breathe

SANTA. ATTACK

oh yeah. seasonal depression

the feminine urge to delete all my socials and create a new online identity as if i can escape being myself

i needs meds that will specifically target the part of my ocd that makes me NEEEEEEED to know everything everyone is thinking or saying about me all the time to the point that i am constantly at risk of jeopardizing my mental health to read the worlds most bad faith and villainized take on who i am as a person

having ocd be like hey u know that game u liked but ur friends liked more to the point u felt excluded when talking about it. panic attack when you see it now

thank u halsey for releasing music for me

shoutout to my nephew for single-handedly fixing my relationship with the color pink and everything else in a matter of minutes by simply wanting me to be with him during a school event where he can have either 2 grandparents or a special guest. like bro has multiple sets of grandparents and he chose me as a special guest. crazy

what if i delete my blog. what then

new job is going well yipppeeeee the girl training me told me she informed our boss that i was a good hire and literally everyone has been telling me that ive been doing really well ^_^

i got a new job and today was my last day at walmart:)

spotify who in their right fucking mind would want to 'ENHANCE' SHUFFLE THEIR LIKED PLAYLIST.?>>?@?%@?%@ ITS FOR SONGS I LIKE NOT SONGS I DONT KNOWWWWWWWWWW

my friend/roommate is getting tested for mental disorders etc so the lady doing her test was like pick someone close to you to write [what is essentially a character study] on you . she picked me (RAHHHHH) and its 5 pages now i feel like i am doing too much