•Mimi•

My heart and soul are tired. But I must keep going. I don’t want to cheat myself out of my one chance at life.

I am so tired. I will keep going, but I am so unbelievably tired. I feel emotionally displaced, rejected from a place I used to think of as home. I am trying to work towards a place where I can leave it behind, and find a new home for myself. I have to bare it, no matter how hard, painful, and isolating it gets.

Slept the majority of the first day of the year, haha. I guess its a good start. Trying to remember that sleep is good for you, and I deserve it.

I’ll start the second day with a hot bath and not slacking off with my skincare. I am getting older.

I hope I can stick to my New Year plans <3

1) toss out dead plants

2) finish organizing trinkets

3) reorganize bookshelf

4) fix my favorite shoes

5) do skincare

6) wash my hair properly

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