to you;
hi. its been a while. im literally taking my chances here because i really really do not know if you're still active on here and tbh im so not good at technology i dont know how to look stuff up LOL.
just wanted to say some words. i think,, i think about you every single day. not usually any deep thoughts but more of a passing thought. like hey remember when that happened? yeah lots of character development there. I feel like i dont even remember exactly what happened back then but i know it was a lot for us both.
i find myself reminiscing about our times we shared together and certain things i dont think i'll ever forget, like blushing so hard after hugging you in the hallway outside of science class or innocently holding your hand- and sweating about it while watching insidious. I think i even contemplated taking my chances and asking you out on a proper adult date last year to see if things would work out this time but i didn't because i also think we've genuinely grown to be extremely different people. I mean i cant say much about you because you're VERY inactive on social media (good for you tbh) but i turned out to be someone I never thought id be.
I feel like i have so much to say to you but i also have nothing specific to say. I just hope you're well. i think about you lots. I feel like in another life, we ended up together. Sorry if thats weird, but you know how theres that saying that goes something along the lines of your first love will always have your heart or whatever? I think i'll always have a spot for you in there.
