piperpaper

the scenery was greenish

just art not from my heart but sometimes

I wished they could be gone like they took my name

and now I met you, another fake person who resembles to noone before I entangled my heart within

and it's also your name that I searched online to write you at least soon my heartfelt goodbye

because of them I lost it all so it's war and I follow the hollow path to destruction of my mind

maybe the rain will tell you my pain when I m and you are gone apart

thanks to the master

it would have been a great disaster

the sound and similarity of personality is bound as a line you have dropped many times

like we were teenies in high school

and you write down your name on the green board with white chalk

a look in your eyes would be stunning

like the sun is rising

inside

in spring time

when all the peonies bloom

without expectation

just a chilling

good weather

he was fluffy and quirky

he was a single male

called Ludwig

and was coloured grey

ate a lot of hay

the floor was slippery and slick so he couldn t run so well

he was very fit

i loved taking pictures of him especially when he was cleaning his ears his head and his chin

at night he jumped in my bed

when i left him for travel he wasn't prepared

and sat in our kitchen under a cupboard and watched my two flatemates

it was a great time for me to find friends

but i kept silent confused and for myself with my Ludwig who was hiding under some shelves

just the sound of your voice

can calm the blue of my ocean

blood filled heart

it beats silently

in the rhytm of

our favorite song

tonite i will sleep on my water bed again

with my blanket that waves white downs around my broken body like i m falling in a net