Polluted

I really want to write, but I’ve written a lot the past two days and I think all my writing energy has faded.

I want to be happy.

I’ve never been in so much pain in my life. I love getting rushed to the hostpital at 7 in the morning.

Yee yee, it’s my IB first year finals week and I’m fucking dead. Today, I took my history and math finals. I haven’t gotten my score back for history but I heavy failed my math. I’m done for. Currently, working on my practice math IA in hopes that it will somehow manage to pull my math grade out of the grave.

Proud of myself for actually studying for my GIANT biology exam beforehand. I even made a jar filled with papers with each section that we’ve covered written on it so when I don’t know what to study, I can pull out a piece and study it.c:

I took my Psychology exam and nearly cried. I’m glad I studied all the right studies but I’m sad I didn’t complete one question because I had no idea. Now I’m going to relax and watch supernatural all night.

*Credit to artist. Not mine.*

Took my biology exam Monday and haven’t gotten my results back yet. Currently studying hard for my psychology paper 1 mock exam tomorrow at 2. Never been more scared in my life.

I am too exhausted to continue studying and am calling it quits. I really need to stop waiting till the last minute to study. At least I got in four hours today and wil have a period right before the test to study tomorrow.

I have an IB biology exam tomorrow and I’m not ready at all and I’m exhausted. Time to make another cup of strong tea and cry.