a survivor is born

I don't want to get into why...or blame anyone. Nobody pushed me into this. I just feel like I don't have a reason to have my personal anymore. I'm gonna think on it but lately I'm never on it anyway. I'm just not doing well and I feel like having a personal ...just is pointless, I dunno. I'm really sorry though. I met a lot of amazing people on here. I ...I made a lot of cool and awesome friends, at least, nice acquaintances. But I feel like it may be better for everybody if I delete this blog.

Edit: I think unfortunately I need to be honest with why I'm thinking about deletin'. :/ 

I didn't want to at first but...eh, I may as well be. People deserve to know. Well, if I'm frank, when I say I am not doing well...Understatement. In real life shit's hit the fan and I'm miserable. I'm, yeah, depressed. I am not nearly as social as I used to be or talk to people online or in real life because of it. I try to ignore it and try to be social but I've failed, hard, and I feel guilty for it but at the same time it's meh. Why try to fix it when I would just drag people down. I feel bad but it's the worst it's been for me for awhile. I just haven't said anything until now.