G luck killing me cause I′m already dead Inside

Those days, it was all I wanted, nowadays, it feels all the same

Used to stare at my bedroom ceiling

Wishing everything could change

Now it's hard when you're always searching

For the life that you left behind

Time disappears, year after year

How the hell did I get here?

Cause I feel so far away

Minutes turn to hours and the hours into days, I gave up everything

You don't know what you got until you throw it all away

'Cause I don't belong here

Looking back on the past, all the time I wasted

Running from everyone that tells me that I'm fading out

Must be mistaken 'cause, I don't feel anything

You know I got this brain, it drives me insane

Some days I feel I can't take the pain, I'm gone

I'm praying to a god, a God I don't believe

The more I hide my scars, the easier I bleed

But maybe I'm the worst, the worst you ever had

Tell you you're beautiful then stab you in the back

You're prayin' I'm the one, but maybe I'm a curse

The more you try to fix me, the more you make it worse

Could you love me at my worst?

Could you love me even though that, that it hurts?

This is the end, demons are friends, angels are enemies

Nobody here knocking at my door

The sound of silence I can't take anymore

Nobody ringing my telephone now

Oh how I miss such a beautiful sound

And I don't even know how I survive

I won't make it to the shore without your light

No I don't even know if I'm alive

Oh without you now

This is what it feels like

Nothing to hold but the memories and frames

Oh they remind me of the battle I face

Without your love, without you I drown

Somebody save me I'm going down

And I don't even know how I survive

I won't make it down the road with one headlight

No I don't even know if I'm alive

oh without you now

Run away from pain, not picking it up

It's funny how nothing's ever enough no

You and me was best friends back then, look at us now

Every good thing happening's stressing you out

Dreaming, going on tour trying to figure it out

While you're home all alone, only seeing the doubt

Cause I wish I could go back

And say that

I loved you more but I

Only hear echoes of what I can't let go

And now I know that

Some things you don't see coming

Some things will break your soul

But someday you'll understand that

Some things have to die to grow

Someday I know you'll see it

Someday I know you'll know

Just why I had to leave cause

Sometimes love is letting go

Visions of the past I can't lay to rest

Ghost in the form of your silhouette

Tears hit the floor like I'm dripping sweat

Caught up in a dream but I'm sleeping less

Hard to figure out yeah I've tried my best

I took a bet and I was wrong

And now it's all gone

Wishing I could tell you that

I made another mistake, thought I could change

Thought I could make it out

Promises break, need to hear you say

You're gonna keep it now

When the curtains call the time

Will we both go home alive?

It wasn't hard to realize

Love's the death of peace of mind

You're in the walls that I made with crosses and frames

Hanging upside down

For granted, in vain, I took everything

I ever cared about

I miss the way you say my name

The way you bend, the way you break

Your makeup running down your face