... much! colorful and experimental and all over the place, then it came to me the reason i dont make as much art is because im not lonely anymore. the big periods of my life where all i had was art obviously made me create much more, but those were also the worst and loneliest times in my life