ghosty ₍^. ̫.^₎Ⳋ

"the skin that was cut and pasted, the bruisеs on me when I was ripped open"

your local idiot catgirl <3

"my ribs float, as if thеy're laughing"

i can barely keep it together, i’m probably going to fail all my classes next year, i don’t have a job, im useless. so fucking useless.

i can’t help but ignore any sign of care now, i hate myself for it

i hate that who i’m becoming, i hate the path im going down

it’s like, wow. just because i FEEL like im a piece of shit doesn’t mean i should be treating others horribly, what do i even bring to this world lmfao????? this is so embarrassing, IM embarrassing

i hate talking about my life to others often because im such a boring person.

i sleep, get up, do nothing but fuck around, maybe go for a walk

and when school starts? i don’t talk to anyone, i skip classes, im barely there, and it’s embarrassing for me. cause who just admits “oh im a failure in terms of education and overall being a human just because i get a little depressed sometimes”

god i should keep this all in my notes lmao

and so i do it again

and so i do it again

and so i do it again

i don’t know i was definitely doing better but now i’m avoiding people again kms kms kms kill. me please