girlthatneverarrived

It’s been a few weeks since you’ve started at your new job. At first you only observed during practices and helped around the gym, getting water bottles or towels . You watched everyone and their natural behaviors, slowly getting to know each player.

Komori was really nice and Washio even talked to you during breaks. However someone else caught your attention from the start.

Suna Rintarō. The tall middle blocker. It wasn’t like the way he acted brought attention to him, he isn’t loud or extremely aggressive, he hasn’t even said a word to you since you got there but his gorgeous physique, slim eyes, messy brown hair and the way he did everything with ease just touched you in a way.

Even though he hasn’t talked to you, you’ve noticed him glancing at you. You never looked away, both holding eye contact. You watching his every move. It wasn’t weird for you to watch him, as you were pretty much there to watch and assist if needed, but it was different with him. He made your stomach flip and you hated it.

You‘re 19 and he’s 27, in no world would you have even the slightest bit of a chance with him.

At first you just admired him, then you started giggling over the jokes he made during break sometimes and eventually you caught yourself thinking about him outside of work.

But recently he started coming up to you and asking you for small gestures. Filling up his water bottle, grabbing a towel or taping his fingers.

Nothing special but these small touches sent shivers through your spine.

Last night you dreamed about him. Things that shouldn’t occur to you.

His lips on yours. Skin on skin. heavy breathing. A lot of touching, laying in your bed enjoying every moment of it.

You woke up embarrassed, you weren’t supposed to feel like this towards any members of the team.

At work you desperately try not to think of these images but you just can’t keep your eyes off of suna. His long torso, big arms and back. All you can see is his naked chest pressed against your breast, his lips touching your skin.

snap out of it! You think to yourself, continuing your work.

You were helping komori with his cramp, massaging his leg as you hold it up and but slight pressure against it while he’s laying on the bench unable to proceed with practice.

Luckily this distracted you a bit. Practice was over in a few minutes anyway so after making sure Komori was okay, you made your way to the staff room.

Gathering all of your stuff and putting away bandages , ice and everything else you found out of place.

As you write your notes on your ipad, filling in some documents the door of the small room opens.

You always stay in there after practice in case someone needs help with an injury or to adjust some dislocations. Usually you already clear everything during practice hours but obviously not today.

Looking up from the screen your eyes widen a bit. Suna. He closes the door behind him and looks at you.

„oh- uhm, hey Suna“ you barely manage to get out, your mind immediately drifting to last nights fantasies „can I help you with anything? did you get injured?“ you try to focus on your work, avoiding eye contact at all cost.

„I think I tweaked my back during volleyball practice. Could you take a look?“

Great. just great. „of course“ you finally decide to look at him, only to realize his eyes are deeply focused onto you. You look away immediately. Cheeks starting to flush a bit.

„do I need to take off my shirt?“ suna asks. His low voice does something to you.

„Yes, uh I mean you don’t necessarily have to, if you don’t feel comfortable, but it makes it a lot eas-„

„it’s alright“ he flashes back before you could finish your sentence.

He pulls off his hoodie, revealing his entire upper body. His abs and chest, his arms. They look exactly like you imagined, maybe even better… you place your ipad on the desk, slowly standing up.

focus. you think to yourself.

you walk over to him „can you turn around please?“

he does as you say, his back facing you now.

You take a look at his posture, his spine, trying not to stare at his muscles. You take another step closer reaching for his back.

Your fingers trace over his soft skin, searching for unusual or hard spots. The smell of his shampoo reeking from his freshly washed hair.

„It’s nothing serious, only a some nots. But I can quickly massage them out if you give me a few minutes“

„sure, thank you y/n“

shivers went down your back, he never calls you by your name, especially not your first name.

You ask him to lay down and start massaging his back. As you notice a knot near his head you work your way up to his neck. When you place your hands on it a breath escapes his lips.

oh.

everything leads back to your dirty dream with him. You’re done massaging. You try to control your breathing as you sit back down.

suna sits straight again, facing you, his eyes wandering up and down on your body.

„do you like this job?“

he’s making conversation with you. why today? This man’s voice does something to you and you try so hard to not show.

„uh yeah, I really enjoy working with the team and I try to help wherever I can“ never looking at him once.

he steps closer to you, too close.

„Do I make you nervous?“ your body trembles

„what?..“ he does, everything he does makes you nervous. His voice makes you weak. Your cheeks turn red as his fingers grab your chin making you look at him.

„can’t even look me in the eyes when i’m talking to you huh?“

Your breath hitched. You don’t know what to say.

„usually you can’t seem to get your eyes off of me.. always starring, always smiling at me.“

you swallow hard. he noticed? oh boy you don’t know what to do, he’s standing so close to you with every word he says his hit breath strikes over your face.

Your skin is hot, you press your legs together desperately failing at avoiding thinking about all the daydreams you had about this scenario.

Your eyes wandering from his eyes to his lips, down his chest.

He noticed. A small curve forming at the corner of his mouth.

„you like what you see?“

your eyes landing back on his , embarrassment flooding your face.

„I‘m just teasing y/n. You look cute when you’re embarrassed“

your eyes widen, you must be dreaming again. Rintarō complimenting you ?!?

A soft, breathless laugh escapes you before you can stop it, your gaze dropping quickly to your hands in your lap.

„you‘re just saying that“ you’re fingers fidgeting slightly.

You don’t look up.You can’t.Not when he’s still right there.

Not when you’re suddenly very aware of everything, the quiet room, how close you are and the fact that he hasn’t moved…that he’s still standing in front of you. Shirtless.

“Am I?”

His voice is lower now. Closer. Your breath stutters as you finally glance up and immediately freeze.

He’s leaning over you, one hand resting on your chin, the other resting near your side. Not touching you, but close enough that you feel it anyway.

“Also I wasn’t staring at you, I was just doing my job,” you say quickly, but your voice lacks confidence.

He tilts his head slightly, studying you.“We both know that’s not all you were doing.”

Your stomach flips. Heat rises to your face as you shift in your seat, your fingers tightening against the fabric of your shorts, pressing your legs together again.

„I- No! I was-“

“You were staring.” Quiet. Certain. Not teasing anymore. That’s what gets you.

You swallow, your gaze dropping again, but that only makes everything worse, focusing on his abs, his soft skin.

“…can you blame me?” you mutter before you can stop yourself.

silence.

Your eyes widen immediately. Why would you say that?! You slowly look back up.

His expression has changed again. Still calm but heavier now. Focused. Almost hungry.

“…no,” he says quietly. The air shifts.

You grip the edge of the chair as he leans in just a little more, close enough that your breath hitches, close enough that you can feel the warmth of his skin. Your gaze flickers again. You don’t even try to stop it this time.

His eyes.His lips. Back to his eyes. He notices. Of course he does.

There’s the smallest pause before he speaks again, voice softer this time.

“…you’re what, nineteen?”

Your heart skips. You nod slightly, scared he might stop now. he might say you’re too young.

He lets out a quiet breath.“…and I’m twenty-seven.”Your pulse picks up again. The way he says it isn’t judgmental.

His gaze drops briefly, then comes back to you.

“Don’t you think I’m a bit too old for you baby?”

baby? he got you. The question lingers between you.

You could laugh it off. you should. But instead, you move your fingers to his neck, your voice coming out softer than expected.

„does it matter?” That does it.

Something in his expression shifts . subtle, but definite.

You move closer to him, faces only inches apart. Eyes locked.

„I’ve waited for this for so long“ he mumbled. pressing his lips onto yours.

softly at first. grabbing your waist with his hands pulling you closer. You twitch at his touch, you want this, you’ve been wanting this.

Your hand wanders up his head stroking his hair.

The kiss becomes heavy, faster, deeper. He dives his tongue into your mouth, exploding, he twirls around your tongue. Not too much though.

He’s a great kisser. he’s great. his hands, the touch, he knows what he’s doing. He knows what he’s doing to you.

It’s heated, the tension in the room is unmatched.

You get up kissing him a few times before pulling away. His eyes focused on you. wondering why you’d stopped.

You take your shirt off, being left in your sweatpants and a bra. His eyes wandering all over you.

„God Y/n.. , you look so good“

His goes in for another kiss. His hands connect with your waist again pulling you up this time , seating you on the examination table. His hands grab your thighs separating them to step between them. The kiss turns sloppy.

Your hands stroking his back and his hands are going down your hips. He gently slides your pants off as you pull him closer to your body, your lips already pulsing. Your body reacting to him.

You‘re hungry for more, every touch makes you wetter. You need more.

His hands massaging your inner thighs as one hands moves dangerously close. A sharp breath coming from you as his thumb presses against your soaked panties.

„hm already so wet for me baby? look what I do to you“ He says pulling his lips away from yours and placing small kisses down your neck. His fingers rub against the wet fabric making you breath heavy, goosebumps forming on your skin.

Suna‘s hand moves up your stomach, cupping your breast while the other is holding you down on your hip. you bring your hands behind your back untying your bra and throwing it to the side before pressing your lips against his lips once more.

His kiss moves to your neck as his fingers circle your already hardened nipples. A soft moan escaping your lips when suna sucks on the spot right beneath your ear.

You can’t take it anymore, you want him so bad.

You get down from the examination table switching places with him. His eyes narrowing your every move, not sure what exactly you’re doing.

You press him against the table touching his chest with your hands. Your lips meeting again for a short moment before you travel down his body, leaving small pecks everywhere. Your move slow. Still trying to gain confidence.

Sunas breathing slowing down as you trace his waistband.

unzipping his pants immediately he watches your eyes. You kneel down in front of him pulling his already hard cock out of his boxers.

It’s so big and veiny your pussy clenches at the sight. You stroke it once.. twice, playing with his balls as you slowly look up at him.

Collecting all the spit in your mouth you lean closer to his hips. Your tongue twirling around his cock as you take the tip into your mouth. He groans. Throwing his head back.

Gaining some confidence you take more of him, half of his cock buried in your mouth. You start moving your head sucking on him, using your tongue to help. you find a rhythm after a few seconds.

His hands gripping your hair not waiting long before crashing your head against him, filling your mouth entirely with his length.

You gag softly concentrating to keep your rhythm. Eyes watering, squeezing shut trying to focus.

„you take me so well doll“

your stomach flips at his words, his hand pushing your head, you basically loosing control over your movements.

„you‘re so good“ he lets out during a heavy breath , you feel pre cum coming out of his tip and suck even harder.

small sounds coming from suna, his fingers pulling your hair harder as he releases his juice into your throat. You try to swallow everything but a few drops run down your chin mixing with a tear that ran down your cheek before.

Suna picks you up and places you on the table again, cleaning your cheek and chin with his thumb, wiping away what was left.

„you did amazing baby“ forming a small smile as he kissed your lips softly.

„i’ll reward you don’t worry“ his voice slow and steady. your eyes focusing on him, you get exited only thinking about him inside of you.

He squishes your breast as he kissed you roughly, tongue intertwerling with yours again. his other hand on your thigh. moving closer to your entrance. Thumb resting on the fabric only this time it doesn’t stop there.

He pulls them aside feeling your wet pussy against his warm hand. You let out a quiet moan at him inserting two fingers, he moves slowly at first, quickly speeding up a bit. He curls his fingers, getting another sound out of you.

music to his ears. inserting a third finger already, you easily taking it with how wet you are.

you hold your breath stopping more sounds from you, trying to hide how miserable you are for his fingers alone. How much you enjoy his touch.

He moves faster making it so hard for you to keep it together, you feel yourself getting closer, but you really want him inside of you first.

breathing fast, you collect your words

„please suna..“

a grin forming on his face „what baby ? use your words“ he answered, pulling his fingers out of you, stepping even closer between your thighs.

„I need you“ you mumble, needy for more.

Suna pulls his cock up, slightly rubbing against your clit. watching your head fall back.

He teasingly traces small circles around your entrance with his tip, enjoying your suffering very much as he hardened even more. „beg“

you hesitate shortly before giving in, you’re desperate, desperate for him. Cheeks red from embarrassment.

„please suna… I need your dick so bad. I want you to fuck me, please rin I’m beggi- ah~“

you moan as he pushes inside of you without warning, calling him by his nickname got to him. He’s so big. you roll your eyes back as he starts moving.

„fuck y/n, you’re so tight“ His hips roll against yours thrusting into you. You feel so full.

He moves entirely out of you leaving you empty for a second before filling you whole again. your walls clenching around his big dick. you cover your mouth with your hand, giving your best to not make so many sounds

„don’t hold back love, let me hear you“ he pulls your hand away speeding up his rhythm, you become a moaning mess, he feels so good in you.

„rin ah~ I‘m so close“ you were close before but him inside of you sped up the process extremely fast.

Suna hitting your G-spot over and over again, feeling your juicy around his length

„baby you feel so good“ he moans as he finishes right after, thrusting a few more times before pulling out and leaving a kiss on your lips.

both of you leaning against each other. you can’t help but smile, you’ve never felt this kind of pleasure before.

{i guess dreams come true}

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authors note:

sorry i rushed a bit at the end guys … it’s really late and I wanted to finish writing today ‼️