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“Matter”
June 24th.
My poetry book

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Making conversation can be tougher than it seems
This one time at work, I was training someone and the system froze so I decided to have some small talk and I asked her if she had any kids or anything (she was older) and she started crying. She asked me if it was cool if she went to take a walk to get some air and I told her okay because I mean what was I supposed to say? Anyways, she came back clearly still upset and told me that her husband left her for one of her daughters.
After that, I kept all my conversations strictly work related.
Bitch whet
I once had a customer ask for a drink and asked me to add extra vodka because she had a bad day. I had the bartender do it for free (because my brother was bartending) and I brought it back and asked her what was her bad day (because usually it’s like work sucked, just a long day, or they work at the hospital nearby) and her sister shook her head at me and the customer goes “our dad died today” and I just went “oh my god do you want some soup” because I’m an idiot
obv, with proper precautions taken (practice safe sex and use contraceptives, y’all), mtl in nct to prefer cumming inside?
Since I think they’d all like it, I will rate them by how much I think they would think about it/crave it.
Most likely
Jaehyun
Lucas
Hendery
Johnny
Kun
Ten
Taeyong
Doyoung
Yuta
Jaemin
Jeno
Taeil
Haechan
WinWin
YangYang
Mark
Xiaojun
Renjun
Jungwoo
Least likely
High-Key has a breeding kink. Wants to fill you up: Jaehyun & Lucas & Hendery & Johnny & Kun & Ten
Feels stressed about safety. As long as they’re sure you’ve taken precautions, they finally get to fulfill their obsession with emptying themselves inside of you: Taeyong & Doyoung
Likes it for intimate reasons: Yuta & Jaemin & Jeno
Doesn’t think that much about it, but would become very excited if they didn’t have to use a condom: Taeil & Haechan & WinWin & YangYang
Nuts so quickly: Mark & Xiaojun & Renjun & Jungwoo
“I like it when it rains hard. It sounds like white noise everywhere, which is like silence but not empty.”
— Mark Haddon, The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-Time (via books-n-quotes)

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Character Creation
(Not another form.)
I’ve been running my characters through these questions lately so I thought I might as well share them? They are meant to be a fun but challenging look at how your characters are going to interact with each other and the plot.
The examples and explanations are simplistic versions and some stories (especially complex ones) will create variation on the standard.
MOTIVATION
1. What does your character want?
This is something they think will make their life better. They either start out the story wanting it or decide they want it at the inciting incident. It’s driven by internal desires that are strong enough to force the character to make external choices within alter the plot. Often this want demonstrates a flaw the character will have to overcome by the end of the story. (Ex. Ash wants vengeance for her sister at any cost to herself and others.)
2. What does your character need?
This is what will in actuality make their life better. It should build off or contrast their want in some way. (Ex. Ash needs to let go of her quest for vengeance in order to protect the people she loves and let them protect her in turn.)
3. At what point does your character realize that what they need isn’t what they want, and what drives this understanding?
This should happen near the end of the story, usually at the beginning of the climax.
Bonus: If your character doesn’t chose to go after what they need instead of what they want during the above realization, at what point do they make this choice, and what drives it?
RELATIONSHIPS
(Note this can apply to both romantic and platonic relationships!)
1. What external influences are keeping these characters apart?
These are things within the world, likely out of their control, such as war or social expectations or conflicting goals or a looming knowledge they’ll be separated.
2. What internal beliefs are keeping these characters apart?
This is generally old baggage that comes from a feeling, such as fear of being betrayed or not feeling good enough, but it can also be something that arises as time goes on, such as the fear that being honest about their changing beliefs will cause a rift.
3. What does the character have to lose if the relationship falls apart or doesn’t mature?
This can be anything from not having someone there to share their dreams with to not having the skills the other personal provides their sleuthing partnership.
4. What does the character gain if everything works out and these two people are happy together?
Pretty much the same as question three except, you know, opposite.
PERSONALITY
1. If your character is placed in a bare room with a single closed door and told to pick one of these items, which do they chose: a knife, a shield, or a bandage.
Bonus: Why did they pick that item?
2. If you had to portray this character through one action (not a personality trait or a descriptor but an action) what would they be doing?
This could be a hobby, or nervous habit, a presentation of emotion, etc, but it has to show who the character is.
“Never mistake motion for action.” - Ernest Hemingway
“Pick battles big enough to matter, small enough to win.” - Jonathan Kozol

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i feel like this insult went under-appreciated
“I fell in love with the way she dreamt about forever; she was a girl of adventure & I was her writer. She’s wild, but she’s soft kind of like when it rains during the summer and she smiles in such a way that makes me feel lighter. She’s a traveler filled with chaos but she feels at peace in the serenity of saltwater; I saw a silent hope in her eyes that someday she’ll recover. She’s the prettiest girl in the world; the touch of her skin feels like a mourning dove’s feather; I close my eyes, and I’m surrounded by flowers and no winter. She’s my someone, my soulmate, my life; I choose her for the reason that she inspires me to be better and today I promise that I will always cherish her in my tender.”
— juansen dizon, A poem for Annie
“Life is so full of unpredictable beauty and strange surprises. Sometimes that beauty is too much for me to handle. Do you know that feeling? When something is just too beautiful? When someone says something or writes something or plays something that moves you to the point of tears, maybe even changes you.”
— Mark Oliver Everett, Things The Grandchildren Should Know (via books-n-quotes)
“You’re not stuck. You’re just committed to certain patterns of behaviour because they helped you in the past. The reason why you can’t move forward is because you keep applying an old formula to a new level in your life. Change the formula to get a different result.”
—
Emily Maroutian
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