buni

i luv having mixed tastes... i made a few new friends and they call me cute all da time and i told them i like black metal and stuff and they were so surprised like this is so awesome!! i can fool people into thinking im normal!! yay!

i miss cutting its the only thing I've been able to think abt the past few days

as someone whos been ignored all her life, suddenly having full attention from someone just feels so weird....like i can't truly believe you like everything about me. you don't truly think we'll last forever right???

i think its still hard for me to open up, i feel like im being asked too much of when its literally nothing and most of the time i like it but im not used to all the attention

he doesnt let me cut myyself and i knowbthats great and yeah we should get better together but thats all i have to feel better, i love when the blood drips and i can't let that go

hes going to leave me too i can feel it im just a burden and everyone gets tired of me eventually

i love that his fingers r thicker than mine cuz when we hold hands for too long mine kinda hurt nd its cute.....

i want my boyfie to choke me till i pass out ooooomygod

i lov my boyfriend i wanna bite him and shake him around he's like a dog i wanna make him cry for me

how THE FUCK does one try to gatekeep being depressed??? and sh???? dpmo

coming back 2 tumblr bc ppl i think are my friends follow me on twitter and i hate myself so much i think everything they post is about me