FE L IX

coming up off a mini shifting break...

During exam season I was really going through it and I just had to put shifting on the back pedal. It feels like i have 2391031 responsibilities this summer and so it is somehow making me feel like im not able to securely lock in with shifting? Idk y'all. Anyway, last night I went to bed at like 1am after bingeing my new favorite horror show. I told myself "I'd love to have a lucid dream tonight", and then fell asleep as normal. I'm also sick as fuck so I was NAWT tryna do a whole method.

I was fell into a dream about the show as soon as I fell asleep. I'll say about 45-50 minutes later, I suddenly became aware that i was dreaming. Almost immediately I grounded myself in the dream and then changed the dreamscape to a large white room. In this room, there were pictures all over the walls. I didn't put these there but i suspect they may have been my memories. I wanted to shift but my mind was getting overly excited and so my intentions started to jumble together.

For some reason i got the idea to speak to my subcon. randomly. The last time i spoke to my subcon. was years ago during one of my very first LDs. I've been thinking that i want to talk to her again lately, and so i guess this inspired that.

To summon "her", i said "I wish to speak to my subconscious."

Nothing happened.

I said, "Subconscious, are you here?"

And then suddenly, I hear a loud ass voice from behind me. I turn and see my old STRICT MATH TEACHER????? sitting at a DESK behind a COMPUTER??? like oh okay thats not weird at all....

I asked if she was my subcon. and she said VERBATIM "yeah yeah, what's the matter?" And I was like, "you know why im here. Why havent i shifted lately?!"

The next words to utter outside of my subconscious's mouth choked me, slapped me, tied me up like a pig, and gagged me to HELLLLLLLLL "You aren't shifting because you don't want to, because you haven't pushed yourself to do it."

Thank you @kxienverse for the tag <3

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Some things I often "script" in my DRs:

•° the basics: good sight, good health

•° being multilingual and knowing sing language

•° tattoos always stay neat and bright with no need for correction (I have tattoos in many of my DRs)

•° great media and stories created by good people

•° more official aroace representation (being either aromantic or asexual not questioned or depreciated)

•° life is assessible (dunno how else to say it)

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I was just mindlessly scrolling and stumbled upon a post. In the comments, @throwawayyyyyyyyyyy111111 has pasted a link to a 230+ pages Google doc which they had created and pilled in majority of @hrrtshape (deactivated) posts/asks. Personally, I don't know this blogger since i only joined tumblr in march this year but yeah I was curious, im always curious so i searched the link up immediately.

I read the first page AND I FEEL LIKE EVERY SHIFTER NEEDS TO READ THIS! I know the doc is very very long.. but I think it's quite worth it if you're doubting shifting or just unable to shift.

I will try to finish the whole doc today yippieee. Also big thank you to @throwawayyyyyyyyyyy111111 ❤️

"the key to shifting is..."

"if you buy my book, you can..."

"some people aren't born to shift..."

"the only way to shift is to..."

"shifting can ONLY be achieved if you..."

"obvious chatgpt "advice"*

"you can't shift if you..."

going to shift 02 MHA tonight. i may try the void state method since ive heard positive things and dont think in my 6 years of being a reality shifter ive even tried the method. i usually just say affirmations until i fall asleep

first shifter/manifestor to win eurovision??!! 🥹 btw she also prevented israel from winning +1000xp

Shifting is THAT easy

𝓔verytime you make an assumption, you shift into that reality. Some people may think...oh but that's loa, not shifting bruh it's the same thing...

Motivation is what makes you think shifting as a possibility, such as making scripts, watching motivation videos, etc etc. But this is just a resource for your human mind feel secure, thinking you need "steps" to shift but you really don't. You will shift no matter what you do. You don't have to even do a script, that reality is there and is waiting for you.

"My desires want me more than I want them"

is an affirmation I love cause it just reassure the fact that there is no opposition toward your "goal" because it's no goal once you are in the state of having it, right? The only thing that can stop you is YOU literally there's no one else stopping you. There are no oppositions, you let it happen!