Times Up. The room is dim. Expensive furniture reduced to shapes in the darkness. The only sound besides your own breathing is a quiet hum from a digital timer mounted on the opposite wall. Red numerals glow in the gloom: 00:59:57.
Just under one hour.
"You're awake." The voice comes from somewhere near the door. You crane your neck, wrists already testing the leather restraints, and watch him step into the faint light. You don't know his face. But you recognize the way his eyes move over your body. Roaming. An inventory assessment.
He's carrying things. Metal glints.
"The rules are simple," he says, approaching the bed. His footsteps are unhurried. "When the timer hits zero, I undo the restraints. The door opens. You leave." He pauses at the edge of the mattress, looking down at you. "One small addition."
Cold metal touches your nipple. You gasp as he fastens the clamp, the bite sharp and immediate, radiating heat straight down to your core. The second clamp follows. You arch involuntarily, straining against the leather.
He produces a vibrator. Sleek. Expensive looking. You watch him lower it between your legs, watch the silicone part your folds and settle against your clit. He turns it on.
"Every time you cum, an hour gets added to the clock."
You look at the timer. You look at yourself. Spread open, clamped, vibrating.
One hour. You can do one hour. You just have to not cum.
He steps back. Settles into a chair at the side of the bed and watches.
You try to focus on the numbers. Try to think about other things. Work emails. Grocery lists. The pattern of shadows on the ceiling.
But the clamps send sharp little signals with every breath. The vibrator hums against flesh that's growing wetter by the minute. You clench your jaw. Breathe through your nose. Don't cum. Don't cum.
He hasn't moved. He's just watching.
Your hips twitch. You didn't tell them to. The pressure is building low in your belly, a warmth that spreads and tightens simultaneously. You're wet enough now that the vibrator glides, hits new angles.
You bite your lip until you taste blood.
The numbers blur. 00:47:23. You've been holding on for twelve minutes. It feels like hours. Your thighs are trembling. Your breath comes in sharp little gasps you can't control.
He knows. You can see it in his stillness. The way he's leaned forward slightly. Waiting.
"No," you whisper. To yourself. To your body. To the orgasm building like a wave you can't outswim.
It hits you anyway. Your back arches off the bed, a sound tears out of your throat that you don't recognize, and you're cumming so hard your vision goes white at the edges. It rolls through you in pulses, each one a betrayal, each one exquisite.
When you can see again, you look at the clock.
01:46:12
"Impressive effort," he says. He's standing now, holding a remote. "Let's try a different setting."
The vibration changes. Pulsing now. It mimics something. A heartbeat. A thrust. Your overstimulated clit throbs in response, too sensitive, too raw, and somehow already building again.
"No... please.." you gasp out, the words weak.
"Please what?" He moves closer. His fingers trail along your inner thigh, impossibly light. "Please make you cum again?" He dips a finger into the wetness pooling between your legs, holds it up so you can see. "You're dripping. Your body knows what it wants."
You shake your head. But your hips are rocking against the vibrator, tiny movements you can't seem to stop.
This time when you cum, you're crying. Tears streaming down your temples into your hair. The clock resets: 02:38:47.
He fucks you for the first time somewhere around hour four.
Slow, at first. Long strokes that let you feel every inch, that build friction to an unbearable degree while the vibrator keeps humming against your clit. You cum on his cock within minutes. The clock adds another hour. He doesn't stop. Doesn't even pause.
He switches to something harder. Brutal. Each thrust punches the air out of your lungs, drives you up the bed until the restraints catch. You cum again. You can't help it. Your body has stopped consulting you. It just responds. Takes. Shatters.
He introduces other things. Hot wax pooling in the hollow of your throat, dripping down between your breasts. Ice traced along your inner thighs until you're shivering and burning at once. His mouth on your cunt, tongue flicking precisely where the vibrator has made you most sensitive, most ruined.
He talks through it the whole way. That's probably the worst part. "You get wetter when you're scared." "That's three in a row. You're getting efficient." "We have so much time now."
The clock climbs. Six hours. Eight. Twelve. You stop being able to track it. The numbers lose meaning. Everything loses meaning except the next wave, the next peak, the next hour added to your sentence.
Somewhere in the blur, you realize you've stopped wanting it to end.
The thought surfaces between orgasms, when you're floating in that shattered space where language doesn't quite work. You should want to escape. You remember wanting that, vaguely, like a dream you had as a child. But the wanting has curdled into something else.
He slows down. You're not sure when. The frantic edge bleeds away, replaced by something almost gentle. The vibrator stops. He removes the clamps. Your nipples throb with the renewed blood flow, a pain that registers as pleasure now. Everything registers as pleasure now.
You blink at the clock. 00:06:43.
Six minutes. After everything. How?
He's undoing the restraints. Your wrists fall free. Your ankles. You can move. You can leave.
The thought sends ice through your veins.
Leave? Leave this room? Leave him? Go back to a world where no one touches you like this, where you're responsible for your own orgasms, where pleasure is something you have to chase instead of something that hunts you down and devours you?
The silence of outside presses against the walls. Empty. Ordinary. Unbearable.
He steps back. Gestures toward the door. "It's almost time."
Your hand moves own between your legs, finding your clit, swollen and slick and excruciatingly sensitive. You rub with clumsy desperation, chasing the build.
"Don't," you hear yourself say. Begging. Sobbing. "Don't make me leave. Please. I need to cum. I need more time."
He goes still. Watching you fuck yourself on his bed, desperate to add another hour to your captivity. The pressure is building fast, your ruined body trained now, eager.
"Let me stay. I'll be good. I'll cum as many times as you want. Just don't make me go."
Four minutes on the clock.
Your fingers work faster. You're so close. So close to another hour in this room, in this darkness, in this endless cycle of being broken and put back together wrong.
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Woke up wet again this morning... I think there was a task in my dms that wanted me to describe how I got off so, might as well try it!
It started with that stupid plushy. Long and curved, the poor otter trapped between my legs as I began to grind into the mattress. It happened almost naturally, as if this was what I was made for. Half asleep and running on a motor, I opened my computer and pulled up the joi file from last night.
God, I wanted more than anything to snake a hand down my body and underneath my panties. But the man in the audio denied this, and instead commanded I slip my fingers down my throat, muffling my moans. Maybe twenty minutes passed before I finally got some relief, though slick had already run down my thighs. Rubbing circles over the soaked fabric, I started slow. Controlled, tight movements soon turned erratic and I ripped the stupid panties off. Two, maybe three fingers worked me open as the other hand continued to rub. Then, to my absolute horror, the command rang out clearly. "Stop". Sometimes I hate how well trained I am, as against my will my fingers ceased, instead opting to claw at my thighs. An then, as if to torture me, the audio ended.
Anywayss, its been like thirty minutes and I still haven't cum ๐ This was lowk terrifying to write so lemme know if its like, bad or something
Omg so I totally like started talking to someone recently, right? And I've been spending all my time texting and calling them to the point that I dont think Ive gotten off all year!
God, I hadn't even realized untill I opened up tumblr by accident and saw all the yummy spirals on my dash. I swear, its like nothing changed! My hand shot down between my legs and by the time I started touching I was already soaked. Its been a couple hours now and I think I've lost count of my edges. I wanna cum so bad, but it doesn't matter. Its just good to be back ๐
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Someone dm'd me the other week asking whats the weirdest thing thats ever turned me on. At the time I didn't really have an answer, but now i think i do.
You know humming noise electric cars make when they charge? I know it sounds strange, but it kinda sounds like the background noise in those bambi conditioning files. So much so that when my neighbors charged their car this morning, I started edging almost immediately! Lowk, I was pretty ashamed when it happened but these last couple hours have felt amazing so...
Hii! Omg sorry for not posting! The last month has been pretty busy, but im back and soaking wet.
I haven't been able to touch since may and I have no clue where to start. Can someone please, please, please send in ideas? Im literally so desperate rn im fighting to not start humping my chair ๐
Every time I think I'm gonna stop gettimg off to strangers on the internet, some new dm pulls me back to this account. I wish there was rehab for sluts :/
Sometimes when I find other kink blogs, I find myself envious of them. How could I not be jealous of the girls who are confident enoughs to post pics of themselves? Or the ones who easily reply to their flooding dms? I'd give anything to be like them.
Yet the more I look through them, the more I'm reminded of my place. I mean, between the reposted spirals, dirty fantasies, r@pe threats, etc, it would be impossible not to edge. Wouldn't it? Maybe those months of conditioning are finally kicking in, because one post in and I already feel myself kneeling on the floor as my hands stuff themselves down my panties. Something about it just reduces me to some loser who gets off to text on a screen. It's pathetic.
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The more time I spend on this app, the more ive gotten into exhibition. At first, the idea of someone walking in on me wzs absolutely mortifying. But now, thanks to all you lovely people, the idea has grown on me. To the point that I get off on it now.
At first it started small. Maybe one day I'd walk around the house topless, or perhaps go outside without a bra beneath my shirt. Then, like an addict, I started craving more. I stopped muffling moans when I rode my pillows. I would rub circles into cl1t over my jeans during lectures. Late at night, I would open my windows, pull up the blinds, and edge to each voice I heard passing by on the street. God, if only they knew what was happening in the window above them.
Ugh, im literally so so needy right now it's not even funny. My clits so sore and I can't help but crawl back to this blog. Can't some just break into my room and force themselves onto me already?
I saw this one post on how to get addicted to porn and it got me thinking. Why shouldn't I try it too? I mean, theres hundreds if not thousands of people on this app who devote all their time to chasing a high. So, it would be reasonable for me to do so aswell, right?
It started this morning. I woke up extra early so that I could edge for a little while before getting up. Ive been getting into humping, so I grabbed my pillow, put on a hypo file, amd started rocking back and fourth for what felt like hours. By the end of it, I wanted to cum so badly, but instead I edged.
Classes weren't any better, either. I played with the idea of leaving the house with a dildo in so that I could grind on it throughout the day, but I landed on going pantiless instead. Throughout the day, i would imagine different men coming up to me. They would pull down my skimpy shorts and push me against the nearest surface, abusing my holes over and over till they were through.
When I finally got home, I was absolutely soaked. Wasting no time, I stripped and crashed into my bed, opening tumblr and beginning to scroll. As Ive been writing this, I've been squirming, desperate for some kind of touch. Going back to the inspiration for this post, they said denial was the best way to get hooked. So, in the spirit of that, I won't touch myself for a few awhile, let alone cum. To make it better (or worse), Ive decided to condition myself to get off on notifications. Feel free to send in files, joi, or anything, really. Wish me luck, though ๐
I must've had a pretty dream last night because I woke up wet. For whatever reason, as I tried rubbing one out but it just worked me up even more. Frustrated and absolutely soaked, I started grinding my hips against the corner of my mattress. And holy fuck, I almost came right there and then. But, even so, good girls edge. So I forced my self to pull away and stick my ass up, humping the air. I guess what people say about edging is true, the feeling of denial is so intoxicating.
God, I must've done this hundreds of times because by the time I was done, my cl1t was so raw from the ribbing on my bed and I was so fucked out I started gagging on my fingers.
Even after all that, I still haven't let myself come. And honestly, I dont think I want to ever again
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