just fuck me up

It’s rather impressive. How much it talks about you, I mean. You two must really care about each other.

i love dirk

I don’t really know what happened to Dirk. I wasn’t told to do any of this. It jsut left. It left early in the morning it thought I wouldn’t notice but I did. I can’t contact it in any way. I can’t go looking for it. I can’t do anything but fuckin’ lie about what happened to it so people don’t freak out and yell at me when really I’m the one freaking out. I’m terrified. And I feel responsible for making it leave. I was the last person it talked to before it left and I said things I regret saying and I mm just scared and I want it to come home so I know every thing is alright and I feel useless for not being aboe to do shit and aaa.a.a.a..a

hey now calm down. itll be okay. dirk wont do anything, i trust that it wont. if it stays away too long, ill go look for it, i promise. but right now were just gonna give it some time, okay? everything will be FINE.

I was lying earlier, I’m sorry. I didn’t want anyone to worry. I didn’t want to believe it.

the hell does that mean

Let’s use the private messaging system to discuss that.

sounds good