pillaric

Hi, I'm Pillaric. I'm mainly more active on tiktok. I'm pretty awkward and that's all about me to be honest...

MOREOVER, I love Litchi Hikari Club, ZeraJai is my LIFE.

I'm very passionate about ZeraJai, I want to talk about them here... maybe post my art from time to time. I write fanfics too, they're pretty ass though.

I don't know how tumblr works, so yeah.

(Pillaric will work on it!)

Zera and Jaibo kissing, eventually moving to nipping and drawing blood from eachother's lips, but they can't really tell whose blood they're tasting! Is it Zera's... is it Jaibo's...

Desire to consume one another yet encountering pain while doing so, very pillaric...

I have already shoved some of these into my fanfictions but whatever. A list of places these two would maybe dig at a date.

•Any Cafés: very basic, but listen... Zera would order like... black coffee, maybe. Jaibo wouldn't order anything but steal some sips from Zera's cup.

•Library: again, more of a Zera's place. He'd pick some nerdy books while Jaibo disturbs the peace in the back.

•Pool/beach: do Zera and Jaibo know how to swim? Well who cares about swimming they're here to freeze in the water and hug in order to NOT freeze in the water.

•Somewhere behind their school: maybe practice kissing here, none of them know what they're doing when they kiss... it's time to up the smooching.

•On the streets, late at night: they sure get sick of that club every now and then, a breath of fresh air at night would suit them. Zera would wear a coat that's much bigger than him (snatched from his absent dad? Or from the present mom? 🤨) and allow Jaibo to nestle into it too.

•Jaibo's place: not as crowded as Zera's! These two can cuddle in peace here, I hope. Maybe Zera can teach Jaibo how to play chess, he should bring his board though, Jaibo probably doesn't have that.

(tiny bebs... oh so tiny ☹️)

These are mainly headcanons to be honest... (LONG)

Zera seems to appreciate the feminine parts of Jaibo mainly (not surprising), such as:

• Jaibo's hair - in some official arts, he can be seen resting his hand on top of Jaibo's head or at least he's touching Jaibo's hair in a way or another. Even in Usamaru's initial sketches (?), Zera's palm is neatly placed over Jaibo's hair. Maybe Zera likes petting Jaibo, who knows.

• Jaibo's physique - while I believe Jaibo's body isn't entirely girlish, there are some parts of it that do resemble femininity more than masculinity. Again, in slightly more recent official deawings, Zera is holding Jaibo by his waist, I find that cute. Does he do that so he can always pull him closer?

•Jaibo's lips - I wished they kissed more in the manga, their small kiss that they shared on the throne is my everything. Zera seems like the type to give small kisses, just to feel what needs to be felt then move on. This also brings me to Jaibo's slightly "primal" way of kissing, he seems to always try to deepen kisses, I wonder if Zera likes that.

Excluding the feminity, what else could catch Zera's eye?

•Jaibo's hands - I like to think he takes his gloves off when it comes to holding Jaibo's hand. Considering that he often has them on, his hands must be warm. Jaibo's hands are probably cold... if I assume he always carries metallic stuff with him.

•Jaibo's way of speaking - Have you noticed that they speak in very different ways yet complement their speeches? Jaibo tends to talk in third person, I've noticed...("I wanna taste Zera too!"). He has a pretty childish way of speaking (well he is 13-14 after all). As for Zera, he as a mature tint to his words, often using complicated terms that a teenage boy wouldn't really know. Yet he does talk with Jaibo...

•Jaibo's personality/behaviour - not so girlish here, at least not stereotypically so. Jaibo is gross and he doesn't hide that, he acts like an insane animal. He was drenched (meh, maybe just splashed slightly) in blood at some point and Zera was still viewing him as beautiful. I think Zera has this capacity to view Jaibo's beauty through his gruesome behaviour, I really do think that.