Omega Journal

Back when he was still Filthy Frank, I was just okay with it you know. Like I wasnt too obsessed or anything. IM NOT SAYING IM SUPER OBSESSED RIGHT NOW, THATS HELLA CREEPY BUT omfg its so hard to explain. I love Joji even when he was Filthy Frank and I loved all the wacky shit he did but seeing his true self is hella fucking attractive af like my heart is so happy with all the success he is getting but at the same time I get super sad and depressed knowing the fact that I will probably never meet this guy in real life. Every single goddamn time its always like this. You get what im saying?? YOU GET WHAT IM FEELING???

Its like shit bruh. He is putting out all this beautiful music to fuck with and I am so happy that he poured all his heart and soul on each music he makes like thats real fucking dedication right there. Its the same with Ariana Grande’s “Thank U, Next”. But whenever i play my depressing ballad playlist by Joji, all I could do was feel pity on myself because I can never meet him and I SO BADLY WANT TO MEET HIM. LIKE EVEN JUST A FUCKING HI FROM HIM, MY BRAIN AND HEART WOULD LITERALLY MELT!

Please please just give him all the happiness in the world thats all i fucking want. Bruh i would trade my fucking soul just for him to be fucking happy and for us to meet. Goddamn this man. I have never felt like this with other artists before its fucking weird. Im way waaay in too deep

Now if y’all mothafuckers have Twitter and follow Joji or 88rising, you would come to know that our boy made it! God its amazing how fast his reputation is rising. Guy just keeps coming out on top. I can totally envision him taking over the music industry one day. I mean its way better than a mumble rapper thats for fucking sure.

His album “Ballads1″ was a huge hit and everybody loved it. In fact, Spotify even tweeted that they cant stop talking about Joji as well. The album is perfect for those sleepless nights, rainy weather, and lonely vibes. It gives your depression depression. His debut album became to one of the best RnB/Hip-Hop that it rose to become #1. Whats more is that he’s the first asian to become #1 (Well half-asian). LOOK AT THAT GUY’S SMILE. ITS FUCKING SWEET

I know things look bad for you right now. You may have been left by the person you love the most. Maybe got betrayed, cheated or just lost in general. Your feelings have’nt been reciprocated and I am here to tell you, im sorry. Love is just brutal isnt it? Its just simply unfair sometimes. You kept your feelings for so long and when you finally got to say them, they would just respond “Im sorry but I dont like you that way”. 

Im really sorry that you ended up being this way. That the so called “LOVE” made you feel like shit and made you cry. I know it’s hard. Especially the sleepless nights that come after it. It’s okay to cry. Please know that it’s okay to feel hurt. But dont you ever let it change who you are. I know we haven’t met or anything at all but please know that you are a special snowflake in your own way. Its not the end of the world. Don’t let your whole world change because of somebody. There are a lot of people who deserve you and you deserve them as well