Underground Fae

I feel like I've had a dark cloud surrounding me for the past years of my life. Because I didn't realize all the support and love around me. I've alienated myself by pushing people away and deciding I was no longer going to put effort into things unless people made the effort. All because a couple people had disappointed me in the past. I never wanted to feel that way again, so I guess in a way I tried to take control of that situation. I should have been there more for the people in my life that needed me. And I never want it to feel like too late. I hope I can change... I hope and pray I can. I'm tired of losing people I Love. I can't let it happen again because of my lack of effort. I just can't.

Everything is tingling.

I knew I was gonna feel this way about you forever.

What do you do when you feel like doing naughty things?

I need to be brought back down to earth because every now and then my mind goes crazy and I think of doing things I shouldn't... but my mind works faster than my logic and it's very hard to keep control of earthing in my head.