what Is So Dramatic about the father’s absence

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JENSEN ACKLES as ALEC MCDOWELL  ↳ DARK ANGEL 2.15 Fuhgeddaboudit

Saving People, Hunting Things, the 9 to 5 Business ⤷ Dollynatural Part 2 ✗ Part 1 // Part 3

Dark Angel - 2.11 “Then explain it to me!“ 

The thing is, Dean takes his cues from Sam, Sam says Dean hates kids and Dean jokes about not knowing any kids but he readily connects with Lucas and it's Sam that forms an attachment to the 'pretty victim' of the week in 1x03. Sam implies that Dean is emotionally immature, and Dean jokes about chick flick moments but it's Dean who is trying to initiate conversation with Sam about his nightmares, Dean who is cutting to the vulnerability when he tells Sam that Jessica was not his fault. Sam judges Dean for not taking care of himself (notably what he eats but that's a whole other thing) but it's Sam that's playing fast and loose with his sleep schedule, Sam who exists solely on coffee, and Sam who's dismissive when Dean is concerned about it. I think Dean is so used to playing into the role he's given in any situation but especially with his family that he shrugs on Sam's perception of him like he does John's leather jacket, because it's easy to be the shithead older brother, it's easy to be the person people expect him to be and he's probably learnt that nobody really wants the lonely, conflicted, complicated person he actually is because that's not easy and Dean's a peacekeeper.

i love bobby🦦

Dean was trying to save him from the 2008 market crash. Best big brother everrrrrr

that episode in supernatural