Blood of the Covenant

Please help us lay my mom, Anna Seniceros, to rest. The link is in my bio, as I know it won't be clickable here. Thank you in advance. @amsenic #love #family #death #funeral #mom https://www.instagram.com/p/CZhg6H1OX1Y/?utm_medium=tumblr

Today I was sent this prefect picture of motherhood. Today is Draven's first day AT school... kindergarten was all virtual. He's in the back and says he's pretty excited about starting first grade, but also "small scared". My daughter Briana is up front and facing away from him as she's trying to hide her tears of worry... her fear of going back to a quiet home... an emptiness is suddenly hitting her. She's grieving a time when she had him all to herself, every day, every night, always "mommy mommy mommy" having to help with everything, having to answer everything. She knows she'll get him back later today, but she also knows that this is him facing and taking down one of many hurdles to come in his race to adulthood. Moms. We all know that moms are supposed to soldier on... through everything and for everyone. It's a lot of happy moments, scary moments, worrisome moments, angry moments, stressful moments, they're all moments that we don't really get to process. They happen, we react, we move on... because that laundry isn't going to do itself. We carry all of this in our hearts, it weighs heavy upon our shoulders, and it imprints onto our souls. Every milestone is one movement closer to them being gone... and she knows that... she's feeling that. But in an effort to not scare him... she's facing away and hiding her own tears of fear, worry, and displacement. She's grieving an era that she knows is gone. In doing so, she's creating a reel of these moments, these little opportunities to capture a piece of them that will play into her reel of memories that will eventually comfort her when they're gone. These tiny little moments that seem so inconsequential to others are so big for us. Please... don't laugh at a mom for getting all emotional. Most of us really are trying to hide it from you... so if some slips out every now and then... just let us have our little moment before we're forced to just soldier on. #moms #motherhood #mama #kids #family #love #memories #capture #reel #moments #purity #grief #SoldierOn #autism #grandbaby #Draven #daughter #Briana #hearts #shoulders #souls #weird #quiet #home #displacement #stress #worry #PinchePinga #IPostWhatIWant https://www.instagram.com/p/CTNgwWlLzwj/?utm_medium=tumblr

I related to this picture way too damn hard lol... #relateable #depression #masking #MentalHealth #smiling #face #hide #inside #RubSomeDirtOnIt #forever #power #through #ImSoTired #PinchePinga #IPostWhatIWant https://www.instagram.com/p/CRwSeBptTAB/?utm_medium=tumblr

Tempura fried and bacon wrapped chile rellenos with a tiny bit of Goya sazon in the batter... my kitchen smells absolutely amazing rn. Times like this I really wish I lived closer to my dad so I could spoil him. #food #porn #kitchen #witchery #ChileRellenos #tempura #batter #fried #bacon #wrap #Goya #sazon #poblano #peppers #amazing #delicious #smell #taste #spoil #Dad #Seniceros #Villareal #Madura #PinchePinga #IPostWhatIWant https://www.instagram.com/p/CRhO4VLND2I/?utm_medium=tumblr

Omg you guys... I need someone to make this for me! I need a king sized headboard that's black washed, not fully black please. My birthday is coming up so y'all might wanna put a rush on that since it's only 11 months away. Please and thank you lol. #Pagan #headboard #king #lighted #wood #black #washed #backlit #red #beautiful #work #birthday #rush #wish #present #witch #bruja #bruija #magick #PagansOfInstagram #WitchesOfInstagram #PinchePinga #IPostWhatIWant https://www.instagram.com/p/CReKUDotWjn/?utm_medium=tumblr

I really love this picture of my daughter Briana and my SIL Dylan... my babies. 🥰 #family #love #memories #MakingMemories #daughter #SIL #Briana #SonInLaw #Dylan #MyBabies #MyHeart #Seniceros #Carnell #Villareal #Araujo #PinchePinga #IPostWhatIWant https://www.instagram.com/p/CPBCis0Bq5H/?utm_medium=tumblr

This is totally Saria when she sleeps between and me and Bobby lol. #big #little #spoon #middle #mom #dad #daughter #parents #kids #MomLife #FamilyBed #hot #ImGoingToDie #lol #PolyamoryJoke #ButItFits #haha #family #love #MakingMemories #PinchePinga #IPostWhatIWant https://www.instagram.com/p/CO-xnNMhx9P/?igshid=1g9vvjgfww9ib

I said what I said... sorry not sorry... no lol. #TwatWaffles #DontBeOne #SimpleAsThat #ISaidWhatISaid #SorryNotSorry #no #lol #PinchePinga #IPostWhatIWant https://www.instagram.com/p/CO-wPpfhDdw/?igshid=1dlxaa5h5v2qn

Me to my kids back then and today too: How you act in my absence is the true representation of me and how you were raised. Act right... or be ready to fight. #mama #kids #family #ActRight #respect #manners #love #RaisedRight #true #representation #memories #BeReadyToFight #absence #child #rearing #PinchePinga #magic #chancla #smack #IPostWhatIWant https://www.instagram.com/p/COahf90hsEF/?igshid=yzu7aox5n3gs

I can try all I want, but I am who I am, and I'm not about to apologize for being my authentic self. Don't start nothing... won't be nothing. #yeah #no #lol #IamWhoIAm #bigger #person #nope #DontStartNothing #authentic #self #haha #WontBeNothing #SorryNotSorry #lol #humor #serious #PinchePinga #IPostWhatIWant https://www.instagram.com/p/CONq985hN8e/?igshid=120f9ra70nhqm

So there I am... talking to Draven... taking cute little pics of each other using all of the pretty filters. Then I saw one that let me exploit one of his fears while he was using probably the best filter for this scenario lol. I'm so frigging dying rn!!! 🤣💀🤣💀🤣 #Facebook #Messenger #pretty #filters #videochat #FaceTime #Google #Duo #family #love #memories #grandbaby #Mima #daughter #Draven #Briana #Chuco #Nanas #exploit #fear #clowns #trauma #lol #haha #omg #poor #kid #BestScenario #PinchePinga #IPostWhatIWant (at Madura Meadows) https://www.instagram.com/p/CN_MIgZBfbx/?igshid=15qd3ewr3g71c

April is Autism Awareness month. I have three sons and one grandson on the spectrum and life has definitely not been easy, but I wouldn't trade the ups and downs of the rollercoaster ride that life gifted me for anything in the world. #month #April #autism #awareness #mom #family #love #memories #rollercoaster #life #exciting #thrill #hard #depleting #WorthIt #sons #boys #triumph #SeeTheAbleNotTheLabel #Auptimism #spectrum #gifted #challenge #Tristan #Wyatt #Julian #Draven #grandbaby #PinchePinga #IPostWhatIWant (at Cleburne, Texas) https://www.instagram.com/p/CN5HyIRBbDP/?igshid=c80ai0ybzuo

Homemade corned beef hash for breakfast today... decided to throw in some peppers for color and to see how it tastes too. Can't wait to feed my face and scientifically test these results! #homemade #corned #beef #CornedBeef #hash #potatoes #onions #CornedBeefHash #peppers #mmm #good #test #results #FeedMyFace #color #taste #smell #foodie #FeedMe #lol #hungry #food #porn #PinchePinga #IPostWhatIWant https://www.instagram.com/p/CNnEWsEB7IO/?igshid=1wwdbp96tp6ze

Like fr lol... #SuicidalTendencies #ST #SuicidalFailure #PatsyCline #IFallToPieces #ACDC #YouShookMeAllNightLong #NWA #BoyzNTheHood #AllMe #lol #perfect #description #haha #Spotify #playlist #PinchePinga #IPostWhatIWant https://www.instagram.com/p/CNckd-GhLuo/?igshid=y310uyfesmcg

💁‍♀️ #Easter #Ostara #eggs #EggHunt #Christianity #Paganism #Christian #Pagan #bunny #truth #lol #SorryNotSorry #witch #bruja #bruija #magick #PagansOfInstagram #educate #enlightenment #WitchesOfInstagram #enlighten #education #TheMoreYouKnow #PinchePinga #IPostWhatIWant https://www.instagram.com/p/CNNUusRhJaU/?igshid=1xcghq5k0jxvj

Living the meme... #mcdonalds #shakemachine #alwaysbroken #livingthememe #stimmy #stimulus #PinchePinga #IPostWhatIWant https://www.instagram.com/p/CNEO4YxhWjv/?igshid=fzn4pn4p4tta

#SorryNotSorry #erase #acknowledge #history #previous #error #judgement #guilty #accept #correct #periodt #PinchePinga #IPostWhatIWant