Face your fears.
I don't know how to put into words the dread I feel at losing another person in my life. It feels difficult to love people when I know that to love is to accept that one day I will lose this. Because nothing lasts forever. This is such a huge time of transition, I can feel it. I can almost hear my fairies again... if I could just focus all my energy in becoming good and kind and thoughtful, then maybe I can connect to that part of me that's been hiding because of fear. I have to face my demons. I have to choose change. I'm not done growing, and I think God has plans that I am slowly starting to come to see. Like they say, I guess I have to sit with it. It's hard, but not impossible.
I wish I had more people in my life to talk to. But all in good time I guess π

















