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vesper, i just wanted to say you're such a gem and we are very fortunate to have you on stayblr. i'm not really on tumblr anymore but whenever i check back in i am always so happy to see that you're still here. thank you for being such a generous and amazing writer.
on another note, do you like receiving fic recommendations for fandoms you're not in? i read a renjun fic that reminds me a lot of the felix one you posted. if you want i'll send it to you if i can find it again
thank you sm for your sweet message <33 and sure, i'm open to anything if the fic is good even if i don't know the group or idol :))
Vesper, you magnificent creature, thank you for that massive gift you just dropped on a random fucking Sunday. Itβs always lovely to see you post, and I have to admit your fics are my go to after a long week or a frustrating day. If you have the time and energy to bless us with the noncon versionβ¦well, those are my real favorites and have never failed me π
tysm bby,, it means a lot to me ! i wish i could be online and write more often but i've been so busy irl... i'm glad people like you still read and enjoy my works <33
leave it to vesper to come back on a random sunday with the most toe curling smut π girl ive missed youuuu. please post the noncon version pretty please π₯Ήπ
i may post sporadically but i still try to deliver ;)) ty bby. if more people want the noncon version i can rewrite part of the first draft and post it
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howdy doodle! any chance you can write more dark smut prompts, specifically with dubcon/noncon themes? love love LOVE your prompt lists and would absolutely love to see more prompts from you!!! so sorry if this clogs up your inbox/if i misread your inbox status or guidelines!! π§‘ -π¦ (deer anon)
tysm bby, happy to hear you like them. i'll see if i can make another list sometime soon <33
Those prompts were soooo good! I can't stop thinking of number 31 with Bangchan! No preferences on how you write it! And and and! Congrats on 7K followers!
thank you for your request,, i posted it here. hope you enjoy :))
cw. soft dubcon-ish at the start, 9th member reader, chan's whipped and desperate and a perv (and fucks you like his life depends on it), wc. 2680 minors dni.
note. it's been a while but i haven't forgotten the 7k event :)) this turned out softer than i expected... might post a noncon version of the same story if there's enough interest! prompt: #31 "shh. go back to sleep."
you're not sure what wakes you.
for a moment you think it's the dream you were having; something about the choreography you kept messing up today and the steady hold of chan's hands on your waist after he pushed minho aside to correct your posture himself. you recall his breath chilling the sweat on your nape as he counted the beats. how close he'd been standing and how difficult it'd been to not step back and press yourself against him.
the hand on your hip shifts. your foggy brain struggles to catch up, your small room still dark except for the faint glow of city lights bleeding through a crack in the curtains. you can barely make out the shape of your desk chair, clothes piled on it. then you notice the warmth of a body behind you, and your pulse jumps β
"hey, it's just me."
chan's voice, barely above a whisper, but you'd recognise it anywhere. you blink hard to try and clear your sleepy haze, stifling a surprised whimper when his thumb brushes over your bare thigh. your heart is still hammering away in your chest, adrenaline and confusion jumbling together. you open your mouth to ask him what he's doing in your room, in your bed, but no words come out.
his hand finds your shoulder, its warmth bleeding through the thin cotton of your sleep shirt. his fingers gently curl around the curve of your arm. they move with a deliberate, soothing motion, the kind of thing he does when a member is having a panic attack or breaks down after an intense performance. but his hand doesn't move away this time. it lingers, thumb stroking in a slow, deliberate path down your arm.
"i heard you calling out my name⦠thought you were having a nightmare."
the dream. your face burns, and you're grateful for the darkness shielding your expression from him. the way he'd positioned you, his hands firm on your body, not unlike nowβ¦
his hand slides from your shoulder to the side of your neck. his palm covers the column of your throat, not pressing, just resting there. you desperately try to control the frantic beating of your heart, and you know he can feel your pulse jumping against his skin.
"are you okay? i could hear you through the walls."
you shiver. your room doesn't share a wall with his. his is down the hall, past the bathroom, on the other side of the dorm.
"chan-ahβ¦" you whisper, but he answers the question before you can ask it aloud.
"i was walking by to get some water. then i heard you."
it's a flimsy explanation. you both know it is. he ignores the nickname he begrudgingly allows you to use sometimes, despite you being a year younger than him, hand softly squeezing your throat instead. there's none of his usual teasing, just the heavy tension hanging in the silence between you.
"i've heard you before," he admits. his thumb brushes along your jaw and there's no doubt he feels the way your breath hitches in your throat. "other nights. you think these walls are thick enough? you think no one can hear you?"
embarrassment washes over you. you think back on the nights you touched yourself thinking about him, muffling your whimpers in your pillow as best as you could, sure no one could hear β
"chan, you should leave."
before it's too late, you want to add, but the words fizzle out before they can reach your lips. there's too much at stake⦠the fans, your career, the company, this family of eight men you've become a part of. you won't jeopardize that.
"i can't stop thinking about you." there's a rawness to his voice, as if someone is dragging the words out of him. "it's driving me fucking crazy. i asked ji to work on the new track because your voice gets stuck in my head all day, and all i can hear is the way you moan." his hand moves up, fingers tightening in your hair, firm enough to pull at your scalp. "countless times i've stood outside this door and walked away, trying to be the better man. but not tonight. i won't walk away now."
"chan β"
"shh." he shifts, rolling you onto your back and throwing a leg over yours, caging you in. "go back to sleep, then. you were saying my name so prettily. let me hear it again."
"it's not - we can't β", the words come out jumbled as his hands push under the hem of your shirt. the friction of his rough callouses against your skin make your core clench. "the membersβ¦"
"are asleep." his thumbs caress the underside of your breasts, hovering there. "it's three in the morning, no one's going to wake up. they won't hear you. unless you're too loud⦠which you might be. because you get loud when you think about me, don't you? no need to be shy now."
you think of him standing right outside your door, his ear pressed to the wood. listening to every desperate, needy sound you made as you touched yourself thinking of him.
the thought should horrify you. instead, a hot pulse of arousal throbs between your legs, and you hate yourself for it. your body is responding to this β to him β like an over-eager dog keen to please its owner.
chan squeezes, just once, relishing in the way you arch into his hands.
"there she is. i knew you'd feel like this. so soft."
he tugs up your shirt, bunching the fabric above your sternum. cool air washes over your bare skin, your breasts exposed to the dark room, and you instinctively try to cover yourself. chan catches your wrists and pins them above your head with one hand, holding them there against the pillow.
"don't hide from me." his gaze travels down your body, and even in the dim light you see his pupils are blown wide, swallowing the warm brown of his irises. "you have no idea how many times i've imagined you like this."
his free hand cups your breast, thumb dragging across your nipple. you bite your lip hard to keep from making a sound but a soft whimper manages to escape. chan smiles a small, crooked smile β nothing like the bright grin he shows on screen β and does it again, rolling your nipple between his thumb and finger until it stiffens.
"let me hear you." he pinches harder, switching to your other breast and giving it the same treatment, his voice taking on that same gentle tone that guides you through your parts in the studio. "just like that. you sound so sweet."
you turn your head to the side, unable to look at him. this is wrong. he's your leader, your co-worker, your friend, your family β and he's touching you, and you're letting him. you're not fighting hard enough. you're not fighting at all.
his mouth finds your neck and the wet heat of it shocks you. he grazes your skin, sucking and biting hard enough to leave a mark chaeyoun will have to cover up tomorrow while loudly complaining about your lack of self-control. but it doesn't matter, not when chan grinds down between your thighs and rolls his hips into yours.
"say my name again. say it like you do when you're touching yourself. when you're thinking about me fucking you."
he licks a stripe up your neck and a sob catches in your throat. his hand slides down your stomach, fingers dipping beneath the waistband of your underwear. you feel how wet you are, how obvious your arousal is, and there's no hiding it from him anymore. his fingers drag through the slick mess between your legs and the noise he lets out is almost a laugh.
"so fucking wet." he circles your clit with two fingers, "all this from a little touching? or were you this wet just dreaming of me?"
your underwear is pulled down your thighs, your knees, off one leg and left dangling around the other ankle as he dips down and hoists your thighs over his shoulders. he wastes no time, tongue licking a fat stripe up your slit.
"chan," you gasp, and his grip on your hips tightens in response.
"again."
he wraps his lips around your clit and sucks.
"chan - hnng, ah, don't stop β"
"again."
you cry out when two of his fingers thrust inside you. he doesn't waste time being gentle, curling them to find the spot that has you chanting his name over and over again.
"that's it, baby," he coos, and you barely register the pet name between the feeling of his fingers fucking you open and his hot tongue lapping at your clit. you can already feel something building in your core, a coiling tension threatening to snap. it's too much, too soon. it shouldn't be this easy for him.
"just let go. i've got you. i'll always have you."
his words push you over the edge. the sudden wave of your orgasm overtakes you, thighs clamping around his head, and you bite down on your own arm to muffle your cries. chan works you through it with relentless fingers, sucking on your clit until you're shaking and overstimulated. your arousal drips down his hand, pooling beneath your hips. your legs twitch on the sheets but chan doesn't give you a chance to breathe. his fingers start moving again before you've come down, fucking into you with a wet squelch that makes you jerk in his grip. your whole body is trembling now, every nerve ending on fire, too sensitive and raw.
"no, 's too much, please, chan, i can'tβ¦"
"you can," he grunts, withdrawing his fingers only to push three back in, stretching you until the burn makes you sob. his thumb grinds against your swollen clit without mercy. "you owe me that much."
there's something desperate in his voice, cracking at the end of each phrase, and you realize he too has been burning up with need for months and months.
"do you know how many times i've jerked off thinking about you?" the words spill out faster now, as if the dam has broken and he can no longer contain the flood. "in the studio. in the shower. in the living room when the others had their own schedules. in my bed with my hand over my mouth so no one would hear me saying your fucking name β"
the wet, obscene sound of his fingers fucking you open fills the room, and your second orgasm builds just as sudden as the first one. you shake your head wildly, but your cunt is clenching around his fingers, sucking him in deeper.
"i used to steal your underwear." the confession comes out in a low growl, almost ashamed, but he doesn't stop. his fingers work you so expertly your vision starts bleeding white at the edges. "from the laundry. the ones you wore to practiceβ¦ i'd hold them to my face and breathe you in and imagine this, you underneath me, imagine you crying on my cock the way you're crying now β"
you moan, cunt spasming around his fingers. a gush of wetness splashes against his palm, dripping down your thigh and thoroughly soaking the sheets beneath you. the orgasm is bordering on painful in its intensity and you can barely breathe, chan's gaze in the dim morning light almost too much to bear.
this time he lets you come down, slowly pulling his fingers from your swollen pussy and bringing them to his mouth. you watch in a haze how he sucks his fingers clean. his eyes fall shut and a shiver runs through his whole body. he licks between his fingers to lap up every drop, and when he opens his eyes again they're glassy and unfocused.
"not enough." he grimaces, snapping back into reality. "i need - i need more. i need to be inside you. i can'tβ¦ i can't fucking think anymore β"
he shoves his sweats down and you hear the fabric hit the floor somewhere in the dark. you're unable to move, boneless and spent and still trembling. your aching cunt clenches around nothing.
then his cock brushes against your thigh and panic rises in your chest at the thought of him being inside of you. at the sudden understanding of this being real, and not some dream or figment of your imagination.
"wait β" you try to scoot backward on the mattress, but his hand grabs your hip and drags you back down. he wraps a hand around himself and strokes, and you hear the wet sound of it, feel him bump against your entrance. "chan, if we do this, we can't go back."
there's no need to elaborate. the weight of your words hangs heavy in the air between you, and chan lets out a desperate sigh.
"i know. and i don't fucking care. i spent months caring and it didn't get me anywhere. i'm gonna go mad if i don't get to feel you now."
he steadies himself and pushes, one long, brutal thrust that steals the air from your lungs. he doesn't give you time to accommodate the stretch of him, the way he fills you so completely radiating through your whole body. your hands fly up to grip his strong biceps, nails digging in hard enough to hurt, and you faintly register the sound of your own voice β a string of broken, desperate sounds you can't seem to stop from spilling out.
"oh fuck," his forehead drops to your shoulder and he breathes the words against your skin. "oh fuck, you feel perfect, baby - i knew it, i knew you'd feel like this β"
his hips pull back and snap forward again and again, and the force of it pushes you up the mattress. the way he moves is raw and desperate, as if he's trying to reach something so deep inside of you he has to drive himself further with every thrust.
"eight months," he grits the words out between strokes, each one punctuated by the wet slap of his hips against yours. "eight months of watching you walk around the dorm wearing nothing but a towel after every shower. eight months of you bending over in front of me during practice. eight months of you smiling at me like that, as if i'm not losing my fucking mind β"
his hands grab your thighs and push them wider, folding you nearly in half, changing the angle so he can reach impossibly deeper. the new position lets him grind against that sweet spot, his pubic bone pressed to your clit. you're not even trying to fight the familiar build of another orgasm this time, your body surrendering entirely to his.
"tell me you're mine," he pants, pressing his mouth against yours. his lips are soft, almost gentle despite his desperation. "promise me."
your body arches into him, cunt fluttering around his cock when he snakes a hand between your bodies and finds your clit again. your hands reach around his back, pulling him in closer.
"i'm yours, chan," you gasp into his mouth, not wanting to put an inch of space between the two of you.
he lets out a broken moan, cock throbbing and spilling deep inside of you. your nails drag a path down his back, deep enough to leave marks, but he holds you closer as your cunt milks him to the last drop.
you lay there sweaty and panting, the sudden quiet of your room no longer tense. you're sure he's fucked you so hard the bed left a dent in the wall, but you no longer find it in yourself to care about what the others might've heard.
chan kisses your forehead, your cheeks, your lips, anywhere he can reach without having to pull out just yet and you giggle, feeling him smile against your skin. he's still holding you when you drift off into slumber again, his strong chest pressed against your back, as if he's always been there.
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π iβm on season 7 of my criminal minds binge. needed this out of my head; not sure i like it, but i wanted to share it.
For the first time in months, you have the house to yourself. Jisung knows that for sure. In fact, this morning at 5:32 AM, he spotted your roommate exiting the front door of your home. A backpack slung around her shoulders and a large suitcase parked beside her as she locked the front door. Her ride, a black SUV, pulls up and the driver hops out to place her bags in the trunk. By 5:35 AM, your roommate has driven off to her destination, and Jisung continues his surveillance of your home.Β
What is meant to be his living room lies a single chair displayed in front of the large window that faces the front of your home. On the occasion of movement, J might bring his binoculars to his eyes and gulp, aching to see more of you. He sits there for hours at a time, hyperfocusing, waiting for signs of you.Β
Jisung has been watching you long enough to know your daily routine. Heβs watched you from directly outside of your bedroom window. He knows the time you wake up; that it takes you approximately fifteen minutes to fully awaken from your precious slumber. He knows that after you awaken, you move directly to the bathroom for a good five to seven minutes or an hour depending on the day. And once you exit, you make your way to the kitchenβbut your breakfast choices vary on the day. Sometimes you treat yourself with a big, balanced breakfast. Other days, especially if youβre in a rush due to sleeping in late, you have fruit, cereal, or you skip the meal altogether.Β
By 6:23 AM this morning, Jisung makes his way over to your home. A short stroll, as heβs not worried about being seen. Jisung follows his normal path to the left of your home, making his way to the far back to peer into your bedroom window. Youβre stirring in your sleep. Probably plagued by a vivid dream, Jisung thinks. The hour flies by, and he remains unfazed, eyes fixed on your sleeping form.Β
Jisung remains in his same position for the next two hours; his watch reads fifteen til nine. Youβre sleeping in today, unwilling to release yourself from the clutches of your bed. A brief moment goes by where you lift your head to check your phone; tossing it aside to snuggle into your comforter. For a second, Jisung imagines that you see him staring at you through your window. He feels as though he knows you enough to gauge your reactionβcraves to watch your eyes widen in terror, mouth agape, all color drained from your face the moment you notice him. Then you would run. Thatβs no use, though, Jisung knows the layout of your home as if it were his. There arenβt many places you can hide.Β
You wake up slowly. Unable to fully shake the sleep from your eyes, you stare up towards the ceiling. Another day youβve woken up feeling sick, uneasy even. Itβs a struggle to get out of bed, the room is hot, and despite being tangled into your comforter, you feel sticky. Jisung watches as you slowly peel yourself from your bed, walking out of the door.Β
Youβre going into your bathroom, Jisung knows that. Judging by the expression on your face, he assumes youβre going to take a moderately long shower. Youβll probably be spending most of the time thinking, Jisung assumes. And from the shower, you return to your room to get dressed. Initially, Jisung would leave whenever youβre nakedβhe wanted to give you privacy. Yet things change, progressing over time, and Jisung has been interested in every single aspect of you for a long time.
He watches as you slip the towel off, walking around your room; from your closet to your dresser and back, trying to find a suitable outfit for the day. You pick out an outfit, aligning the shirt up against the pair of pants youβve picked. Jisung shakes his head. Soon after, as do you. He knows you. Judging by your progress this morning, itβs likely youβll pick an all black ensemble. Heβs right, of course, after an additional eight minutes you choose a black t-shirt and leggings.
You check the time on your phone. Late as usual, Jisung thinks, he canβt help but laugh at how common it is for you to be running late. Even when things are within your control, somehow even when youβre on time, youβre late. Jisung watches how you nearly trip over yourself in effort to collect all your things and rush out of the door.Β
You return home later than usual, around 5:34 PM. Jisung has long since returned to his home, following his off-hour routine in preparation of your return. While his day has been mediocre at best, stressful must be the word that describes your day. Youβre holding your bag in your hand, unusual as itβs typically strung over your shoulder. You seem tense, shoulders slightly raised, fidgeting with your keys for a few seconds too long.Β
Jisung sets his coffee mug down beside him. He stretches, throwing his sweatshirt over his head. Without another thought, Jisung is heading to his front door, one foot in front of the other. He stops in his tracks, making sure to grab something important. Like this morning, Jisung is back with a sly stroll to your home. Heβs got tunnel vision, making no effort to see if any neighbors are around; Jisung finds that, if you donβt notice them, often, they donβt notice you. He slips into your backyard undetected.Β
Youβre exactly where Jisung figured you would be. In your room, displayed across your bed as if only for him. Jisung exhales, a weight lifts off his shoulders when he sees you. Youβre laying on your back, almost swallowed into the mess of sheets you didnβt smooth out this morning. Your shirt is thrown across the room, and the contents of the bag you were holding are spilling out on the floor. Not to mention, the creme dela creme, your pants are bunched around your anklesβyou gave up at the last moment, fiending to scratch that itch.Β
Jisung licks his lips. What a beauty on display for his special viewing. He canβt see too much, only the side of you, but itβs just enough for him. Jisung watches as your breasts move with every movement you make, itβs only slightly, but he notices it. He believes he can see the seconds in which your nipples grow harder, only imagining how they would feel on his tongue.
You work between your legs, head thrown back in ecstasy, fingers guided in fast circles over your clit. Oh, how much easier this would be if you had a toy to play with. Jisung thinks something similar: it would be so much easier if he were in the room with you. To touch you, kiss you. To hold you through the night and promise you that everything is going to be alright as long as heβs by your side. But itβs all too early for that. Youβre not ready yet.Β
Click! Jisung captures the moment. Picture after picture, varying in stages of ecstasy. With each picture, you get closer and closer to your orgasm. Your free hand glides upward to tug at your nipple, fingers slipping into your cunt, palm of your hand grinding against your clit. It takes a moment, but the build up is all too electrifying. Your orgasm hits you in waves, rippling across your body with heat, body shaking, fingers refusing removal from your clit. You cum with a loud moan, and Jisung wishes he could hear it. Click!
Jisungβs breathing is just as heavy as yours. Heβs squeezing at the bulge in his pants, though it doesnβt stop him from leaking into them. Heβs caught in a fantasyβyouβre riding him from behind, eyes trained on your ass. Youβre moaning his name, cunt slurping, sucking in his cock. Youβre doing all the work, Jisung is just taking everything in. How smooth and soft your skin is, how you react to the sharp sting of his palm coming down against your skin. When Jisung re-enters reality, he finds that youβve fallen asleep. He waits a few minutes to make sure, watching how your breathing evens out. Now is his time to act.
Itβs 6:35 now. Jisung walks around the house, scouting until he reaches your roommates window. He pops it open with no trouble, lifting himself up into the room. He barely takes a second look at things in the room, your roommate is of no concern to him. Jisung takes slow, careful steps. This isnβt the first time heβs been inside of your home; it is, however, the first time youβve both been under the same roof.Β
He steps out of your roommates room and carefully steps across the hardwood floors towards your door. He opens the door slowly, stepping in, one foot after the other. Heβs practiced this, over and over, while you and your roommate are at work or elsewhere. How heβd sneak into your room while youβre sleeping to watch over you.Β
You are absolutely perfect. Your chest rises slowly as you inhale, exhaling just as calmly. You kicked off your pants and underwear; and Jisung steps up to receive his trophy, picking your panties off of the floor. Red cotton panties. Without hesitation, he brings the panties to his nose, inhaling deeply. His eyes roll back into his head, heβs feeling lightweight; unstoppable. Thereβs something in your scent that drives him mad. He snatches the item away, trying to stay level headed.Β
Jisung turns towards you. He wants to touch you, he craves itβbut it canβt be like this. He tucks the panties into his pocket and takes out his camera. He captures pictures of your delicate body, so unaware of his presence. He wonders, would you wake if he touched you? He canβt. He wonβt. Jisung chooses only to admire. Pointing the camera to your face, he snaps another picture. You rest so angelically, you mustβve really needed it, he thinks.Β
βAngel.β He whispers to himself. His voice is brittle, he hasnβt spoken in days.Β
He takes his final few pictures. Jisung hovers his hand just a few centimeters above your face, as if to gently caress you. He makes his way out of the door, looking back towards you before he closes the door behind him. βSee you when you wake, angel.βΒ
Jisung makes his way back into the darkness he calls his home shortly after. Taking no rest, he plops down into his chair, reaching down to seat his laptop on his lap. His hands move fast, with no hesitation, hooking his camera up to his laptop for a better look at the images heβs captured. He works robotically. Reanalyzing each picture heβs taken tonight. He still remembers your scent: cocoa butter and the stained cum left between your legs.Β
His hands dip into his pocket, bringing the red fabric to his nose. He inhales your scent until heβs lightheaded, staring at all of your pictures until theyβre burned into his retinas. Jisung is breathless. He thinks heβs going to lose his mind. He canβt tolerate not being close to you. He has to have you, he needs to hold you.Β
He gathers all of today's photos and places them into a folder titled Skin. At that moment, he made up his mind. He canβt go on like this, not being able to have you in his possession. Heβs taken his time up until now, moving slowly, progressing with his plan. Jisung desires to have you for safekeeping. His lover. His property. His angel. Only his.Β
Itβs time to move onto the next phase of his plan. Luckily for Jisung, the lights in your house just turned on.Β
β₯ Contains: Son-in-law more like son outlaw, The King-flavored Chrizztopherβ’ but with no screws attached, Regina diss
β₯ Reader discretion advised: See the masterlist for the full disclaimer about this project, general warnings, and request guidelines. By continuing, you accept to read at your own risk.
β β (Non-exhaustive, full cw policy here): Sociopathy, stalking
β₯ If Chris canβt get the best, he will use the next best thing as a stepping stone: your daughter.
βHappy anniversary, Dad, Mom,β your daughter Regina hugs you. βTake notes, Chris. This is the standard for celebration.β
When normal people get infatuated with someone, they ask them out, get to know them, and if thereβs chemistry, they start seeing each other. If the lights are dim in the basement of your conscience, being single is more of a suggestion than a requirement to date them. Then there are some basements where light just cannot breatheβno windows, no electricity, too damp for fire, and nothing battery-powered works inside.Β
Which is why the process works a little differently if you are Chris Bang.
You fall so fantastically, over-the-top, wanna-slit-my-own-throat in love with a woman, insert yourself into her life by becoming her neighbor, charm her socks off with acceptably shameless flirting, earn her trust with long vulnerable talks into the night, listen to her, study her, become the worldβs number one expert on her, let your interest be obvious to her, come dangerously close to crossing lines with her but NEVβVER do anything she will consider βa mistakeβ the next morning unless you hear it directly from her that sheβs filing for divorce.
And if sheβs still not doing it years into relentlessly pursuing her, marry her daughter and insert yourself directly into her house.
You let your fuckass husband touch you in front of him? Heβll finger Regina under the table during a Thanksgiving dinner for fifteen people. You let your waste of oxygen husband kiss you in front of him? Heβll fuck Regina in the hallway and make sure you walk in on them.Β Howβs that for misery?
You canβt reason with a maniac. Anything you can do, he can do worse. He can do anything worse than you. Until you accept youβre as down bad for him as he is for you. Until you admit you are so fantastically, over-the-top, wanna-slit-my-own-throat in love with him.Β
He never expected that day would come, but one of these days, you actually do.Β
So begins the most wicked games you just canβt stop playing,
βHosting a party for a hundred people on the day we get married? I think thatβs called a wedding, and weβve already had one,β Chris teases and hands you the bottle of wine he has spent months to find. βHappy anniversary.βΒ
βOh, wow, youβ¦ really shouldnβt have,β you accept the gesture way too grand for an in-law wedding anniversary.Β
βMy absolute pleasure,β Chris serenely smiles. βHope you enjoy.βΒ
βYouβre the man, Chris,β his father-in-law playfully thanks him with a pat on his back, and while Chris responds with a slight dip of his head, he intently watches your reaction. Your slightly curled lips that whispered, βYouβre fucking crazy.βΒ
Because he is.Β
βGigi, could you greet our guests with your father?β you request, then excuse yourself. βIβll check how things are in the kitchen.β
Youβve only taken a few steps before you felt a presence right behind you. You havenβt seen him, but you just know heβs following you to that kitchen. As youβre passing by the staff restroom, the steps behind you suddenly quicken, and you find yourself getting dragged inside it, surprised gasp instantly hushed with a pair of full lips pressed hard against yours.
βMiss me?β he grins big.
βChris, stop it!β you hiss in a whisper.
βNot happening. You should have thought about that when you didnβt return any of my calls,β his playful smile vanishes right away. βDo you even know how long itβs been?β
βItβs just two weeks, and donβt expect me to be sorry for not responding to your thirst traps when I couldnβt get a minute to myself,β you scold him, then turn towards the sink to splash some cold water on your face.
βNot even a minute?β he knowingly smirks, sneakily wrapping his arms around you. βAm I not in your shower thoughts, baby?βΒ Β
The effects of the cold water promptly evaporate when he places a soft kiss on your neck. It was just one kiss, but you can already feel him growing harder on your hips by the second.
Can we get an ETA on when youβll stop getting a huge kick out of this?
βDid you forget the night of five times? I ate your pussy good, you almost passed out in my mouth,β he jogs your memory with the red-hot memories of an illicit night whispered against your skin, breaking goosebumps everywhere. βI fucking know it makes you wet just thinking about it.β
You absolutely despise how right he is because everything about this is wrong. Itβs wrong, but it feels so right.
It makes no sense, but GOD it feels so fucking right.
βYou do know this is our anniversary, too, right?β he pouts. βNo presents for me?β
βWeird way to celebrate it when you got an expensive bottle of wine for me and my husband,β you scoff, holding his gaze in the mirror.
βThe 2002? Please, I got a 1945 just for us,β he chuckles, genuinely amused and not at all upset, and slowly turns you towards himself again, βand you best believe Iβm drinking it straight from your pussy when we go to Cabo.β
He pulls you closer by your waist and melts into your lips. Youβre immediately disarmed, having absolutely no willpower or willingness to tell him to stop. You moan into his mouth when his hand gets under the skirt of your dress and he starts caressing your pussy.Β
βYou starved me for twoβ¦ entireβ¦ weeks,β he heaves a deep sigh, somewhere between extreme annoyance and crushing longing. βIβve missed you like fucking crazy.β
βChris, wβwe have to go bββ
βTwo weeks! Are you trying to kill me?β he snaps at you. βSpread your legs. I want my present.β
You donβt know why his sheer existence cripples you so. Your half-assed protests are always stillbornβyou just canβt say no to him. You canβt think. You canβt move. You just watch him drag his tongue all over your pussy, jaw slack, basking in the ecstasy only he can make you feel. The more he moans into your cunt, the harder you bite into your fist. The harder you bite, the faster he licks.
βMm, excellent choice of menu. Loving the appetizers so far,β he smacks his lips and gets up on his feet, turning you towards the mirror again. βI think Iβll have a few side dishes for now to last me until the main course. Bend over for me.β
He slides your dress up and drags the lace underwear all the way down. He openly drools at the sight of your bare ass, so delicious that he canβt decide if he wants to grope it, slap it, or bite it first. All he does is press his tip against your soaked folds, smearing his precum all over, but Chris wasnβt the only one who spent the past two weeks alone. Youβre so on edge that just him prodding your entrance less than a knuckle deep makes your eyes roll back.
βShh, donβt close your eyes now. I want you to see who truly owns you.βΒ
He holds your chin up to have a look at him in the mirror. Then spreads his thumb and index fingers and rests that curve in between your lips like a mouthguard.Β
"Your body, your heart, your soulβ¦β he quietly speaks, his jaw clenched like heβs mad at something. βAll of youβis mine.β
Your teeth almost fully sink into that piece of skin when he rams himself into you. The strange move muffles what would otherwise be a piercing scream of pleasure. Fuck, youβve missed this. Youβve missed him stuffing you full. Youβve missed having him pant down your neck, calling you the filthiest names like the most affectionate terms of endearment, getting your pussy dripping for him with mere words. Heβs missed watching your face twist in excess pleasure, clinging to him to have him sink deeper inside you. God, it has to be illegal for a woman to be this captivating, this tempting, so unbelievably sexy that youβre gonna fucking kill him one of these days.
βSay it,β he sinks his fingers into your hips, relentless thrusts getting sharper and more precise. βWho owns you?β
βYβYouβ¦β
βSayβit,β he holds your chin with one hand. βFull sentence. With your manβs name in it.β
βYouβ¦ You owβ Fuck, YβYOU own me, Chris.β
βGoood girl. Donβt make me remind you, you wonβt like it,β he warns.Β
You have fully stopped thinking at this point, completely forfeiting control over your own body to Chris. He makes you turn around again and wraps one leg around his waist, reaching a dangerously deep spot inside you. You cling to his shoulders as your high fast approaches, and he can see the buildup second by second with each muscle that tenses on your beautiful face.Β
βI love you, baby,β you hold his face out of nowhere and pull him in for a deep kiss.
Chris fucking dies.
You feel so full, so satisfied as he unloads himself inside you, and if he could physically be any closer to you than this, he really would. Sometimes he thinks itβs just a waste of space living in two separate bodies; why canβt you just merge within one anyway? He drowns your face with kisses all over, each one with a stupid cute βI love youβ note tucked beneath it.
βMm, you changed your cologne,β you observe with a faded voice, still floating in the air in pure bliss.
βItβs the one you said smelled really sexy on me. Do you like it?β he mischievously smiles. βDoes it make you wet?β
βMeet me here in an hour and youβll get your answer,β you land a smack on his peach-shaped ass, and Chris is already hard enough to rip through his slacks.
Thank YOU for enjoying it, hope I was able to do it justice ^^ And as always, a separate thank you for the prompts; I'm having an absolute blast tapping into something I've wanted to for so long thanks to you π€ And this entire "collection" is a tribute to you if you'd accept it.
β₯ Contains: Son-in-law more like son outlaw, The King-flavored Chrizztopherβ’ but with no screws attached, Regina diss
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β₯ If Chris canβt get the best, he will use the next best thing as a stepping stone: your daughter.
βHappy anniversary, Dad, Mom,β your daughter Regina hugs you. βTake notes, Chris. This is the standard for celebration.β
When normal people get infatuated with someone, they ask them out, get to know them, and if thereβs chemistry, they start seeing each other. If the lights are dim in the basement of your conscience, being single is more of a suggestion than a requirement to date them. Then there are some basements where light just cannot breatheβno windows, no electricity, too damp for fire, and nothing battery-powered works inside.Β
Which is why the process works a little differently if you are Chris Bang.
You fall so fantastically, over-the-top, wanna-slit-my-own-throat in love with a woman, insert yourself into her life by becoming her neighbor, charm her socks off with acceptably shameless flirting, earn her trust with long vulnerable talks into the night, listen to her, study her, become the worldβs number one expert on her, let your interest be obvious to her, come dangerously close to crossing lines with her but NEVβVER do anything she will consider βa mistakeβ the next morning unless you hear it directly from her that sheβs filing for divorce.
And if sheβs still not doing it years into relentlessly pursuing her, marry her daughter and insert yourself directly into her house.
You let your fuckass husband touch you in front of him? Heβll finger Regina under the table during a Thanksgiving dinner for fifteen people. You let your waste of oxygen husband kiss you in front of him? Heβll fuck Regina in the hallway and make sure you walk in on them.Β Howβs that for misery?
You canβt reason with a maniac. Anything you can do, he can do worse. He can do anything worse than you. Until you accept youβre as down bad for him as he is for you. Until you admit you are so fantastically, over-the-top, wanna-slit-my-own-throat in love with him.Β
He never expected that day would come, but one of these days, you actually do.Β
So begins the most wicked games you just canβt stop playing,
βHosting a party for a hundred people on the day we get married? I think thatβs called a wedding, and weβve already had one,β Chris teases and hands you the bottle of wine he has spent months to find. βHappy anniversary.βΒ
βOh, wow, youβ¦ really shouldnβt have,β you accept the gesture way too grand for an in-law wedding anniversary.Β
βMy absolute pleasure,β Chris serenely smiles. βHope you enjoy.βΒ
βYouβre the man, Chris,β his father-in-law playfully thanks him with a pat on his back, and while Chris responds with a slight dip of his head, he intently watches your reaction. Your slightly curled lips that whispered, βYouβre fucking crazy.βΒ
Because he is.Β
βGigi, could you greet our guests with your father?β you request, then excuse yourself. βIβll check how things are in the kitchen.β
Youβve only taken a few steps before you felt a presence right behind you. You havenβt seen him, but you just know heβs following you to that kitchen. As youβre passing by the staff restroom, the steps behind you suddenly quicken, and you find yourself getting dragged inside it, surprised gasp instantly hushed with a pair of full lips pressed hard against yours.
βMiss me?β he grins big.
βChris, stop it!β you hiss in a whisper.
βNot happening. You should have thought about that when you didnβt return any of my calls,β his playful smile vanishes right away. βDo you even know how long itβs been?β
βItβs just two weeks, and donβt expect me to be sorry for not responding to your thirst traps when I couldnβt get a minute to myself,β you scold him, then turn towards the sink to splash some cold water on your face.
βNot even a minute?β he knowingly smirks, sneakily wrapping his arms around you. βAm I not in your shower thoughts, baby?βΒ Β
The effects of the cold water promptly evaporate when he places a soft kiss on your neck. It was just one kiss, but you can already feel him growing harder on your hips by the second.
Can we get an ETA on when youβll stop getting a huge kick out of this?
βDid you forget the night of five times? I ate your pussy good, you almost passed out in my mouth,β he jogs your memory with the red-hot memories of an illicit night whispered against your skin, breaking goosebumps everywhere. βI fucking know it makes you wet just thinking about it.β
You absolutely despise how right he is because everything about this is wrong. Itβs wrong, but it feels so right.
It makes no sense, but GOD it feels so fucking right.
βYou do know this is our anniversary, too, right?β he pouts. βNo presents for me?β
βWeird way to celebrate it when you got an expensive bottle of wine for me and my husband,β you scoff, holding his gaze in the mirror.
βThe 2002? Please, I got a 1945 just for us,β he chuckles, genuinely amused and not at all upset, and slowly turns you towards himself again, βand you best believe Iβm drinking it straight from your pussy when we go to Cabo.β
He pulls you closer by your waist and melts into your lips. Youβre immediately disarmed, having absolutely no willpower or willingness to tell him to stop. You moan into his mouth when his hand gets under the skirt of your dress and he starts caressing your pussy.Β
βYou starved me for twoβ¦ entireβ¦ weeks,β he heaves a deep sigh, somewhere between extreme annoyance and crushing longing. βIβve missed you like fucking crazy.β
βChris, wβwe have to go bββ
βTwo weeks! Are you trying to kill me?β he snaps at you. βSpread your legs. I want my present.β
You donβt know why his sheer existence cripples you so. Your half-assed protests are always stillbornβyou just canβt say no to him. You canβt think. You canβt move. You just watch him drag his tongue all over your pussy, jaw slack, basking in the ecstasy only he can make you feel. The more he moans into your cunt, the harder you bite into your fist. The harder you bite, the faster he licks.
βMm, excellent choice of menu. Loving the appetizers so far,β he smacks his lips and gets up on his feet, turning you towards the mirror again. βI think Iβll have a few side dishes for now to last me until the main course. Bend over for me.β
He slides your dress up and drags the lace underwear all the way down. He openly drools at the sight of your bare ass, so delicious that he canβt decide if he wants to grope it, slap it, or bite it first. All he does is press his tip against your soaked folds, smearing his precum all over, but Chris wasnβt the only one who spent the past two weeks alone. Youβre so on edge that just him prodding your entrance less than a knuckle deep makes your eyes roll back.
βShh, donβt close your eyes now. I want you to see who truly owns you.βΒ
He holds your chin up to have a look at him in the mirror. Then spreads his thumb and index fingers and rests that curve in between your lips like a mouthguard.Β
"Your body, your heart, your soulβ¦β he quietly speaks, his jaw clenched like heβs mad at something. βAll of youβis mine.β
Your teeth almost fully sink into that piece of skin when he rams himself into you. The strange move muffles what would otherwise be a piercing scream of pleasure. Fuck, youβve missed this. Youβve missed him stuffing you full. Youβve missed having him pant down your neck, calling you the filthiest names like the most affectionate terms of endearment, getting your pussy dripping for him with mere words. Heβs missed watching your face twist in excess pleasure, clinging to him to have him sink deeper inside you. God, it has to be illegal for a woman to be this captivating, this tempting, so unbelievably sexy that youβre gonna fucking kill him one of these days.
βSay it,β he sinks his fingers into your hips, relentless thrusts getting sharper and more precise. βWho owns you?β
βYβYouβ¦β
βSayβit,β he holds your chin with one hand. βFull sentence. With your manβs name in it.β
βYouβ¦ You owβ Fuck, YβYOU own me, Chris.β
βGoood girl. Donβt make me remind you, you wonβt like it,β he warns.Β
You have fully stopped thinking at this point, completely forfeiting control over your own body to Chris. He makes you turn around again and wraps one leg around his waist, reaching a dangerously deep spot inside you. You cling to his shoulders as your high fast approaches, and he can see the buildup second by second with each muscle that tenses on your beautiful face.Β
βI love you, baby,β you hold his face out of nowhere and pull him in for a deep kiss.
Chris fucking dies.
You feel so full, so satisfied as he unloads himself inside you, and if he could physically be any closer to you than this, he really would. Sometimes he thinks itβs just a waste of space living in two separate bodies; why canβt you just merge within one anyway? He drowns your face with kisses all over, each one with a stupid cute βI love youβ note tucked beneath it.
βMm, you changed your cologne,β you observe with a faded voice, still floating in the air in pure bliss.
βItβs the one you said smelled really sexy on me. Do you like it?β he mischievously smiles. βDoes it make you wet?β
βMeet me here in an hour and youβll get your answer,β you land a smack on his peach-shaped ass, and Chris is already hard enough to rip through his slacks.
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cw. this post contains dark topics, reader discretion is advised. dub/noncon, felix is a toxic bf, manipulation, gaslighting, first time anal wc. 2335 minors dni.
note. another one for my 7k event.. this was supposed to be less than 1k but here we are :)) prompts: #69 "if you really loved me you'd let me do anything" & #43 "you're so pretty when you cry."
felix's body is warm against your back, his arm loosely wrapped around your waist. the slow and steady thumping of his heart nearly lulls you to sleep. he's been like this all evening: clingy and affectionate, soft lips pressing tender kisses to your shoulder.
you cuddle into him and his hand slides down from your waist, over your hip, cupping your ass cheek and squeezing, fingers dipping lower.
"felix," you sigh, sleepy but wary.
his hand slips between your thighs, thumb pressing right against the tight ring of muscle. you stiffen.
"felix, stop."
you aren't in the mood for this discussion tonight but somehow, it keeps coming up. you envision his pleading eyes: honey-brown, near impossible to refuse. your own gaze fixes on the wall.
his lips pause on your shoulder. "what's wrong?"
you sigh and roll onto your back to face him. the light on the bedside table reflects in his eyes, shimmering with concern.
"nothing. i just⦠i'm just tired, lix. and we talked about this. i don't know if i'm ready for⦠that."
he pouts, his lower lip jutting out in that irresistibly cute way. he brings your hand up to his face and kisses your palm.
"we talk about a lot of things." he looks gentle, almost hurt. "but we never actually do it. why are you so scared? you know i'd never hurt you."
"i know β" you rush to speak, before guilt can settle too heavy in your stomach. "i'm not afraid of you. i just worry it will hurt. orβ¦ or be messy."
felix smiles, tilting his head so he can catch your gaze. in the soft, warm light his blond hair makes him look even more angelic, his face so close you could count every freckle.
he gently runs his knuckles over your cheek. you shiver at the contact.
"you know how important this is to me, baby. i love you. you know that, right?"
you nod quietly and stare at the ceiling. if there's anything you're sure of, it's that felix loves you. felix was your first and only in every pivotal way, from the moment you met in kindergarten, when a girl pushed you so hard you fell and skinned your knee on the asphalt.
felix had wrapped his arms around you in a tight hug, holding you as you sniffled into his hair. it'd been the beginning of a longstanding friendship and he never strayed far from your side after that. your mothers thought it was sweet, how he clung to you, sulking with envy whenever another kid asked you to play with them.
in high school, when you started showing interest in other boys, felix shut down any attempts at flirting by interjecting himself into the conversation with an arm slung around your waist or a kiss to your cheek. he held you tight as the other guy's smile slowly faded and he was forced to excuse himself to prevent even more awkwardness.
"men are shit, you know that," felix would say. "and you know i only want what's best for you. please don't talk to him again. if you do, i'll think you don't trust me. and you trust me, right?"
you'd trusted him back then. when had felix ever done something that wasn't out of love for you? shouldn't you trust him now?
his hand ghosts down you collarbone, your stomach, your waist. it comes to rest on your hip. he presses a kiss to your forehead, pulling back to look you in the eyes.
"do you love me?"
you nearly stumble over the words in your haste to get them out. "of course i do, lix⦠i can't imagine a life without you."
how could he ever think otherwise?
his hand slips lower, hovering at the apex of your thighs, not touching you yet.
"it's just confusing me, baby. you say you love me, but you won't let me touch you like that?" felix frowns, eyes unfocused, bottom lip jutting out in a soft pout. "it makes me feel like you don't love me enough. if you really loved me you'd let me do anything."
your heart aches at the thought of hurting him. "t-that's not fair," you stammer.
"isn't it? i'm not asking for much. just let me have all of you tonight. why are you pretending you don't want this?"
"i β i'mβ¦ i don't know. i'm just not sure about it. it'sβ¦ dirty." the words sound feeble even to your own ears. you hate disappointing him.
felix sighs. he traces patterns on your inner thigh and you hold your breath when his fingers trace your slit, rubbing gently.
"i can feel how wet you are, angel." felix props himself up on his other arm, looking down at you. he gathers your arousal and brings it to his mouth to taste.
"so sweet," he hums. "see? you want this. you wouldn't be this wet if you didn't want it."
your face burns hot with embarrassment. "stop it, lix. i'm serious."
"so am i," he grins. his fingers find your clit, rolling the sensitive bud between them. pleasure ignites deep in your core, engulfing the guilt.
"i - i'm just wet because you're touching me," you protest weakly. "it doesn't mean anything."
felix's grin widens. "then what do you want?" he asks, voice dropping even lower. the pressure on your clit has you gasping. it's becoming harder and harder to think of a coherent reply, but felix doesn't seem to expect one anyway.
"you want me to make you feel good?" he peppers you with kisses and trails his tongue along your jaw. you shudder. you're already getting dizzy. "i want to make you feel good. you just have to trust me, baby."
he pushes two fingers inside without warning, curling them against that sweet spot that makes you moan and arch off the bed.
"just like that," he coos, "don't think. just feel. you're so tense. why are you fighting me when i'm making you feel this good?"
"i - hmpf - lixβ¦"
he pulls out and trails his slick fingers further down, circling your tight hole.
"hng... wait β"
"relax," he soothes, kissing you. "i'm going to play with your pussy a little bit, distract you. just breathe, angel. i'll go slow."
he moves between your legs and spreads them wider. after slicking up his fingers with lube he reaches for your clit again, rubbing in tight circles, the pleasure spiking higher. you close your eyes and relax into the feeling.
you jolt when you feel a sudden pressure against your hole. you claw at his arm, then remind yourself to take a deep breath. slowly, felix pushes a finger inside, and you gasp at the foreign feeling. the sharp, throbbing pain is only dulled by the harsh slap felix delivers to your clit.
"oh fuck," you moan, head lolling back. he pushes in deeper, drawing out the slow, aching burn.
"that isn't so bad, is it?" felix says. "you're so tight, baby. i can't wait to be inside you."
he presses another finger to your hole and you shudder. "'s not gonna fit, lix, 's too much β"
"you're doing so well," he shushes you. "we can't go back now."
"but it hurts β"
"it's supposed to hurt a little," felix coos. "it'll feel better soon."
his fingers keep their steady rhythm on your clit, sharp pleasure bleeding together with the pain of his fingers stretching your ass. it's confusing, the feeling of being filled and stretched tight while your empty cunt flutters around nothing.
"you're leaking so much," felix groans, watching the arousal drip onto his hand. "god, you're so hot. you love this, don't you?"
"n-no," you sob. "it hurts."
"liar," he chuckles. "you'd tell me if it really hurt, wouldn't you?"
tears drip down your temples, wetting the pillow. you stay quiet, too focused on the ache of him stretching you open as he adds a third finger. you bite back a whimper, feeling a familiar sensation building in your core despite the sharp sting.
"i know you don't want to disappoint me. fuck, you have no idea how much i thought about this." felix continues, kissing the tears off your cheeks. "you're so pretty when you cry."
"i β i can't do it," you whisper, shaking your head.
"you can," he insists, pulling his fingers out of you. the sudden loss makes you whine, your hips lifting off the bed, chasing his touch. you feel strangely empty.
"please," you whimper. you're not even sure what you're begging for anymore.
"shhh, angel, i know," felix soothes you and positions himself between your legs. his cock drags over your folds, thick and heavy. you tense when the tip presses against your rim.
"look at me," felix says, and you focus on the curve of his cupid's bow, the freckles on his nose, the warmth in his eyes... then he starts to push inside.
the burn is back, immediate and intense, worse than before. it's too much, too severe β there's no way he's going to fit. you cry out, your hands gripping the sheets.
"breathe with me," felix coaches as he forces himself deeper inch by slow inch. "you feel so fucking good, baby. see how well you take me? it's because you're mine."
you're crying softly now, overwhelmed by the intensity of feeling so full, so stretched. your pussy is throbbing, traitorously, still clenching around nothing.
"hey, hey," felix coos, leaning down to press kisses against your damp cheek. he grabs your hips, tugging you higher on his thighs. he pulls back slowly, dragging his cock almost all the way out before pressing back in. "why are you still crying, angel? does it feel too good?"
you shake your head. it feels⦠wrong. "'s too much⦠i-i can't think."
"cute," felix chuckles, a low sound that vibrates against your skin. he reaches a hand up to stroke your hair. his voice drips with affection, so sweet it makes your chest ache despite his crude words. "i can't believe that after all this time, all it took to make that pretty little head of yours spin is my cock in your ass."
he picks up his pace, each thrust forcing a ragged whimper from your throat. the ache is bleeding into a dull, strange pleasure, swirling low in your tummy.
"you never know what's good for you," felix continues, pressing another kiss to your temple. "and that's okay. you don't have to. you're too dumb to make these kind of decisions anyway. that's why i'm here."
"lixβ¦" you whine, humiliation burning through you not only at his words, but at the way your pussy flutters in response.
"no need to argue with me, baby," he chides gently, reaching down to swipe his fingers through the mess between your legs. you moan at the sudden touch, your body begging for more despite the overwhelming feeling of him stretching you open.
he brings his finger up to show you, your arousal glistening in the low light.
"see? you're so wet for me. my perfect angel."
he pushes his fingers into your mouth, and you taste yourself on them. you suck instinctively, tongue swirling around his digits, thankful for something to ground you.
"good girl," he praises, his eyes darkening as he watches you suck on his fingers. "all you needed was to listen to me because if it were up to you, we'd be missing out on this. i knew you'd love it."
he starts to move in earnest now, thrusts reaching even deeper. harsh jolts of pain and pleasure come together on a growing wave, building and threatening to crest. felix must feel it, too, the way you're thrashing and clenching around him, because he holds your hips down and keeps his eyes locked on the sight of his cock disappearing into your tight hole with every thrust.
"i need to hear you say it. say you love it."
your whole body burns. his fingers tease your clit and you gasp, the touch gone just as quick.
"i β i love it," you moan brokenly.
"love what? tell me, baby. fuck," he groans, "say it."
his fingers trace your pussy, pressing a little harder. you're spiraling, reduced to nothing but the sensation of his cock splitting you open.
"i⦠i love getting my ass fucked."
your voice is little more than a whisper, but felix looks pleased enough. he pinches your clit harshly, grinning as you twitch under him.
"that wasn't so hard, was it? everything's better when you listen to me. i know what you really want." he teases your pussy, pushing his fingers deep into your neglected cunt. "i know you need to be used like this. you're so much happier when you aren't thinking, aren't you? just a set of warm, sloppy holes for me to play with."
his humiliation words engulf you and you cry out, thighs shaking as your orgasm washes over you.
"that's it," felix coos, not letting up and fucking you through the overwhelming pleasure. "let go for me, angel. you're too stupid to fight it anyway, so why try?"
your world shrinks to nothing but his sweet voice in your ear, telling you exactly what you are.
"mine," he growls, his thrusts becoming erratic, "all mine. my dumb, pretty little slut."
he buries himself impossibly deeper as the tight clench of your ass around him drives him over the edge. you faintly register the sound of your own voice, your mind blank, his weight collapsing on top of you.
your heart races in your chest. there's no way back now. your limbs are heavy, an ache burning between your legs when he pulls away, his cum trickling out of your spent hole. you feel dirty and sore, but felix kisses your sweaty forehead.
"you're really mine now, angel." he smiles and wipes the mascara streaks off your cheeks, erasing the last of your tears.
free use slut! hanji n peeling his clothes off whenever like he's your sex doll !<3
i've been down so so bad for hanji.. need him <33
cw. smut, sub!jisung, dollification, free use, pet names: doll, toy wc. 1155. minors dni.
jisung's always had trouble shutting his noisy brain off. endless thoughts bouncing around his head 24/7 like it's a pinball machine make it difficult for him to focus β on work, sleep, his social life, even on you sometimes. choice paralyzes him. change terrifies him. the million thoughts aggravate everything until it spirals beyond his control.
which is why he needs you to quiet them for him. take control over his body and mind. turn him into the perfect doll to play with.
you'd taken your time to train him. ease his overactive mind and mouth, quiet his wandering hands until they remain by his sides or behind his head. perfect and pliant for you. whenever you want him, he's yours.
jisung shouldn't have been surprised at how easy it was to obey you. he'd always been good at following orders; so eager to please. the first time you took him without warning had been on the living room couch. he'd been trapped in a doomscrolling rabbit hole when you came home after work and wordlessly stripped his clothes off. your palms warm against his skin as you tugged the shirt over his head. he'd raised his arms without question. you didn't even have to tell him to stand up so you could pull his joggers off next, phone tumbling onto the couch, his wide-eyed gaze locked onto your face as he waited for your next move.
his boxers were next β he remembers the feeling of your knuckles brushing his hips as you slowly dragged them down to his ankles. he'd already been half-hard by the time he stepped out of them, his shaky moans the only sound in the room when you'd pushed him back against the couch and wrapped your hand around his aching cock.
jisung can't stand the quiet, needs noise to drown out his thoughts, but in that moment all he could focus on was you. you didn't need words to tell him what to do. for the first time in his life he didn't ask, didn't beg, just laid there and let you take from him. let you use him however you liked. and your praise had tasted so sweet β
such a sweet toy, just a cock for me to ride, my pretty doll.
the second time had been in bed, late at night, when you'd crawled up his drowsy figure and rode him until you were satisfied. then you'd climbed back under the covers and rolled over. you'd left him hard and aching, mind spinning as you ignored him.
that'd been lesson one: he doesn't always get to finish.
"don't touch yourself after i leave," you'd told him the next time you'd touched him. then you'd left for work. jisung could sense the ghost of your fingers trailing along his skin for hours β he'd been so hard, so desperate to cum, but he didn't. he forced himself to sit down behind his laptop and buried himself in some complicated code chan had wanted him to fix for ages.
later, when you'd checked and discovered he didn't touch himself, the look on your face had been so proud it'd made his chest constrict. he'd been flustered and bashful under your praise.
my beautiful, obedient doll.
the rules followed naturally: clothes come off the second you want them off (no matter where you are). his hands stay behind his head or flat at his sides unless you place them somewhere. he doesn't come without permission β and when you deny it, he thanks you.
jisung's shy at first. cheeks burning when you call him "my little doll" in public, or a brief moment of shameful hesitation when you tell him to open his mouth and feed him your fingers to suck them clean of his own cum. but it doesn't take long for him to start leaning into it, watching you with half-lidded eyes as you touch and position him like his mind's already halfway gone.
you touch him whenever and wherever you want: when he's cooking, in the shower, at felix's party, in the car, when he's gaming (and nearly moans into the headset the moment he feels your lips around his cock). every touch serves as a reminder of who he belongs to. the more unexpected the better: the shock melts him into obedience. each time his body yields faster, his mind dipping into that quiet place quicker β that fuzzy, warm space that feels like home now.
you condition his body to your touch: every time your hand curls around the back of his neck he stops whatever he's doing. straightens his spine, lowers his gaze and waits for your instructions.
that night at felix's party you test it in public. your hand slides up mid-conversation, fingers grazing his nape lightly. you watch him struggle to keep listening to whoever's speaking, cock already chubbing up and his heartbeat pounding in his ears. the humiliation of it all nearly makes him cum in his pants.
it becomes a daily occurrence: bending him over the kitchen counter when he's cooking, fingering him open with slow strokes. or pressing him into the warm dryer when he's doing laundry, grinding against him until he's a panting mess, leaving him to finish folding with trembling hands. his brain starts linking chores to the possibility of you using him, making him restless with anticipation whenever you start moving around the house.
at the grocery store you slip a hand in his pocket and wrap your fingers around him, squeezing gently. "think anyone can tell?" you murmur, voice low so only he can hear. his face is bright red but he remains still, letting you stroke him until his breathing turns into quiet pants. "good doll," you whisper, and he twitches in your grip.
when he breaks the rules you punish him. touching himself without your permission? you make him kneel in the corner of the bedroom, his forehead against the wall while you touch yourself. all he can hear is the slick sound of your fingers and your quiet moans. how he wishes he could watch you, feel you⦠but you don't let him turn around until you're done, leaving his swollen cock untouched.
edging him is your favorite cruelty. dragging him to the brink with your hands, your mouth, your sweet cunt, only to pull away. making him thank you for every orgasm you deny him until his knees are weak and his head fuzzy, cock so swollen it hurts.
and when he's good for you β disciplined, pliant, waiting β you reward him. you sink down onto his cock until his eyes roll back with a broken moan. ride him until his thighs shake and his hands fist into his hair, desperate to hold onto somethingβ¦ waiting for you to lean down and kiss him, give him permission to fill you up.
jisung's mind is blank, his body yours for the taking.