Stuff and Things.

Lmao I’m on Tumblr properly for the first time in like 4 years and I am now cackling at my old posts. Because wow I really thought I was depressed back then, but little did I know that shit would get WORSE over the course of 4 years. It’s kinda sad because 4 years ago I didn’t think my life would still be shit in 2020. Life update: life is still fucking awful. I lost my job in October in a horrible way. Fuck the corporate world and fuck the toxic assholes who work in it honestly. I can’t work in corporate again because I got so suicidal and now idk what the fuck to do with my life. I’m still a slave to depression and anxiety (which I have on a whole new level) and I’ve been chronically, physically ill for the past 4 years without a cure.

Yesterday I suddenly lost my job on the spot, 45 minutes before my shift ended. I didn’t get fired but I was on a rolling contract and I was supposed to be safe until January but she fluffed about to say that I wouldn’t be needed anymore. I’ve been there for the last 8 months and I’m pissed that I didn’t even get a heads up any earlier. So now I’m depressed with nothing to wake up for in the morning.